darkSpyro

I think I love you.

I totally don't have Sonic cursor animations.

You just post once and then you disappear.... I've pressed refresh a million times. I think I need to calm down with this, it's not even anything serious

So i used very extreme chemical warfair....im so sorry. I didnt even kill the enemy.....stupid ants.

Oh look, another trend. >__________>

That did NOT need to happen.

At first I start loathing myself and the life I live in, but then somebody explains what they are in and it makes me realize that my troubles are minor and that, if they can trudge through their much more troubling mess, I can go through mine with ease.


So, thank you. Thank you very much.

Well, another sign I should've slept a while ago.

What am I doing wrong?

I always feel that someone is watching me. Even when there is no one, or no one in my house, I feel someone watching me.

I don't know what to do in this situation, I'm not very social....
Gah, what do I do...

I am seriously not looking forward to school today.

Wow I'm nervous....oh well <3

Look, I hate how you always push it in I'm a social out cast that most people don't want to talk with at school. I know that. I may look like I have the brain of a 5 year old on the outside, but I have thoughts and feelings too. I'd rather it if you would not embarrass me every lesson, I want to survive school thanks, you're not in 2nd grade.

I'm not going to take it to heart and try to enjoy life thank you.
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Why am I me?

The thought never even occurred to me until now...I really hope you don't think that I'm that kind of person. I'm really not. If one more person that I find very special to me thinks of me that way...I don't even know what I would do about it. I wouldn't be mad, sad, confused, nothing. I'd just stay silent. Speechless.

Why does almost everything that I talk about to my older brother always winds-up being ended with a fight? I mean seriously did he ever stopped and thought that what he is doing is just as wrong as the school screwing me over? Why can't he just accept that: I'm a treehugger, I don't like civilization much, I rather be animal than a human, the IT servers are servers, and to respect my opinions. And yeah I do swear often but, that's normally when I'm pissed off. How about He should hear himself at night, I can hear you through the darn walls! I keep telling you the walls are basically made of paper but, no you just have to argue!

So now I can't even help her without outside assistance.

I've hit a new low.

hahahahahahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GGGGG I was in the middle of replying an stuff and now I have to go ahh Dx

We used to be great friends, what happend??

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: crystalhero37

Why am I me?

Because you're amazing and you should love yourself for being you. I seriously don't see how wonderful people like you can possibly hate themselves!

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

The thought never even occurred to me until now...I really hope you don't think that I'm that kind of person. I'm really not. If one more person that I find very special to me thinks of me that way...I don't even know what I would do about it. I wouldn't be mad, sad, confused, nothing. I'd just stay silent. Speechless.

I think you're kind! I didn't know you too well and you came to me when I was in need. Same with crystalhero. You both are very kind and you guys gotta learn to accept yourselves! You guys are extremely kind and inspire me to become that way once again.

*auuugh sorry this is so short*

Oh, just so you know, I wasn't talking about crystalhero. It was someone else. Not that you said I was talking about her, but just in case.

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Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Oh, just so you know, I wasn't talking about crystalhero. It was someone else. Not that you said I was talking about her, but just in case.

At first I thought you were saying you weren't kind at the time BUT I REREAD IT OMG >////<

Oh it's fine. ^.^

I don't get it... I was your best friend in 5th grade, I always stood up for you, even if it meant tarnishing my own reputation (which scarred it permanently may I add)... We were great friends in 6th grade too, but now, only two years later, you won't even talk to me unless I am the ONLY choice you have (and you're friends with almost everyone pretty much), so needless to say you ignore me for your other friends... Even when you do talk to me you often complain about other girls looking at your damn boyfriend and holy **** I really DON'T CARE. "OMG LIEK IM SOOOO LONELY!!!" my ass...

Did they know you for as long as I have? Do they share as much as I did? Are they better than me for some reason? Are they kinder than me? Funnier than me? Did I do something to you I'm not even aware of? Don't you care, even a little (makes me wonder how everyone thinks you're so caring)? Also, can't you make up your mind? You don't even invite me to come over and talk to you or your friends anymore...

Guess I've been alone all along. Live and learn, I guess. I am aware of the type of person you are now and what you do, and I really dislike being around people like that anyway.

Oh yeah, also, you never even gave me my ****ing book back... You've had it for months and you do realize my other friend wants it too and had for months? I don't even trust you anymore (at least HE'LL give the damn thing back), I trust you as much as you seem to like me...

Yeah, that wasn't going to last long anyways.

