darkSpyro

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The thing of: even I not find my better half (girlfriend) also gives me many moments of depression & loneliness, however, I have the hope that someday that moment came. I wonder how will be she, & probably she will be the right girl for me? I hope so.

YESSSSSS no school ❤

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r u referring to the FR club?

Oh god that's almost identical to the first username I used when I was like 13 years old. *war flashbacks*

Do you regret it now you went there!? This is what you get for being foolish! AND THAT MEANS YOU HAVE TO STOP FRICKING SPAMMING ANDSTALKING ME!

Uugh people those days...

Thank You! ^.^

50 dollars.
Awwwwwww yessssss

Gosh dangit why do I always feel guilty after we do that stuff? XP

Quote: TorchSheep

Gosh dangit why do I always feel guilty after we do that stuff? XP

oh torchsheep-san

Goddamit i just got back from vaca and u bomb me with homework OMG

Damn. Guitar lessons canceled.

**** my allergies. You might as well think it's Christmas in July, because I look like Rudolph the red nosed reindeer. Thanks to allergies.

that really ****ing hurts, could you please pull that knife out of my back...it sorta kinda hurts...a lot!

I don't like how I'm wishing for these dreams. Have I become that desperate? It's completely pitiful. Why is it that when I dreamt these dreams before I didn't care much for them but now I want them to happen? It's stupid. It's stupid for me.

I wonder if anyone else does this...

But I kind of just post what I feel, I don't really think about it, I may think about some posts somewhat, but these things just come to me, they're not really planned, so I don't really surpress what I talk about, or how I talk about it, I just let my heart out onto these posts, it's hard to explain, I just speak my feelings.

@NINJAsk Looks like someone's picked up my Kid Icarus swears...

I think I've found a sort of late New Years resolution - to debate/argue less, especially on things that are not truly important.

Quote: Dark Lord

I wonder if anyone else does this...

But I kind of just post what I feel, I don't really think about it, I may think about some posts somewhat, but these things just come to me, they're not really planned, so I don't really surpress what I talk about, or how I talk about it, I just let my heart out onto these posts, it's hard to explain, I just speak my feelings.

When I'm really happy, I tend to post a lot. No thinking, just talking. A lot.
When talking to friends, most of the time I reply without thinking.
I can see what you mean and I very much understand it. I'm like that in some way. Can't say I'm always happy with it. Since sometimes I just start saying random things.

Quote: TorchSheep

Gosh dangit why do I always feel guilty after we do that stuff? XP

What stuff?

^ @wspyro: Yeah, I say random things sometimes too, when I seriously talk about something, I've heard from a few of my friends that they don't understand, I am a bit more self-conscious because of so because some part of me doesn't want to be misunderstood, some part of me wants one person to understand.

But such part of me hasn't really stopped me from expressing myself, most of me still still wants to let out my true feelings, even if people may think badly or weirdly of me, if I feel something, I want to say it, so I do, even if people might not think it's funny...Though usually what I feeling isn't something mean because I'm still nice by nature...Well, I hope it isn't, becasuse I try.

In real life, I'm not sure I would speak my feelings because...Well I haven't really had any friends real-life because of a few circumstances.

Holy. Crap. This is much more difficult than I thought.

I've noticed that watching Pokémon movies makes me feel better when I'm depressed.

Good thing there's a lot of Pokémon movies.

My excitement of rping with you returns, and I'm glad you like my ideas :3

Yesterday was so much fun, and I learned a lot. I've also got more motivation now.

aaaaaaa all my copics and derwents arrived hell yes

I never said something about that! I never answered your question! You ****ing make things up!? Are you kidding me!? I hate you, I hate everyone on school! I hate this world

CAN I DIE PLEASE!?

I feel so much better????

I love how you call me smart when this is, what? The third time you met me?
I'm not too smart and if I remember, I have a low IQ? Can't remember. But yeah, you're in for some disappointment if you rely on my intelligence.
Maybe I don't know a compliment when I see one.

Quote: ShadowMewX

@NINJAsk Looks like someone's picked up my Kid Icarus swears...

Hmm?
Trust me, I hate stalking people

Time to rant about her even more

I love my school. Only here does the school want to catch everyone that does and deals drugs by getting 3 canine units, but tell us over the announcements there will be a lockout drill and that we have to put or bags out in the hall. Because no one would ever think of taking drugs out of their bag and stuffing them in their pockets. Not at all.

