darkSpyro

I'm going to spend my Birthday in a car going to my grandmas house!Yay!
/sarcasm

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

THROW JAVELINS AT THE BYSTANDERS PL0x I WILL LAUGH! *Ahem*, pole vault. Do you weigh more than 170 pounds?

I weigh 180

Javelin. Pole Vault requires you to be a feather and high jump is just euugh.

Well theres also the shotput or however its spelt and the discus

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: DragonCamo

I weigh 180

Javelin. Pole Vault requires you to be a feather and high jump is just euugh.

Well theres also the shotput or however its spelt and the discus

If you are not proud of your weight, I think shot put is better. Discus seems to work better for overly-scrawny people.

And thus the page turns.

Why is anything regarding sexuality frowned upon society?
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I should sleep....

Lots of pain lately for me. The girl I have a huge crush on got asked out by another guy JUST BEFORE I ASK HER. (This was some time ago), but me and her are REALLY close.

forever feels like an annoyance as i continue doing what i do

so sexy

This is getting ridiculous.

I'm beginning to think I've said stuff on here that has creeped other people out. So to speak, they've read things they shouldn't have...and now I regret saying a lot of things knowing the people I might have frightened.

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NOOOOO! Why must I have the SheWolf song stuck in my head?! AHHHH! (Deep down I really think it's such an awesome song though) gyiuyuftctradviunygqbgbadehijuolfspbxshbcg

Quote: CommanderGame

I'm going to spend my Birthday in a car going to my grandmas house!Yay!
/sarcasm

It's better than spending your 18th doing absolutely nothing, possibly studying.

*sorry*

Why must I winge on here so much, why....
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I'll get through this, I'm really ashamed I thought of and almost commited suicide, as I believe it is in no way the solution to anything, it may make the pain go away, but that means I miss out on so many good things.
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Why am I such a kid? I want to grow up in my mind, I'm so sick of my constant stupid actions and choices. I still feel like I'm eight.

And I still feel really new here.
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GAHH NEGATIVE THOUGHTS, GET OUT OF MY HEAD.

It's a new year still, meaning new possibilities and good days to come
I still have a chance, I may be a screw up, but I'll learn.

Quote: Darby

forever feels like an annoyance as i continue doing what i do

*sorry for double posting but I saw this and had to say something and I'm on an iPhone*

Please don't say that. Your art isn't bad, it never has been, and nobody else has ever told you so. You draw my ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE PICTURES! I seriously can't get enough of them. You just have this amazing drawing style, and you pack characters with emotion, obvious or subtle, depending on the picture.
Please don't ever give up. I gave up on my art, but I'm not proud of that. Trust me, you'll feel terrible if you give up, more so than I did. And I know that for you, giving up on art is one less thing to make you happy. I know how important your art is to you, and that's why I NEED to see that you're not overly frustrated with yourself over it.

I know there are many things you want to do but fail to, maybe very ambitious pieces of work. But please remember, one step at a time is key. A masterpiece can take years of planning and experimentation to form. All great artists have one piece that is absolutely amazing, and they don't form them over night. It takes time. It takes experience. And by experience, I don't just mean "getting better". I also mean, finding the perfect emotional theme and drive for a piece. Sometimes you need to just live life to properly form a masterpiece.

And I know you are a girl who certainly lives life as much as she possibly can. Sometimes you try too much at once! But I've always loved that about you!

So please, don't give up, it'd tear me apart to see you give up on your art. Seeing you so stressed over it is terrible as it is. If need be, just take a break from it all for a little while.

Your art is seriously one of the most beautiful things in the world to me, and I'd hate to see it disappear. And if you were to give up, you'd be the one to be hurt the most. Plus, you're not low, like me. You can do great things, amazing things, beautiful things... ^.^

I may have accidentally left myself logged on all night last night, I am so sorry everyone.

VGHTFHIIK,UUJKOP'LKYBMLUFGUI.
Gawsh I accidently pressed 'post' or whatever instead of preview, I have no idea what I have just sent bhgvnkiyhkouhmbtij,njkyn. *Please not stupid or offensive, please*

DX
~Signed by crystalhero37, the drama queen.

[This was a PM, so uh.. you probably know who you are ;__;]

oh no
you havent, have you?

You're an AP teacher, start behaving like one.

Ugh, I just told myself how the things I say can make others scared of me, yet, I continue to say these things.

I'm really nervous about... making history tomorrow. D:

I hate you Brawler, you're a useless eejit.

Hmm............I seem to have a problem when I pay attention to these things.

Out of sight, out of mind, it seems.

Im not obsessed with The Hunger Games, what arebou talking about

You are awesome.
And you are awesome.
You are also awesome.
You are very awesome.
omg You are awesome
Just awesome..

