darkSpyro

The thought never even occurred to me until now...I really hope you don't think that I'm that kind of person. I'm really not. If one more person that I find very special to me thinks of me that way...I don't even know what I would do about it. I wouldn't be mad, sad, confused, nothing. I'd just stay silent. Speechless.

Why does almost everything that I talk about to my older brother always winds-up being ended with a fight? I mean seriously did he ever stopped and thought that what he is doing is just as wrong as the school screwing me over? Why can't he just accept that: I'm a treehugger, I don't like civilization much, I rather be animal than a human, the IT servers are servers, and to respect my opinions. And yeah I do swear often but, that's normally when I'm pissed off. How about He should hear himself at night, I can hear you through the darn walls! I keep telling you the walls are basically made of paper but, no you just have to argue!

So now I can't even help her without outside assistance.

I've hit a new low.

hahahahahahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GGGGG I was in the middle of replying an stuff and now I have to go ahh Dx

We used to be great friends, what happend??

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: crystalhero37

Why am I me?

Because you're amazing and you should love yourself for being you. I seriously don't see how wonderful people like you can possibly hate themselves!

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

The thought never even occurred to me until now...I really hope you don't think that I'm that kind of person. I'm really not. If one more person that I find very special to me thinks of me that way...I don't even know what I would do about it. I wouldn't be mad, sad, confused, nothing. I'd just stay silent. Speechless.

I think you're kind! I didn't know you too well and you came to me when I was in need. Same with crystalhero. You both are very kind and you guys gotta learn to accept yourselves! You guys are extremely kind and inspire me to become that way once again.

*auuugh sorry this is so short*

Oh, just so you know, I wasn't talking about crystalhero. It was someone else. Not that you said I was talking about her, but just in case.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Oh, just so you know, I wasn't talking about crystalhero. It was someone else. Not that you said I was talking about her, but just in case.

At first I thought you were saying you weren't kind at the time BUT I REREAD IT OMG >////<

Oh it's fine. ^.^

[not for anyone here]
alright, what the heck am i doing wrong? you won't even say hi back. im defiantly doing something wrong. well i shouldn't be surprised, ive probably offended you in some stupid way, and now you hate me. stupid, stupid stupid. why can't i do anything right? so much "don't hate yourself" and "your great" but it isn't true. i just seem to mess up everything possible. i guess thats just part of being an idiot like me.

I don't get it... I was your best friend in 5th grade, I always stood up for you, even if it meant tarnishing my own reputation (which scarred it permanently may I add)... We were great friends in 6th grade too, but now, only two years later, you won't even talk to me unless I am the ONLY choice you have (and you're friends with almost everyone pretty much), so needless to say you ignore me for your other friends... Even when you do talk to me you often complain about other girls looking at your damn boyfriend and holy **** I really DON'T CARE. "OMG LIEK IM SOOOO LONELY!!!" my ass...

Did they know you for as long as I have? Do they share as much as I did? Are they better than me for some reason? Are they kinder than me? Funnier than me? Did I do something to you I'm not even aware of? Don't you care, even a little (makes me wonder how everyone thinks you're so caring)? Also, can't you make up your mind? You don't even invite me to come over and talk to you or your friends anymore...

Guess I've been alone all along. Live and learn, I guess. I am aware of the type of person you are now and what you do, and I really dislike being around people like that anyway.

Oh yeah, also, you never even gave me my ****ing book back... You've had it for months and you do realize my other friend wants it too and had for months? I don't even trust you anymore (at least HE'LL give the damn thing back), I trust you as much as you seem to like me...

Yeah, that wasn't going to last long anyways.

Quote: Trix Master 100

Why does almost everything that I talk about to my older brother always winds-up being ended with a fight? I mean seriously did he ever stopped and thought that what he is doing is just as wrong as the school screwing me over? Why can't he just accept that: I'm a treehugger, I don't like civilization much, I rather be animal than a human, the IT servers are servers, and to respect my opinions. And yeah I do swear often but, that's normally when I'm pissed off. How about He should hear himself at night, I can hear you through the darn walls! I keep telling you the walls are basically made of paper but, no you just have to argue!

*hugs* It's okay Trix.

NCAA Tournament Finals are starting. Please win, Louisville. <.<;

I really want you here right now..
I would like for you to be sitting on a plate, on my desk.
On a plate, with that beautiful smell that you always have..
I'd look at you and all your beauty, pick you up..
And then proceed to shove you in my mouth.
Still don't know who the genius that invented you is, but I don't really care..
You will always be my favorite,

I got hit in the face by a soccar ball today
fun

Faded. Gone. Lost in a bleak pool of minimal content. The feelings for me that people come up with meet no extreme. Everyone I know regards me as a person who they merely think is socially accepted. I mean nothing to any person, yet I am not consistently hated. This excruciating limbo makes me cringe in helplessness. I nearly feel that I must commit an extreme action to a very high extent just so people can form a reasonable opinion of me, even if it is negative.

I really want to meet people from here. It's affecting my dreams. First ch37 and now SnS. I am such an odd person...

i know i don't have a right to be upset, your points are valid. but everything has been going wrong. ever since that day December first 2012 and they haven't got better. with her, myself esteem. nothing has improved. and now im beginning to hate myself, i think everyone hates me, and there all out to get me. its a tunnel with no light, no companions. nothing to look forward to, just alot to worry about, alot of pain. i wish it would just end....

Why do and did I consider any of you friends?

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

IS THIS TO ME?! IM SOOO SORRY IF IT IS! I didn't mean to ignore you malefor! Wether this is to me or not, I think I have been a bit! I'm so sorry! I just have so much on my mind lately! I'm obsessing about not hurting the person that I love by saying the wrong things, I've been SO tired, and school has me driven CRAZY!