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If i see that picture uploaded to facebook or something because you think it's "FUNNY LAWL" then I am going straight to the police. Not only did you take a picture of me without my permission BUT you probably sent it to all your friends via snapchat.
I don't even care what happens if I "snitch on u". I'm not going to let my future get ruined over a damn picture.


Quote: DragonCamo

I love my school. Only here does the school want to catch everyone that does and deals drugs by getting 3 canine units, but tell us over the announcements there will be a lockout drill and that we have to put or bags out in the hall. Because no one would ever think of taking drugs out of their bag and stuffing them in their pockets. Not at all.

You think that's bad? Try going to a school where there is a student that legit scares everyone. He has punched a girl in the stomach, forcing her to actually drop the class and today he almost chocked a person to death. On top of this, the school has refused to do anything about his anger issues because his mom wants him to feel like he's an actual student. I'm completely serious about that.

I think I'm not gonna be super detailed with drawing anything for a while.

Nice. Bootloader unlocked (illegally) and it's time to flash. I can't wait to try AOSPA's Peek feature and experience a cleaner AOSP look (Verizon modified pure AOSP and added ugly icons...).
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I want an emo haircut. I like the style and I'm very close to getting one! Now I can go to metal concerts and look like a brute. It's better than looking like plain "Steven".
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Trigonometry is ridiculously hard... I don't know anybody that can help me as thoroughly as I need. :/
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(Not trying to be racist) Must it always be a black guy who gets caught with a weapon in school?
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I'm saving romance and all that for college. I feel I'll be more mature then and I can meet a nice girl. Anyways, stop brining up relationships, I'm not interested in one at the moment and Staten Island girls are the sassiest, most spoiled, most annoying breed there is...

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If i see that picture uploaded to facebook or something because you think it's "FUNNY LAWL" then I am going straight to the police. Not only did you take a picture of me without my permission BUT you probably sent it to all your friends via snapchat.
I don't even care what happens if I "snitch on u". I'm not going to let my future get ruined over a damn picture.


Quote: DragonCamo

I love my school. Only here does the school want to catch everyone that does and deals drugs by getting 3 canine units, but tell us over the announcements there will be a lockout drill and that we have to put or bags out in the hall. Because no one would ever think of taking drugs out of their bag and stuffing them in their pockets. Not at all.

You think that's bad? Try going to a school where there is a student that legit scares everyone. He has punched a girl in the stomach, forcing her to actually drop the class and today he almost chocked a person to death. On top of this, the school has refused to do anything about his anger issues because his mom wants him to feel like he's an actual student. I'm completely serious about that.

Well now......

I feel like I need to rant today. There are hundreds of things I want to rant about, but I feel like this topic is too public to post them here. e.e

*posts anyway*
I sort of wanted to jump on the "what do people think of me?" bandwagon, but nobody would care. However, I really want to know. I'm slipping into the role of "invisible user" again.
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I wish people weren't so depressed. ;~; If only there was something I could to help, but I'm not good at making people feel better, apparently.
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I don't even know why we're friends. I consider you a friend, but you don't now, I guess. Going along with topic above, I tried my hardest to make you feel useful to the world, I tried to be good to you (for the thousandth time, I didn't leave DarkSpyro because of you! I was moving, alright? I'm sorry that I wasn't able to have full-length conversations then...) and now you're saying that I'm nothing more than a computer screen.
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I don't want to be in a relationship. That's fine that people like me, but I only see "close friends" and not "boyfriends". Man, that makes me sound so cruel. D:
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At school, I'm the shy quiet, nice girl. I always laugh at what others say, and try to constantly be polite. People stare at me funny when I do stuff out-of-character.
In my heart, I don't like being with people. I'm quiet because I'm not good at talking. I'm so grateful I have friends, but will they stay with me like this? Eventually, they probably won't enjoy my company and toss me away, like...you (not anyone here, haha) did. One of my fears was being abandoned, but now I'm sort of embracing my time by myself.
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Brings me back to first topic. Does these thoughts affect anyone's view of me now?

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Oh my god.
My image of you shattered last night, but was put back together a little bit this morning.
But...oh my god...that *****.
If I come over next year, I am going to ****ing get my sass on and slap her in the face so hard.

Agreed! Get yo sass on and slap that *****

It's funny how even among friends I'm still out of the loop.

Yay for being horribly sleep deprived.