darkSpyro

Clearly you aren't interested in talking to me or getting to know me because you don't know who I am.

That's why I was never invited into this super "secret" Skype group, right? That's why you also seem to sometimes ignore that I'm even there, right?

touchy

Argh, why was I born this way?

I just can't tolerate you anymore. You've been a pain in our asses for a while now. You've been a total ***** lately, even on ****ing Easter. And then you call my mom a "useless *****" and me a "heartless bastard"? You better watch your back. I've been pretty vengeful lately, and I really wouldn't mind some more revenge to get my mind off the pain.

Ah, it's okay for now, I think...

Ah, I love it when I become obsessed with a song like this...

Just strip me of emotions.
Remove my feelings.
Kill me.

I WANTED to go to sleep, but now eh. Why not just deprive myself of it and stay up all night? Sleep is overrated anyway.

...Okay, I'm listening to Call Me Maybe and watching this one 18 second vid of it over and over. Maybe I should rethink that?

I'm so tired, sick and beat from today, ugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.

I swear...if I don't change this about me...the consequences that I'll suffer...

Quote: Pixilism

Why do I still have this avatar?????????

Its cute ^.^

This proves you really don't pay attention to me.
But I don't care anymore right now.
Nagga, ..MEEGA NALA KWEEESTA.

I should be just me, and not care about what others try to make me like, right? I should embrace all the good things and move on.

My head has literally just been death and love and stress lately.

What a weird combination. A very crippling one at that.

"you're single for a reason"
hearing this from myself is fine
but hearing it from someone else....is not good....and it hurts.
real bad

Day by day, I just get closer and closer....

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Don't twist my words.

im beginning to question my feelings again, this can't be good

This is going to sound weird, but I kinda forget what happened last night on DS. I am staying up waayyy too late.

There's two of you now? Are you ****ing serious... What do you even gain from annoying my friend and hitting our seat and touching our heads over and over again? Are you trying to impress the cu** who sits beside you, who's just as bad as you?

My God I cannot even begin to describe how disgusting you are and how angry you make me, though I do ignore it and everything... I can't believe how many times she changes seats but every single time she puts you douchebags behind us. It's like the older you people get, the less mature you become.

But the real thing that pisses me off is the fact we didn't even do anything to any of you, we're not harming you, we're not talking so loud ****ing Japan can hear what we're saying (unlike you), we mind our own business, so why can't all of you just leave us alone ._.

Sould I get into Sonic? My friend is a hard core fan and is pestering me to join her in addiction. I just dont know.

Why do any of my tumblr followers even follow me?

Whenever I make a post from the bottom of my heart to help a friend in need, nobody does anything.

But when I post a few screenshots of an amusing hack in a Sonic game (neither the screenshots or the hack were made by me, I simply shared them on tumblr), I get 500+ notes.

And any quickly thrown together picture with an "inspirational" quote like "MUSIC SAVES LIVES" gets thousands of notes.

People say that tumblr is supposed to be like your little second family or whatever, that you can find people you relate to and who will give a damn about you. I knew that was a huge exaggeration, but now it's just complete bullcrap. Nobody there gives a damn when you post something that's actually important. It's just a shallow site where people interact with each other based on mutually shallow interests.

Stop bigging the place up as some sort of haven, tumblr fanatics.

Uh, some people have very different experiences with the site. It's not the same throughout by far.

Quote: Wild

Uh, some people have very different experiences with the site. It's not the same throughout by far.

I wasn't saying that people have the same experience. There are just a bunch of people that act like everyone should join the site because everyone there is a saint, apparantly. It's a trend I've noticed that irks me. I just see a lot of posts talking like that and it gets to me.

I'm even more expressing my own personal lack of understanding as to why people even follow me on the site.

I shouldn't have to point out that I'm not saying everyone has the same experience. You guys should know I'm not such a black and white thinker at this stage. I have a personal irk about something, so I express it here, in Personal Thoughts. I shouldn't have to lengthen my post with unnecessary disclaimers and trying to dampen every little word that might offend someone.

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Whenever I make a post from the bottom of my heart to help a friend in need, nobody does anything.

Unless I miss something I can help with, I don't do anything because I don't see how I could help.

If there's anything that I could possibly help you/them with, and you think of me when you post about it, contact me privately instead. I usually don't see important **** a lot actually :c.

Nah, it's more about random followers I don't even know. I actually just told myself that anyone on dS that follows me would probably intentionally ignore the post in question for a particular reason I won't detail in this topic. It was a reason I accept and will not argue with.

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Quote: Wild

Uh, some people have very different experiences with the site. It's not the same throughout by far.

I wasn't saying that people have the same experience. There are just a bunch of people that act like everyone should join the site because everyone there is a saint, apparantly. It's a trend I've noticed that irks me. I just see a lot of posts talking like that and it gets to me.

I'm even more expressing my own personal lack of understanding as to why people even follow me on the site.

I shouldn't have to point out that I'm not saying everyone has the same experience. You guys should know I'm not such a black and white thinker at this stage. I have a personal irk about something, so I express it here, in Personal Thoughts. I shouldn't have to lengthen my post with unnecessary disclaimers and trying to dampen every little word that might offend someone.

It was your phrasing that caught me off-guard. You did not and do not need to "lengthen your post with disclaimers" or anything. Don't assume I was thinking of you as a black and white thinker, either. :n

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Quote: Wild

Uh, some people have very different experiences with the site. It's not the same throughout by far.

I wasn't saying that people have the same experience. There are just a bunch of people that act like everyone should join the site because everyone there is a saint, apparantly. It's a trend I've noticed that irks me. I just see a lot of posts talking like that and it gets to me.

I'm even more expressing my own personal lack of understanding as to why people even follow me on the site.

I shouldn't have to point out that I'm not saying everyone has the same experience. You guys should know I'm not such a black and white thinker at this stage. I have a personal irk about something, so I express it here, in Personal Thoughts. I shouldn't have to lengthen my post with unnecessary disclaimers and trying to dampen every little word that might offend someone.

It was your phrasing that caught me off-guard. You did not and do not need to "lengthen your post with disclaimers" or anything. Don't assume I was thinking of you as a black and white thinker, either. :n

I wasn't assuming you thought that of me, I was just saying why I don't bother trying to explain stuff too greatly in this topic.

I guess you could say this is the place where I'm a complete jerk.

Just a misunderstanding. It's been happening with me often for the last few weeks so I reckon I've lost about half my brain or something.

i can't just pull money out of my butt

ha ha
this time i'm not going to forget to watch you, movie! ;v

Quote: Wild

Just a misunderstanding. It's been happening with me often for the last few weeks so I reckon I've lost about half my brain or something.

You should seriously see a doctor about that. :I

I'd wait until I lose the other half of my brain for that! Maybe it just wants to have a nice walk in the woods for a while, I don't blame it.

He was always the more popular one. Now he's going to get Lord, with the fancy name and the bits and everything.

Meanwhile I'm left with a blank name.

Dammit game, WORK IT ALREADY. DON'T DO THIS TO ME BABY. WE CAN WORK THIS OUT. YOU AND ME.

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You think yourself inferior to that which you truly are. You think yourself superior to me, as you believe was commanded by that which you truly are. Because a book told you.

Why? Do you have so little self-esteem that you must separate me as an Other to be looked down upon, and your true nature, as an Other to be looked up to, in order to feel whole? To feel like your life has meaning?

Your excuses do not fly with me. They only cause more pain and further prove you to lack a true will of your own.

Of all the things I could say about you...I hate to say how...foolish, you can be sometimes. If you would allow your eyes to be opened, you'd realize how much you are. How much you can be.

And you wouldn't look down on others. Not like you do now.

I knew you were gonna say no but I still asked sometime curiosity makes you look dumb

Are you purposely aiming these things at me? Fine, I'll bite back.


RAwwrrrR.

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I'm really sick of my habbit to reply late or forget to reply, so much is on my mind.

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I really love ya little bro and enjoy your company, but if you stay on my lap any longer my leg is going to fall off ;A;
It's hilarious how you're watching me and have NO idea what I'm saying on here xD

It's fine I still get to talk to you and sess on Skype so yea lol don't worry about it

Can you really go to jail for that? I'm SO confused on where the legal things stop and where the illegal things come in on the furry fandom. I hate this feeling. The subject is so complicating. There's never a straight answer. Some people say your good to go looking at the art considering its just lines on paper, but others think otherwise. I mean, I'm actually scared. Which one is right?

I'm so lethargic. Just want to be really lazy. <.>

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Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Can you really go to jail for that?

Depends, what'd you do?

Well, nothing really, but it's kind of hard to be in this fandom without running into the art like one million times.

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Thank goodness, here's the rain I was waiting for.

Now I can listen to my music without feeling weird....

You like this rain? I hate the lightning. :/

for some reason being around more people then usual, has made me feel even more lonely. will it ever go away?

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You like this rain? I hate the lightning. :/

I like it because it cooled things down: I don't have my air conditioner installed yet so I was sweating while at home. I was more comfortable in the air-conditioned school than I've been at home :c Makes it really hard to sleep when you feel like the sun is above your bed.

Just do what I do: Don't where any clothes whatsoever