darkSpyro

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

I honestly think that you're a really nice person. By all means you're not stupid, loud, or rude. You're very friendly and you are a caring person. I think you're a great person, don't let people drag you down, just be you, okay?

Why? This feeling that comes for no reason...I hate it...as much as I have come to realize that people love me here...it's as if this feeling purposely tries to throw me back into feeling alone and scared..Then I don't wanna talk to anyone anymore. Maybe people on the Internet just isn't enough..?

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

Stop... I spoke to you only a few times but the conversations we had were rather pleasant. You are not stupid, rude, or ignorant to any extent.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

My role model is a magical, colorful, flying horse.

Feel better now meng o?

IM NOT UR ROLE MODEL????? AUAUAUAUAHGSGHAHAHAG *EXPLODES*

If there was a non painful way to...be what I've always wanted to be...I would take it.

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

Don't ever say those things, they're not true. Everytime I've talked to you it's been fun and a great experience.
People will say things like that, but don't take them to heart and keep being yourself, because you're wonderful.

I hope I know enough Java.

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

I've talked to you a few times back then, and I was very fourtunate to have done so

Selfish, I forgot selfish. I'm very selfish also, and please Dont say that I'm not, because if you ever meet me IRL you would regret it.

I find that here on DarkSpyro I act a lot more like the real me where as in other places I act like a mature 25 year old or something.

Why do always (95%) everything has to be with money? Although, if everything were free, the world would be a catastrophe, but if not, on the other hand everything is very expensive. The money will cause great harm to those who do not have good control with it. For others, not having money do to crazy leads for to get it, and many want easy money, do such acts, most or some are bad.

For me, I know, money does not buy everything. But if there are many things I want, and money is something that my family don't have much. Sometimes we cause unhappiness to not have money, but there are other people who can live without that. Honestly, how the hell can live without it? Or are admirable people in the life or are complete ignorant nonsense.
Sometimes being a millionaire does not make sense in the life. And the worst part is that those millionaires spend it on stupid and useless things, and one need money to at least eat, good health for the family of one and have a house to live.

I..
Never mind. I don't know how to address this issue right now.

I think the more I begin to see things from another perspective, the more people begin to see me clearly.

Either that, or January just left a really bad taste.

I overreacted, that AP test wasn't very difficult.

Okay, I shouldn't have called it an "Issue",
but I'm just not sure what to say, so whatever....

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Dang it, why do I have to be so sensitive to chemicals?
*Sigh*..
>.<

I'm gonna fail my Geography test! Again! Fun fun fun fun, YAY! Lookin' forward to the weekend!

Welcome back you hot headed wrench.

This guy need to lay off the vodka.

Why the hell are these guys normally against me?

>in gym class for choir with two "friends" (not sure what to call them)
>one decides to move and sit somewhere else
>"oh, I'll go with her, be right back!"
>"you won't be gone for the whole class right?" I ask
>"no! I'd never abandon you!"
>twenty minutes later she calls me over and says "don't be a loner Jess!"


No. That's one of the dumbest things I've heard.
But at least you were trying to be nice. Her, on the other hand, didn't. She never does, unless I'm literally the last option for her to talk to. Nice to know she appreciates all I've done for her.

Whenever someone uses 'gay' to mean 'stupid', I die a little inside.

But whatever.

Can we say that we are free?
Our hands are bound and voices silent.
I'm sure it's not a dream,
I am awake, my eyes are open.

I can't accept and won't concede,
In aftermath we find redemption.
The causes that are seized,
And disguised as revolution.

Quell the rage that deeply seethes,
The extremes of these devotions.
Dismantle the machine,
The device of their creation.

I can't accept and won't concede,
That this is who we are.
The conflict that is seized,
And disguised as greater notions.

Why do i show no emotion? Well, i mean i do. I show when im happy, sometimes i cry when im sad. It's just, i don't cry when i expect myself to cry. When my great-grandma died 3 years ago, i didn't cry. I didn't even go to her funeral because i didn't want to miss school. I didn't cry when my grandpa died. I went to his funeral but the closet to crying i got was some welling in the eyes. When my grandma was diagnosed with cancer, i didn't some any emotion there either. I never hug people. I never hug my grandma when she crys. I only tell her i love her when i go to sleep and when i go to school. I find it funny that the one person i told "I love you" the most was the one that didn't love me back. Ha...it's funny how i used to tell her "I love you times 10000" when she didn't love me at all. She tried to buy my love....and i fell for it. I would tell my dad, whenever i didn't get what i wanted, that i wished i lived with her. Im happy he never let me because im sure i would be a spoiled brat today. She never takes the time to call me. She didn't call me for Christmas, Valentines Day, Thanksgiving, and even my birthday. Maybe this is why i have trust issues. My love and trust is stolen from me and there's no way to get it back....

My Adam's Apple is bugging me like never before. I don't know why but it's scaring me.

Today was not a good day.
I'm in a bad mood, don't provoke me.

im excited that i paited her a picture for mothers day it turned out awesome, it was nice of my art teacher to give me that canvas

LOCKER KEYS ARE FUN

Oh good god you are just as bad as the kappa crap and you're basically treating me like ****?! Hell no! If anyone should be banned here it's probably you!