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Meh, but you just suck...

BOI YOU LOOK FABULOUS.

**** this ****.......Just **** it.

It was easy for you to hand out advice to me because you aren't in my position. You made it.

It's that time again... I can use a good laugh. At this time of day, I get bored because of my lack of early-rising Euro and all-nighter American buddies...

Oh, I feel crappy and I'm on a road to disappoint, I guess. Time is pushing me along, but eventually I'll run into another one of those silly cliffs and break a few bones. Internal bleeding with persistence, of course, but no worse than before and unless my throat gets ripped out, I'll continue to talk myself out of things, down a slippery slope of my own words.

Why did I ever even reveal that to you?

This is REALLY getting ridiculous.

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I can already see him getting it now. People like him more. Pay attention to him. Actually respond to him in conversation rather than blindly ignore him and just treat him like a nobody in the background.

It's going to happen all over again. And I'm scared of it.

BOOM!

Oh, something's obviously not right.

Well. I guess here it goes again? Hm?

If things could just...work out for me..

I feel like nobody wants anything to do with me anymore. That, or online friends are not as genuine as I have believed for so long.

I shouldn't blame them if they don't like talking to me. It still really upsets me though because I'd like to be able to have normal conversations before I die. And I'd love to be able to have a meaningful conversation or two with the one I care about most. But I'm lucky to talk to anyone. And of it wasn't for me trying to start a conversation all of the time, I wouldn't get one at all.

I've gotten to a point where I really hate being awake, even outside of school. Maybe that's why I always feel tired lately. It's just my mind pushing my body to sleep more. And I'm just less and less bothered to try talk to anyone now. Or to be supportive.

Maybe this means my death will be less consequential and less scarring than people implied. Wish they never did that to begin with though. Just made me feel guilty. And it just feels like their care was empty now.

That's all I feel anymore - emptiness and pain.

i look at that place and i can't help but feel used.

and there isn't really much of a use for me anymore, hm?

you could even screw up all that i worked on. i wouldn't do anything.

it's mediocre anyways and i will stop treating it as if it's not.

i just shouldn't care, should i? i mean, more and more people are avoiding me nowadays,

but not everyone, of course.

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you don't think i don't want to be your friend anymore?

i wasn't ever there for you, was i? i wasn't ever there for anyone, was i? when it came to tough things most the time i was just some body bag. what have i done for anyone really? hardly anything. hardly ****ing anything but be there, and sometimes that's enough but really often isn't at all, now is it? i've had so many people do so much for me, and despite using to talk to so many people, that's all i really did...was get close to people but not close enough to be close for a long period of time...

but, but you still want to be my friend?
why? why? why?
i could've made things better for you.
i didnt.
i didnt.
i didnt.
i could've helped you with your issues, and maybe i sorta did...but i could've did
better
i could've
and yet i made it worse by having you like me as some sort of quiet to suddenly talkative person

and so you were moved out of that loving family of yours. i didnt make the connection when he told me you had moved...but it means that...wow. i would take you in if i could.

despite our misunderstandings, despite the mistakes we've made. you were a good friend, company. no no - you are STILL a good friend! i haven't had any friends for that matter that weren't "good". great even, great great people...

yes.
yes i want to be your friend still, i think. it wouldn't be because of you if i didnt want to be your friend, no no no.

i understand you got afraid so many times.
i understand that when i poured my heart out to you, you got scared. i'm sorry, but what you did about it wasn't right, it was a huge overreaction and you caused more trouble for me than you would've been able to guess...and i'm not always great at being understood. misunderstandings snag me all the time - i guess it's human.

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i don't want to see you ever in an abusive relationship again.
what he did was NOT ****ing right, it is not right to kick someone down some bleachers
to repeatedly attack you and use you as some sort of punching bag
i mean, i'll even try and help work it out. i'd do my best, my very best to try and knock sense into BOTH of you if it EVER happens again.
but there's always times when there is no sense, that even if you love someone, that
sometimes it's better to leave, or to defend yourself ... to defend each other, in every possible way.

i wonder how he is, actually.

i am so out of the loop...

i hate this, all i wanted to do was have a boring-ass day at school, but then this has to happen. this makes me want to be dead.

Mmk english exam make this quick, I'm gonna be accepted for sure so hurry up.

bye.

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i'm probably gonna end up crying aren't i

why do i suddenly feel like talking to people

Quote: Carmelita Fox

i hate this, all i wanted to do was have a boring-ass day at school, but then this has to happen. this makes me want to be dead.

woah there carm, calm down. it's just a stomach virus, YOU GET ONE EVERY YEAR MAN?

do you?

yes, I DO.