darkSpyro

school tomorrow :c

OH MY GOD
I FORGOT TO ASK TO DROP HISTORY
NOW I HAVE TO ENDURE IT FOR GCSE YEAR
HOW THE **** DID I FORGET
TO DROP A SUBJECT

Boy do I LOVE being misunderstood by the one parental figure I have in my life. I like having her raise her voice at me when I feel to tired due to my mental state to go to course... It makes my day -extreme sarcasm-

Feeling my heart. Yup. Still love him. No matter how he is I will still love him. He was my king and still reigns in my heart...

aaaa noooo! My face is breaking out all over! Right corner of my face, left corner of my face, my upper lip, and my lower lip. And just in time for school ;~;

I'm surprising myself on how much I'm missing school.

I'm still sick? Ughhhhhh
Then again I'm sick year round so what's the dif

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I hope all this clears up before school... ya got 6 days

Since when have I been so goddamn weak? I wish I could be stronger, and more resilient.

I can't breathe through my nose. Stupid sniffles.

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legit drowning in schoolwork h elp-- ;;;;
so much to do in so little time ;;;

Be careful.

My dad just asked me if i wanted to go see Iron Maiden with him

I hate how self absorbed I am. Always assuming things are about me.

If we start bringing back people we banned, im really worried we'll bring back the wrong people and everyone will get hurt all over again.

It's so hard to think about it all when in a time of grief and sorrow.. I am so lost.

YES

SCHOOL IN A FEW WEEKS

HOORAY

I honestly feel notthing for you at all. I've only been with you to make me feel better and to make use out of you. I honestly think you're notthing more than a spoiled brat getting anything your stupid butt desires. You're not a ****ing generious idiot. Heck no! You're trying to buy my love and honestly I don't ****ing give a **** about people that attempt to buy my love and/or friendship.

I like Horror, I like CreepyPasta's that do not end up being cleshé and on top of that I enjoy Role Playing on here and spending my times with those that actually acknowlege my RolePlaying. I like writing crap that will make people get nightmares during their summer camp and on top of that... Who I am is what I am staying as. Nobody will or shall ever be able to enforce me to change only to their likes.

I am my own Alpha, and to me, You're the Beta. You're not better than me. You never will.
So and? I will never be better than you, because we're both better in our own ways
BUT SERIOUSLY keep your sick hands off me and look for another ****ing girlfriend or something, because I'm gonna dedicate my life on something much more usefull and less distressing
Bye

Seeing that has made me so happy... I didnt know but now I do.

i am confused. love is confusing. life is confusing. halp.

Wait, whow hold up? So wait if I was correct. I state a fact for you in a way? Dude, think about it, I want to see everyone around here, not just a stupid box full off.... Socks. Or whatever, Maybe surrounded by others can satisfy me more or something? Ever thought of reality my old friend? Even if you have told me that things... Aren't as great as you wanted them to be, come on man... We all have to put a stick into the ground and move forward, even if it is hard to do.

hahaha my life is so meaningful and im an accomplished young person with a great life that constantly makes me happy!!

#MegaSarcasm

I'm just going to end up hurting them all... why am I letting myself get close again. I should just vanish. That would be the best thing. I know I'll probably never go back or be accepted back there so whats the point.
I doubt anyone would notice me vanish anyway

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Sorry but I can't do much to help if you wont make an effort to overcome this problem yourself.

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Oh my God you need to calm down that relationship was legit less than 24 hours

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Sometimes, I wish a girl had a crush on me so I could return the feelings, I'd be less afraid of having such feelings for a person because then rejection is less likely to happen...

But no, that would never happen to me, that's wishful thinking, most just want to stay my friend, I'm not cute, cool, my personality isn't amazing enough...I'm just not good enough, not great enough, not fine enough. Even if I act like a gentleman due to my nature, I'll always be the one brushed off to the side and only known as a "friend", even if I try my best to stay kind (And not just to specific people, but to everyone), it just ain't good enough.

Yayyyy

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time to get this music going! <3

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tbh my genderfluidity is probably a giant turn off for anyone who wants to date me, i ought to just hide it again...

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"I'm alright...
Careful where you stand, my love...
Careful where you lay your head
It's true, we're always looking out for one another
So, I, like a quiet town, please,
Yeah, I, like a quiet townnnn"~

God, you're such an asshole...

I swear you have such a stick up your ass

You've probably got half the damn redwood forest up there

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$500 for one semester of a single class?? ahhhh gotta love college

Nuuuuu. I can't have an allergy explosion in my nose today. Pls nu. Not on the first football game. It's gonna be hell.

Plus, they don't think we're going to win. Scott County is a great team to be a part of. They can do it

ugh i can feel those "blazin" wings now
i regret that dare

No-ope I don't think that's going to help...... Oh come on!! So close, and - uhg, this is going to take a while..

Bet I'll see you posting hateful thoughts the moment you return to DarkSpyro...

I should really stop falling in love with people I have zero chance with it's just going to get me hurt.