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emeraldzoroark
Platinum Sparx
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#44051 Posted: 01:06:05 12/10/2019
looking back over some old messages, i can’t believe a place that makes people feel like that is not only allowed to exist, but almost manditory. the education system is a joke. it NEEDS to change drastically. the best part about my experience with school is that despite not getting adequate points for my course... i still got my course. so why the torment?
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Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#44052 Posted: 13:05:06 12/10/2019
Oh good, this is one of those days when I am constantly angry all the time and lack of any kind of strength to do anything useful.
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ShadowMewX
Diamond Sparx
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#44053 Posted: 04:15:09 13/10/2019
Hnnnn I never should have opened my heart. Now that I've gotten a taste of what love is supposed to be I just... want it so much. I think it's selfish to expect anyone to go out of their way to care about me that much, though. Darnit, why did things just not have to work out? It was too much to hope for that things would go smoothly the first time. My heart is in such a vulnerable state right now that I just want to grab onto something, anything. But this second time is gonna be exactly like the first, I bet. Why should I even try? _____
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44054 Posted: 06:11:04 13/10/2019
wow this is the most ive wanted to die in months. lovely.
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BlueFox Emerald Sparx Gems: 3096 |
#44055 Posted: 03:20:15 14/10/2019
it’s real depression hours now apparently
haven’t cried in a while, probably go give it a spin
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#44056 Posted: 16:33:38 14/10/2019
now that i have my license i need to start looking for another job. working with old people isnt my thing. it's too depressing. the ones you like and get attached to die suddenly or have a stroke and then they don't know what they are doing anymore. when i was younger i never gave dementia or alzheimers any thought but once you see what it really does to people it has to be one of the worst diseases to ever exist. some of those people are just begging to die. and the worst thing is the families are never around once they go off the deep end.
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#44057 Posted: 20:21:18 14/10/2019
Imagine throwing explosives at animals.
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#44058 Posted: 17:22:14 15/10/2019
I admire Greta Thunberg for how she deals with Trump and Putin.
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#44059 Posted: 01:05:02 16/10/2019
The end is near.
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84skylanderdude
Platinum Sparx
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#44060 Posted: 03:53:58 16/10/2019
It must be nice
To be able to be loved by someone To be able to have people who consider you precious To be able to have anyone to talk to about problems and wants to talk to you back about their own To be able to have anyone who considers you one of the people they are closest to To be able to think about the future you have ahead of you To be able to know you won't die alone To be able to think "I wonder if they like me" instead of already knowing the answer To be able to be happy To be able to be a human worth something To be able to believe your life is something worth continuing It must be nice to be able to not be alone.
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#44061 Posted: 01:49:47 17/10/2019
sis ... stop trying to be a wife to a jobless crackhead boyfriend. you are literally just a means to an end to him. you cannot fix him. let him stay in prison, they'll mother him just fine there.
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A Guy
Emerald Sparx
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#44062 Posted: 04:54:22 17/10/2019
Day in and day out, it's the same thing. I work, go to school, come home, continue the next day while being deathly tired. What's it all for? I'm completely messed up mentally, and the only value I offer to society is the job I do. The world, once becoming better, has been turning more and more bleak, with predictions for future generations looking worse and worse. I work so hard, to live in a world that's regressing, a world with little hope, while I'm miserable so many moments of my life because of my depression.
I lost my father when I was on the plane trip home to see him. The last time I saw him was almost exactly a year before that plane trip - he picked me up from my boot camp graduation on July 3rd, 2015, exactly a year before his death. Since then, I have had no one that has cared for me as much as he did. I still think of him every day, and it reminds me of how empty my life is now. One of these days, I'm going to lose my fight with depression. I've had a few close calls, only stopped by people finding my preparations by being way nosier than they should have been. One of these days, I won't have the will to keep going, and no one will happen across the opportunity to intervene. It will not be this day. I can keep going right now. My primal desire to live outweighs my misery. But I've accepted that I have my limits. I've lived an unsatisfying life, and have nothing to fear except on the most primal level.
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#44063 Posted: 05:00:17 17/10/2019
really don't want to sound pretentious and be "that employee" but literally what are y'all gonna do once I leave at the end of the month. I literally know how to do everything and do most everything everyone else has either forgotten about or doesn't know about. I can't train someone to take over for me if we can't hire the employees for me to train. The only other closer is a 16 year old girl who can't even touch the dishwasher or even the tie machine and she barley cleans at all. But whatever guess it won't be my problem soon lol.
-- Also, can you guys literally just stop. You're literally going to get nowhere with her. No matter what you tell her, no matter how much you fight her, no matter how much you get angry because they don't answer your question or post something so braindead it's shocking, you're not going to win. They have been like this ever since they joined. You will not win. There is no getting through. Stop. It's annoying and at some point becomes straight up bullying. Just move on. Ignore them. Pretend they're a troll and don't take the bait.
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44064 Posted: 14:10:41 17/10/2019
yeah thats some karmic justice
i deserved that
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44065 Posted: 21:53:22 17/10/2019
Quote: ShylaShadow
oof same. had a ton of anxiety last night for no reason and woke up sick so im taking a rest day : p (edit: the tongue sticking out emoji has a smile and this is not a laughing matter)
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Bolt
Hunter
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#44066 Posted: 22:51:56 17/10/2019
PAIN-ting
(also happy 900 pages of angst you guys) |
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#44067 Posted: 23:47:29 17/10/2019
Get out of my face. Which one? ![]() |
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#44068 Posted: 03:48:03 18/10/2019
Two days ago I had my head together, now I am more lost than I can ever remember being. Please just give me some direction. I can't go through this again, especially alone.
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44069 Posted: 06:14:59 18/10/2019
wow that day sucked
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Bolt
Hunter
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#44070 Posted: 06:18:07 18/10/2019
hahahHAHAHA I DIDNT EVEN PAINT I FELL ASLEEP LOL
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Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#44071 Posted: 10:17:07 18/10/2019
Aah, the beginning of the autumn break. Time to rest and relax.
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44072 Posted: 17:31:17 18/10/2019
sometimes i look at things like that and im happy people dont really consider me as part of the community some day, theres gonna be a day where everyone but TheFlyingSeal, Riku, and Iceclaw completely forget about me, and im 100% okay with that, i dont think i want to be remembered by anyone here anyways just another one of those days where i dont wanna speak to anyone lmao anyways im ***** now
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44073 Posted: 01:58:30 19/10/2019
once again i am forcibly the baby driver
its like im being punished for being the only one who learned to drive a car
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#44074 Posted: 02:24:21 19/10/2019
bruh i can’t do this gluten free diet much longer. it’s too hard especially when all my family eats is straight ass pasta. i feel like i’m starving. the school lunches i can’t eat half of or i have to remove all the breading or something stupid. i can’t do this the rest of my life. i’m about to cave in and suffer the consequences
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#44075 Posted: 15:26:06 19/10/2019
Really? Another dream like that again? This better not become a daily thing.
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Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#44076 Posted: 15:53:45 19/10/2019
Occam's razor... maybe I am just a terrible person and all the caring I show is just pretend. I really do have friends that I don't deserve. Damn it.
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44077 Posted: 19:07:16 21/10/2019
would i be more useful to society alive or dead? im starting to think its the latter - - -
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44078 Posted: 21:04:02 21/10/2019
ugh hot flashes are annoying but im gonna talk to my doctor so we can figure out how to fix that
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#44079 Posted: 23:50:38 22/10/2019
Getting emotional because I can't help people who are very close to me yet.
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84skylanderdude
Platinum Sparx
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#44080 Posted: 01:36:54 23/10/2019
I wish someone could save my life. I don’t want to die, but I want my suffering to end, and that’s the only way that’s gonna happen. I’m ready to take my last breath. —————
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ShadowMewX
Diamond Sparx
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#44081 Posted: 04:22:07 23/10/2019
Goddangit why must all my crushes have crushes on other male friends. And why must they be so cute about it andncksn- _____
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#44082 Posted: 18:15:49 23/10/2019
im so ***** tired and stressed that its quite literally making me sick
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BlueFox Emerald Sparx Gems: 3096 |
#44083 Posted: 16:35:43 24/10/2019
volume warning
same, girl, same
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#44084 Posted: 04:05:41 25/10/2019
God today ****ing sucked
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#44085 Posted: 04:42:54 25/10/2019
i feel like im starting to lose interest *thinking*
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44086 Posted: 07:20:30 25/10/2019
raves are fun **** clubs n bars
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#44087 Posted: 15:42:54 27/10/2019
I can't really regret the bad times because although it hurts, they made me who I am today. I gotta believe there is a reason for all of this. Even if I cry I'll just end up stronger, right? Surely I'm not meant to live like this forever.
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Bolt
Hunter
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#44088 Posted: 04:44:58 28/10/2019
![]() pigment (as in paints) behave very differently than digital colours that is all |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44089 Posted: 05:35:34 28/10/2019
wow i realllly dont wanna go tomorrow
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#44090 Posted: 06:31:34 28/10/2019
Mood. |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#44091 Posted: 00:25:35 29/10/2019
wow guess it turns out the one thing i thought i did right i suck at alright
can i just have a gaseous form and wipe everyones memory of me for like 1 day so everyone forgets i existed
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