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Why does almost everything that I talk about to my older brother always winds-up being ended with a fight? I mean seriously did he ever stopped and thought that what he is doing is just as wrong as the school screwing me over? Why can't he just accept that: I'm a treehugger, I don't like civilization much, I rather be animal than a human, the IT servers are servers, and to respect my opinions. And yeah I do swear often but, that's normally when I'm pissed off. How about He should hear himself at night, I can hear you through the darn walls! I keep telling you the walls are basically made of paper but, no you just have to argue!

*hugs* It's okay Trix.

NCAA Tournament Finals are starting. Please win, Louisville. <.<;

I really want you here right now..
I would like for you to be sitting on a plate, on my desk.
On a plate, with that beautiful smell that you always have..
I'd look at you and all your beauty, pick you up..
And then proceed to shove you in my mouth.
Still don't know who the genius that invented you is, but I don't really care..
You will always be my favorite,

I got hit in the face by a soccar ball today
fun

Faded. Gone. Lost in a bleak pool of minimal content. The feelings for me that people come up with meet no extreme. Everyone I know regards me as a person who they merely think is socially accepted. I mean nothing to any person, yet I am not consistently hated. This excruciating limbo makes me cringe in helplessness. I nearly feel that I must commit an extreme action to a very high extent just so people can form a reasonable opinion of me, even if it is negative.

I really want to meet people from here. It's affecting my dreams. First ch37 and now SnS. I am such an odd person...

Why do and did I consider any of you friends?

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

IS THIS TO ME?! IM SOOO SORRY IF IT IS! I didn't mean to ignore you malefor! Wether this is to me or not, I think I have been a bit! I'm so sorry! I just have so much on my mind lately! I'm obsessing about not hurting the person that I love by saying the wrong things, I've been SO tired, and school has me driven CRAZY!

I really, really, REALLY want to make you feel the pain you brought me. I'm out for revenge this time around, and I'm not "just joking". You've been a pain in my side ever since I met you. You've bullied me every day since the beginning of last year. I don't want to physically harm you, I don't want to hurt the people around you. You spread lies about me like a wildfire. You have singlehandedly destroyed 3 romantic relationships of mine. You got my best friend's boyfriend deported to Canada. You send hate mail via Tumblr to a few of my friends. And you think it's "egotistical" for the choir, which contains most of my very closest friends, to be proud of them winning state? You are a terrible, terrible person. I never thought I could despise someone as much as I do you. I can, and will, make your life a living hell.

You WILL suffer. You WILL feel the pain you have caused all of us. The past is finally catching up to you, and it will burn. I promise you that.

Scared, again.
Why have I been so scared lately? It's not like me, really.
Augh.

Why is it that every goddamn time I want to play a game with people nobody wants to bother?

Playing L4D? Oh sure you guys go ahead and enjoy yourself. I'll just sit here and play alone like I always ****ing do.

Please don't do this...no...

I remember years ago my other secret life as a different person, although that was never nice to me. But now I'm not sure if you use it again, since I have to fake a false personality to find new friends?Probably they only want me for the things I have, but when I am myself, I find almost no one, and no one wants to know. A case to make friends, I have to be someone else, and not the real person I am. Why friendship is harder when you are more older?

While friendship in fiction is the best of the best, but in real life, sometimes it sucks, and occasionally end up betrayed by those you least expect.

I'll accept you for who you are Vespi.

I miss you.

I may feel like trash, but I'll try not to believe it.
Because I don't want to 'throw away' all what my friends have done for me.
*Pun not intended.

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I just love how I'm not in the mood for talking at all, yet I still stalk and post in this place.

Yes, I don't like being extremely social and I want to live alone when I get older... It seems like you have a huge problem with that. I don't see why, it's my choice, not yours... No need to tell everyone I'm "upsetting you" because you asked me and I answered honestly.

I've met my Sonic quota for today.

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

(Not to you, Wild) I thought you anticipated so much over becoming friends with me. We had like 4 conversations and it just began going downhill from there. I try to start a conversation, and the message just gets ignored. Have I lost my "luster and gleam"? Do I no longer interest you for some enigmatic reason? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, just say it to my face. I honestly didn't consider you much of a friend when you started ignoring me because, well, you've been ignoring me. Are you REALLY a friend?

IS THIS TO ME?! IM SOOO SORRY IF IT IS! I didn't mean to ignore you malefor! Wether this is to me or not, I think I have been a bit! I'm so sorry! I just have so much on my mind lately! I'm obsessing about not hurting the person that I love by saying the wrong things, I've been SO tired, and school has me driven CRAZY!

What??? This doesn't have anything to do with you. We spoke like 3 days ago. This person... a whole month.

Woowww that's creepy.
All my friends logged off at once.
*Ish suspicious*