I really, really, REALLY want to make you feel the pain you brought me. I'm out for revenge this time around, and I'm not "just joking". You've been a pain in my side ever since I met you. You've bullied me every day since the beginning of last year. I don't want to physically harm you, I don't want to hurt the people around you. You spread lies about me like a wildfire. You have singlehandedly destroyed 3 romantic relationships of mine. You got my best friend's boyfriend deported to Canada. You send hate mail via Tumblr to a few of my friends. And you think it's "egotistical" for the choir, which contains most of my very closest friends, to be proud of them winning state? You are a terrible, terrible person. I never thought I could despise someone as much as I do you. I can, and will, make your life a living hell.

You WILL suffer. You WILL feel the pain you have caused all of us. The past is finally catching up to you, and it will burn. I promise you that.

Scared, again.
Why have I been so scared lately? It's not like me, really.
Augh.

Why is it that every goddamn time I want to play a game with people nobody wants to bother?

Playing L4D? Oh sure you guys go ahead and enjoy yourself. I'll just sit here and play alone like I always ****ing do.

Please don't do this...no...

I remember years ago my other secret life as a different person, although that was never nice to me. But now I'm not sure if you use it again, since I have to fake a false personality to find new friends?Probably they only want me for the things I have, but when I am myself, I find almost no one, and no one wants to know. A case to make friends, I have to be someone else, and not the real person I am. Why friendship is harder when you are more older?

While friendship in fiction is the best of the best, but in real life, sometimes it sucks, and occasionally end up betrayed by those you least expect.

I'll accept you for who you are Vespi.

I miss you.

I may feel like trash, but I'll try not to believe it.
Because I don't want to 'throw away' all what my friends have done for me.
*Pun not intended.

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I just love how I'm not in the mood for talking at all, yet I still stalk and post in this place.

Yes, I don't like being extremely social and I want to live alone when I get older... It seems like you have a huge problem with that. I don't see why, it's my choice, not yours... No need to tell everyone I'm "upsetting you" because you asked me and I answered honestly.

I've met my Sonic quota for today.

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

IS THIS TO ME?! IM SOOO SORRY IF IT IS! I didn't mean to ignore you malefor! Wether this is to me or not, I think I have been a bit! I'm so sorry! I just have so much on my mind lately! I'm obsessing about not hurting the person that I love by saying the wrong things, I've been SO tired, and school has me driven CRAZY!

What??? This doesn't have anything to do with you. We spoke like 3 days ago. This person... a whole month.

Woowww that's creepy.
All my friends logged off at once.
*Ish suspicious*

Okay, thats it. It has been proven that there isn't anyone out there anymore. No one to trust, no one to talk to. I can't refer to anyone about these issues. Not a single person. It's just you and me.

But it seems as if all you do is make me angry.
You make me do insanely rash actions.
You cause me to release great amounts of stored up energy at once.
You constantly torment my life.
And yet, you are the only one.


The sad part is, all you are is the voice in my head.

I'm going to destroy you.

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I'm also gonna ace this math test!

Quote: StriderSwag

I'm going to destroy you.

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I'm also gonna ace this math test!

TheAceOfMath

Quote: Bean Sprout

Okay, thats it. It has been proven that there isn't anyone out there anymore. No one to trust, no one to talk to. I can't refer to anyone about these issues. Not a single person. It's just you and me.

But it seems as if all you do is make me angry.
You make me do insanely rash actions.
You cause me to release great amounts of stored up energy at once.
You constantly torment my life.
And yet, you are the only one.


The sad part is, all you are is the voice in my head.

I won't mind listening to you. If you want to vent to someone.

Thank you, I would like that. But not now, as I have school.

Quote: Bean Sprout

Thank you, I would like that. But not now, as I have school.

It's no problem at all. Whatever time suits you, just give me a shout!

I just had my french book test today, I don't wanna talk about it

****.

Evolution is fact whether you like it or not.

I had the WORST track practice ever. It started with me putting my stuff on the bleachers right by the track. We run and and end at the OTHER end of the track. That wasnt so bad so me and a few other people had to run back and get our stuff. But on the way, i slipped in some mud then fell, getting muddy. I then got up and slide and hit the fence. I get up and get my stuff and the few of us to to the door. Its locked. We tried another one. It was locked. We were locked out. So we went to the main and finally got in. Then i get changed to my regular clothes and find my ride and was right about to get in the car when i remembered. I forgot my bag. So i had to go to the other end of the school to get it. I also got hit in the face with a soccar ball that same day in gym.

I feel like I did something wrong. Please tell me why you deleted my post...

Wow you guys are intolerant jerks... You can't tolerate anything even for a bit, but it's funny because I can tolerate your **** just fine (usually). Yes, she does have an annoying voice (trust me I know), and she does talk about herself a lot randomly, but she's a person too you know?
Oh, of course not, all you care about is yourselves, yet you complain about people who follow the same logic...

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I wonder what you four are going to put on your group evaluations for ECL class... Probably something like "we sat on our asses like morons and talked about who we think is LIEK TTLY CUUUUUTE while Jess and Rachel did almost every last bit of work on the script and all the puppets except two of them"?
Nah, probably not. You're probably going to take all the credit even though you did nothing to help (A group of six and TWO of us did the whole thing and all you did was the voices in the script and two puppets? They were all okay though, except one of you sounded so boring). You better not drag us down with you because it sucked, it's not our fault you stubborn mules wouldn't do anything to help...

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why do i always feel like you're watching me at home somehow and judging me

I miss playing that game...
If only it wasn't canceled. D: