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Drawdler Gold Sparx [online] Gems: 2987
#45201 Posted: 20:45:59 10/01/2020
I can't help but have this sick feeling that you didn't want to commit the entire time. That you knew things wouldn't work, that you knew it would never work "the way you wanted it", but you took advantage of me and fooled yourself anyway.
You made me believe in more and you knew it. What I'm getting at is that I feel like I was some sort of "placeholder" for most of that time.

I wouldn't have cared if you had been clear. I throw so much of it on you for that ****up.

You know. You always had the higher ground anyway.

Here I am instead. I really do assume the worst of you.
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Quote: dark52
Error: You
Clank Yellow Sparx Gems: 1351
#45202 Posted: 21:44:16 10/01/2020
I really should have listened to my gut and stayed in bed.
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"*runs around like a headless gnorc*" ~Jaggedstar©
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5587
#45203 Posted: 22:25:55 10/01/2020
uuughhhh i don't want to have to do things
i don't want to look for another job and go through that **** process. why can't this be like the 80s/90s where you could literally just walk into a new job :'))))))
i want a new good paying job but i hate the ****ing process skdkfk;kklsj
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45204 Posted: 22:53:09 10/01/2020
oh mood.

i have to start my next semester in college soon and i don't want to have to look for another job, too
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I AM ETERNAL!
Trix Master 100 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6118
#45205 Posted: 23:40:18 10/01/2020
Okay... Mega ****ing rude of you. Nearly everyone freezes their nips off to get a gallon of milk in the house, what makes your nips so special to not do that?
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you cannot handle me at my pumpkin sweetest

icon from Empoh
PDiddy Green Sparx Gems: 143
#45206 Posted: 03:25:50 11/01/2020
Yeah, no.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45207 Posted: 03:28:20 11/01/2020
Get a life what the ****
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45208 Posted: 03:45:22 11/01/2020
nooooooooooooo loud tv problem is back

i will never sleep again
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45209 Posted: 07:42:10 11/01/2020
[User Posted Image]

Ight imma head out
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 07:43:19 11/01/2020 by willspyro
Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 7294
#45210 Posted: 03:24:16 12/01/2020
Hiding true feelings is what I do best it seems. I've felt the need to cry these past few hours and it's only a matter of time until I break down to be honest.
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Twinkies and 2hus
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45211 Posted: 04:11:52 12/01/2020
bye bye

im sleep now

ive noticed that my posts this evening have gradually gotten crazier, so i am going to sleep

love you all <3
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I AM ETERNAL!
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx [online] Gems: 6099
#45212 Posted: 19:53:45 12/01/2020
I said one thing, get off my ass.


Family is fun. : )
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Quote: William Blake
He who desires, but acts not, breeds pestilence.
Drawdler Gold Sparx [online] Gems: 2987
#45213 Posted: 00:48:51 13/01/2020
you better cut out cutting your grass or i will cut ypur head off, neighbourino

I'm joking but why did you have to be doing this TODAY :( why are you spending so long on this. ****. I TRIED TO REST
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Quote: dark52
Error: You
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45214 Posted: 08:10:20 13/01/2020
You won't even see me graduate from your highschool if you go
Drawdler Gold Sparx [online] Gems: 2987
#45215 Posted: 09:01:12 13/01/2020
Something I miss is always having someone there. Within timezones, of course.

Didn't hit an ideal reachability/space balance. Neither time. But I sure miss that kinda thing. I imagine these days it'd give me someone to complain to about the little dumb and irritating **** or old tidbits bothering me when I need it.
It feels like I just air that out much more randomly now. It feels like a lot of my friends are less available when I'm awake. I don't know, but I feel many conversations are more interrupted. Those kinda things make me feel sort of lonely. Certainly on worse days where I'm already lonely on my subjects of ire.

I don't even sleep at consistent times, so eh I guess. And it's nobody's responsiblility. I wish I could share that kinda thing with someone again. I really miss that.

I worry a bit about how I might feel next month. ngl. Fires, metaphorical and literal, please calm down.

Sigh. Those messages, too. "Stressed out at 6 am" I think that I remember that morning.

I didn't get good sleep either. smilie My dad came home and the damage had been done by that neighbour. Head feels worse now. I didn't really tell anyone when it happened. That's the kind of dumb irritating **** I'm alluding to. Here it goes, randomly, to nobody.

Another random bit. I'm starting to feel like I miss [him] somewhat less. Good riddance.

Edit / man, I'm definitely a ****en loser in some ways but those things are so important and I think I still understand it so little that it makes me feel like I'm really a bigger loser than I am

Relisation tonight that tbh I don't even know how to make friends anymore
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Quote: dark52
Error: You
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 19:55:18 13/01/2020 by Drawdler
somePerson Platinum Sparx [online] Gems: 5256
#45216 Posted: 02:32:55 14/01/2020
The desire to look smart is what causes problems
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45217 Posted: 03:50:00 14/01/2020
i am very afraid that i accidentally signed up for a class i already took last semester

in my defense, it had a different name on the sign-up thingy
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45218 Posted: 07:12:40 14/01/2020
Please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better please be better

HAVE THE WILL TO LIVE
PLEASE NO PANCREATIC CANCER
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45219 Posted: 23:30:20 14/01/2020
And so the madness begins.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45220 Posted: 19:33:03 15/01/2020
I'm tired being sick because you're sick
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45221 Posted: 00:16:51 16/01/2020
No luck so far. I guess it's productive at least, definitely fun, but I can't seem to find anyone willing to cooperate. I need to find people who can help me on this.

Ah, it's so late. I'm tired. Two hours wasted, now I can't think straight. I'll get some sleep and think this over tomorrow. I've probably already made several mistakes.
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480
#45222 Posted: 03:26:56 16/01/2020
days like today can be really rewarding, but one day of happiness out of nine thus far really isnt worth it
i know this what im getting my degree in, but id rather do anything else as a profession, the people above me can be so ruthlessly cruel at the drop of a dime and sometimes its impossible to get work done... im really tired of crying myself to sleep every night because of what people will say to me

but! if i can suffer through this until may, ill be done... i can finally do something that doesnt feel awful and ill be free of my cage in so many ways
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45223 Posted: 03:47:37 16/01/2020
My water tastes salty because of the salt particles in the air
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I AM ETERNAL!
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5587
#45224 Posted: 06:26:53 16/01/2020
i don't enjoy digital art anymore :(
hopefully buying that ipad will help ... but i need to get the damned apple pencil too :')
but yeah, digital art isn't fun anymore
drawing isn't fun anymore
i enjoy ceramic and sculptural work so much more now
but i can't do it for another two weeks because rn im working six days a week and have no energy to make art!
now i know why the girl feels antsy when she doesn't make work lmao. it's been a week and im starting to pull my hair out. it's probably because im working on pieces for and exhibition and i feel like being at work is taking up precious time. because they still need to be detailed, and then dry out, and then fire, and then surface treatment/paint. ****. itll get done.
being an artist and an adult at the same time sucks ****. i didn't realise i was this frustrated till i started writing it out here lmao
But ... it's scary. ive only just begun adulting, and ill be working ~ five days regularly in the future. i won't really have time for art? and that's super scary? unless somehow i break it, which i won't any time soon lol come on
damn
it's alright!
ill live!! least im earning monies
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45225 Posted: 21:58:14 16/01/2020
Five more hours. Dammit, there's nobody I can trust. Then I'll do it alone.
Drawdler Gold Sparx [online] Gems: 2987
#45226 Posted: 23:15:50 16/01/2020
I'm so tired of you giving me such vague answers and asking me "oh are you sure" "where exactly" "why"

Bad momma. Check the car like I asked. That is ALL

Vol26005 of little daily **** that adds up

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I swear I had more to write here but I'll just say that one game is still such a ****ing disappointment and anytime I want to give it a chance again it's worse than I remembered
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Quote: dark52
Error: You
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45227 Posted: 01:48:31 17/01/2020
trying to recharge today smilie
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45228 Posted: 05:50:14 17/01/2020
These next 4 months soon to be 3 will be a grind. I will succeed whether the world likes it or not.
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 7259
#45229 Posted: 21:24:05 17/01/2020
TODAY IS A DAY
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looks like ive got some things to do...in hd
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45230 Posted: 21:29:29 17/01/2020
Huh, I could learn programming relatively easy. It shouldn't be too difficult. Wasting seven hours on this... yes, I'll do it myself.
sans Red Sparx Gems: 27
#45231 Posted: 23:23:09 17/01/2020
i woke up early this morning only to find out something terrible. should've stayed in bed i guess
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oh miku, we're really in it now
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45232 Posted: 23:53:38 17/01/2020
Y'all are clowns
sans Red Sparx Gems: 27
#45233 Posted: 00:55:06 18/01/2020
i asked you not to talk to me, so don't. thanks.
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oh miku, we're really in it now
Metallo Emerald Sparx Gems: 4888
#45234 Posted: 05:58:30 18/01/2020
Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I'd really like to meet Her
And ask Her why we're who we are

Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I'm on my way to see Her
So tell me, am I very far?
Spyroconvexity Hunter Gems: 6031
#45235 Posted: 06:04:53 18/01/2020
Why do I feel alone?
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SC
Clank Yellow Sparx Gems: 1351
#45236 Posted: 01:25:11 19/01/2020
I was finally starting to feel kinda okay again until you came along and ruined it.

So thanks for that, I guess.
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"*runs around like a headless gnorc*" ~Jaggedstar©
sans Red Sparx Gems: 27
#45237 Posted: 01:50:46 19/01/2020
that's it i'm gonna eat your parents and adopt you
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oh miku, we're really in it now
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45238 Posted: 02:24:52 19/01/2020
so he did a nice thing for me today

still doesn't mean i can trust him. especially not with this. i'm afraid he'll screw me over again
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45239 Posted: 02:26:27 19/01/2020
If you don't communicate you're going to make it worse for yourself.
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45240 Posted: 02:27:36 19/01/2020
.... you talking to me??
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45241 Posted: 03:22:36 19/01/2020
No no no, I'm just posting my own thought don't worry.
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45242 Posted: 14:52:48 19/01/2020
I need to forget about her. How pathetic of my to still remember that.
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45243 Posted: 20:46:37 19/01/2020
Quote: willspyro
No no no, I'm just posting my own thought don't worry.



that's ok smilie

i need to work on communication anyway, so it was a good reminder
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I AM ETERNAL!
sans Red Sparx Gems: 27
#45244 Posted: 23:44:51 19/01/2020
i don't really believe in soulmates, but i really think you might be the one. we've only been a couple for 19 days but i love you so much, and i actually feel loved by you too.
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oh miku, we're really in it now
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5587
#45245 Posted: 00:07:43 20/01/2020
why does everyone here have a deep contempt for one another, but make like a karen and bury it under smart jabs and passive aggression? :')
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Buchi Ripto Gems: 445
#45246 Posted: 00:10:10 20/01/2020
Ah **** this is so surreal. I must throw that word around a lot to describe stuff that isn't real, but this is, it's so... strange. Something's happening. It's now past midnight and... I don't know, I don't know what's happening, I have so many emotions right now. I must be going mad. I must be imagining connections where there aren't any. This isn't anything, this is just... it's explainable. I'm sure. Nothing will come from this.

I'm gonna lose sleep over this. I'm gonna have some wacky dreams tonight. Even if it isn't real, it mustn't be. There's nothing here. Ah, yes, maybe I watched too many movies and it finally got to me. Then how-? No, I'm definitely imagining things. This is the real world. This isn't a book, this isn't fiction, sometimes things are just things. There's a perfectly reasonable explanation for this.

I dunno what to do. I could wake up tomorrow morning and... ah, maybe everything will go down. This is what I wanted, right? If this is real... no, it isn't. It can't be. Let's check...

Yes. Everything will be back to normal. This is nothing. Ah, I need to stop this... I'll keep it all to myself. Outbursts are nothing I should do. Keep to myself. Don't overreact! This is nothing. This isn't fiction, this isn't a book... I'll continue as planned,
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45247 Posted: 01:11:48 20/01/2020
if there is a god out there, thank you
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I AM ETERNAL!
Carmelita Fox Diamond Sparx Gems: 9907
#45248 Posted: 04:40:23 20/01/2020
you were hoping i'd pay attention to you, weren't you?
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willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5000
#45249 Posted: 22:44:40 20/01/2020
Ip ban her
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 841
#45250 Posted: 02:30:15 21/01/2020
apparently my wifi is not strong enough for voice chats???
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I AM ETERNAL!
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