darkSpyro

I really wish I could make you feel better. I wish I had the power to make you feel happy again so that we can just talk again.

I guess I screwed up again. Damn it… I just don't know what to do to. I try to do the right thing but still it seems that I come up short and cannot connect. I guess I just should remain silent as I have always meant to be and just give it all up...

Ah, weekend.

**** MY PEARL STREAK COME MONDAY THAT'S GOING TO BE MY AVATAR

Is it time for me to take a break from tumblr again
It might be
God the spyro genwunners there make my blood boil

Holyyy **** I've reallyyyy gotta stop, I'm taking this way too far. Please stop flirting

I feel so stupid for this. I need to stop doing it. I feel sick now.

SPENDING MY PAYCHECKS ON COSPLAY IS FUN

i shouldn't have said anything

Ok, for those of you wanting to know about my art, and requests done, (Iblistech) and want to know what's taking so long-

I have a lot of art completely finished!

So why make a Personal Thoughts about it, instead of uploading them?

My Printer/Scanner is a total fart, and has completely broke down, and I need to order a new one.

Once the new one has arrived, those new pictures will be scanned and uploaded!

So just hang on a little longer guys!

I still don't know how 14 year old me made friends with people on this site. Hell, I don't know how 16 year old me still continues to keep his friends on this site and IRL. I'm such a third wheel...

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I still don't know how 14 year old me made friends with people on this site. Hell, I don't know how 16 year old me still continues to keep his friends on this site and IRL. I'm such a third wheel...

Because you're a genuinely good person! Don't put yourself down! I certainly know why I'd consider you a friend!

of course ive proven to mysel***win that im a awful person who deserves to die

I'm really excited for tomorrow, I get to see you again ^.^
And Monday will be pretty nice too... So much online shopping...

Quote: Bryman04

Quote: TheToyNerd

I still don't know how 14 year old me made friends with people on this site. Hell, I don't know how 16 year old me still continues to keep his friends on this site and IRL. I'm such a third wheel...

Because you're a genuinely good person! Don't put yourself down! I certainly know why I'd consider you a friend!

Aw! Thanks dude. I get way too hard on myself for no reason. I'm glad I can talk with people I enjoy being around.

WHYYYYYYYYYY

you have so many cool programs unlike any of the colleges i've seen so far near me but you're in ****ING VERMONT

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ;____________;

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Quote: StriderSwag

Reveal Spoiler

it costs you $0.00 to respect other people

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this 100% tbh

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Quote: TheToyNerd

I still don't know how 14 year old me made friends with people on this site. Hell, I don't know how 16 year old me still continues to keep his friends on this site and IRL. I'm such a third wheel...

Because you're a genuinely good person! Don't put yourself down! I certainly know why I'd consider you a friend!

Aw! Thanks dude. I get way too hard on myself for no reason. I'm glad I can talk with people I enjoy being around.

Yup. No need to be hard on yourself. You are a pretty good person for that, at least for me.

Ugh. Every night I'm just lay there for hours, it's the most boring thing ever. I waste so much time trying to sleep, just to check the clock and see that it's 2:00 AM, again. I guess my sleeping is nowhere near as bad as last year, but it's still so stupid just argghh.

I hate getting pissed at things I can't change. I can't make people not be stupid. I beat myself up over it anyway, and my morning gets **** again. Someone teach me how to apathy.

Organizing my Skylander shelves is so stressful, I really need more space. I just want it to look good. :C

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Stop telling me to die you miserable piece of ****. Although it might be preferable to having to deal with you for the next few years. Once I move out, I will never ever see you again, you will not be invited anywhere near me for the rest of my life.


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Yup, it's definitely better now! Good thing you had that "talk" with him last night about not being an asshole. It did a ton of good! Just like the one last week, and the one before that., and the one before that... It's almost like this is a common occurrence. Like, maybe he does this all day long every day of my life like I say? And then once a week he get's told to stop or he'll be punished, but it never happens, so then you talk tho him again, and the cycle goes on? Nah, I must just be crazy. After all, I'm always wrong.

sigh Time to try and sleep again. I hate nights so much now, I waste hours laying awake and doing nothing.

I JUST LOVE BEING TREATED LIKE ****. DOESN'T BOTHER ME THAT IT NEVER EVER STOPS, NOPE

Michael, I said please stop. That's a lot more than flirting.
MICHAEL STOP.
SLOW DOWN MICHAEL.

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I cant believe it.. you are making me take your money. It's just contact lenses, its fine. I guess youre paying for half of it...

Okay, so I guess it's better that I'm getting things done. But it's really stressing me out. My to do list is waaay too long.

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i don't trust you.

***** I just realized that my glasses are slanted. I got them fixed today because the arm broke clean off. When I put them back on I thought they felt kinda strange. Then I later notice that the one arm is higher up than the other and it bugs meee. I have to wait some time before going back ugh. I don't know how long I can deal with the irritation.

So I guess that the realization is the following: I am not passionate about or interested in anything. I guess that project has been named and it is “Project not giving a damn”. The main question is that should there be worrying and level of caring involved or not? No matter what, it is pointless. Just suck it up, deal with it and repeat things like a pre-programmed machine of biological matter until it all ends. Yeah, that’s about it…

That was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…

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oops. . . . ....

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I don't know where to take this. I'll just keep going day by day and see how it turns out, what could go wrong???

THESE
DIATOMS
MAKE
ME
WANT
TO
CRY

tbh i'd kill for a python water vac

Major Update: ART

I got my new scanner today, uploading art to imgur!

So excited!

Someone on here was trying to mark me as a pedophile when they don't even know what the word means and then edited comment after I quoted them on it.


edit: Just realized edits get marked by who does it, she didn't edit it a mod did. Even still the post is still pretty hateful with a bloody eyed minion.

I need to do three important things, but other things get in the way, AUGH! x,x

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Someone on here was trying to mark me as a pedophile when they don't even know what the word means and then edited comment after I quoted them on it.

then report it and let one of the mods know instead of dancing around it??

maybe they can actually do something??

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Quote: Windumup

Someone on here was trying to mark me as a pedophile when they don't even know what the word means and then edited comment after I quoted them on it.

then report it and let one of the mods know instead of dancing around it??

maybe they can actually do something??

Well looks like they did already, and yes I reported it before I even said that

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Quote: parisruelz12

Quote: Windumup

Someone on here was trying to mark me as a pedophile when they don't even know what the word means and then edited comment after I quoted them on it.

then report it and let one of the mods know instead of dancing around it??

maybe they can actually do something??

Well looks like they did already, and yes I reported it before I even said that

alright, didn't knwo

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Quote: Windumup

Quote: parisruelz12

then report it and let one of the mods know instead of dancing around it??

maybe they can actually do something??

Well looks like they did already, and yes I reported it before I even said that

alright, didn't knwo

Just glad it didn't spin out of control,

YES MY MOM IS GONNA ORDER A PHOSPHATE/SILICATE ABSORBER PRAISE MY MOM
I JUST WANT THIS DIATOM WAR TO BE OVER WITH

I've always hated you because you make my life miserable, but now you've just proved you're a piece of **** all around. I am honestly sorry to be related to you.

wtf is wrong with me