Quote: spyro and sonic

Today was not a good day.
I'm in a bad mood, don't provoke me.

I figured that. It seemed you were trying to find as many ways as possible to say "shut the **** up and stop whining like a little *****" at every one of my responses instead of helping me with my issues like I expected. I choosing to leave unexpectedly didn't make anything better. I hope my frustration didn't accumulate into yours.

**** everything.

I don't even think I'll be able to ask that girl to the cinema at the weekend. Wouldn't feel right. Plus, there's just too much going on in my head right now.

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Why couldn't you take my hints? I've been trying to avoid you. I also don't want any gifts from you. My birthday was a month ago anyway.
I just can't endure your presence anymore. This is too much for me.

... and here is another day to go in this world and there comes a new day: with new things, but the time is the same amount. The difference is how we use it.

These days have been sad (not here): as usual, nothing new, more problems, many thoughts and too few actions, nothing makes sense, tastes are lost more, and are more failures than successes.

Why do I keep having these dreams?

You are kind.

Yet you chain yourself to cruel ideals. The kind that go against what you claim to believe.

It's also quite sad how it's your ideals that contributed to me nearly removing myself from this world. Because I couldn't stand being forced to live ideals that made me feel...low.

Take a step back, and worry not what he would think for one second. Does your heart ache in sympathy? Or is it truly stone cold to people like me? But if you feel sympathy, why do you let him dictate your very thoughts?

And if you truly have a heart of stone, then...I don't know what to say.

Why think of all the bad things when you can think about the wonderful things around you and appreciate them?

^ So true.

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I honestly don't know what to think anymore. Are you that concerned about me, or are you trying to intimidate me. Either way, I'm still going to move forward. I find a little humor in all of it, because you really can't stop me.

Quote: cowpowa23

Okay, I restarted my file..
....
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This isn't so bad, I can just redo the storyline again.
.....
I have nothing more to say.

Sounds like a plan.

So far today, I've spilt a bunch of soda on the kitchen table, nocked the paper towell role into the cat water dish, cut my knee, and I've fallen down the stairs. And its only 10:00 am. What a day it has been.

I don't like feeling controlled here. They haven't said anything lately, but I know they watch me. I come to this site partly because I see it as freedom. Like a nice place to get away from all the crap that happens at school. I liked being able to say what I want. Now...with both of them around I feel like two things could easily happen: I freak one out, or get the other to not trust me. It's not fair. No one should have power over me here. We're all as equally free as the other.

Great. I ****ed up again.

Why is it that I can't make friends properly?

Is it weird that 'Classic City Escape's' music is the most inspiring song ever to me? ...Probably

:c ...

I'm feeling incredibly conflicted.

What am I still doing here?

Well.. good thing I didnt click on 'clean'... :'D

This has been the most relieving week of my life and it's only Wednesday.
I learnt yesterday that we don't have to do that "Unique Me" thing for social studies class where you had to take a video of you doing your "special talent" (obviously I really didn't want to do it), and today I learned you aren't moving next year, I don't think. I'm ecstatic! Maybe next year won't be so awful after all.

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You give us too much work! I think you should cool it and give us a break or let us finish one project before moving onto another, please. We're working on a good 5 or so projects in your class right now (not exaggerating), sheesh.

Why is this **** happening. I do not want to be alone. Do not leave me alone with this mess making ***** that you call "a daughter".

Okay you know what **** my life on here! It's people that are blind to certain sections and situations that piss me off the most on here! So I hope you guys realize that Fandom is in the worst condition possible, all thanks to irresponsible mods! I hope you good sir think about your mod choices much longer!

If I am to be honest I dislike a fair amount of you guys.

Quote: Trix Master 100

Why is this **** happening. I do not want to be alone. Do not leave me alone with this mess making ***** that you call "a daughter".

Okay you know what **** my life on here! It's people that are blind to certain sections and situations that piss me off the most on here! So I hope you guys realize that Fandom is in the worst condition possible, all thanks to irresponsible mods! I hope you good sir think about your mod choices much longer!

To the second portion, I agree wholeheartedly. gillgrunt987 doesn't seem to be taking any initiative because I feel he is scared to get involved and SpyroD isn't on when the conflicts persist.

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: Trix Master 100

Why is this **** happening. I do not want to be alone. Do not leave me alone with this mess making ***** that you call "a daughter".

Okay you know what **** my life on here! It's people that are blind to certain sections and situations that piss me off the most on here! So I hope you guys realize that Fandom is in the worst condition possible, all thanks to irresponsible mods! I hope you good sir think about your mod choices much longer!

To the second portion, I agree wholeheartedly. gillgrunt987 doesn't seem to be taking any initiative because I feel he is scared to get involved and SpyroD isn't on when the conflicts persist.

But, when they do get on. GillGrunt only does moderated messages and logs out. And SpyroD's history, if you disagree with him, he will be against you. And he is always in the rp section instead of half of it being in the fandom.

Oh god.......the Pokemon name has now been tarnished for me >_____>