darkSpyro

It has been.... years since I've even thought about this place. Even looked at it. No, I'm not coming back. I never will, because this place was always just.. garbage to me. So were the people. I can't access my other two accounts because of borked emails or something ridiculous. But, regardless...
If you don't know me, it doesn't really matter. This matters to the people who do.

I'm 19, now. I'm majoring in psychology and minoring in art in college. I'm going through a very hard time with my family right now. It's not great. Tl;dr: parents are splitting up and I'm stuck in the middle, having to choose sides. It's pretty "f'd" up.
Learning from my past mistakes, and feeling dread of what I had done, I resigned from this website, deviantART (The website is a garbage can anyways, what was I expecting as an eleven to fourteen year old?), and thought on this for a while.

I would like to first apologize for any lies, any ridiculousness, any stupidity I had when I was on here, and on dA. But... taking into account of how I was.. 10, all the way to 13, at those times... I didn't know any better. Hell, my parents didn't bother to pay me any nevermind to tell me what the hell to do on an internet forum, or on the internet at all. How to act.. etc.
BUT, still. I apologize for my... past mistakes.

Now, I would like to point something out.
Being.. that petty to a child/young teen who was clueless of how the world worked because of their ****e parents was... immature to say the least. Not that I expected anything out of a place like this to pull aside such a stubborn child and go "hey... look.. kid... let me show you what you actually need to be doing..". Instead, I got harassed to petty lengths.
But... this is in the past. Understand that I understand this, and I've come to grips with this, and moved on.
"Then why are you doing this?" you may ask, maybe.
Because. Because I can. Because I felt the need to. Because this site had a huge impact on my life.

And yes, I still love classic Spyro.
aaaand on a side note i hope you guys know that skylanders is slowly killing and milking our poor purple boy lmao

AT ANY RATE - I forgive you. carmelitafox, cav, spyro and sonic, Kitty and literally ANYONE ELSE, and I hope you forgive me. That's all that matters to me, at least.

I just.. felt the need to do this.
And I'm definitely not the same person I used to be.
And if you want, you can even see how I've excelled at art. Me being pissed about being belittled at the time made me angry enough to keep getting better, until it turned into something I enjoyed as a hobby.. and now it's my minor.

That aside. I'll check back at this topic, and hopefully this won't be in vain.
I would've been higher than an Emerald Sparx at this rate if I had kept coming on here... but then who knows who I would be?

Hey I like Skylanders.

Also hi.

Quote: Crash10

Hey I like Skylanders.

Also hi.

:^) hey, u can like what ya want, my dude. it's a fun game.

Hey man, you don't need to apologize. I don't have any ill will towards you at all, and I doubt most who remember you do either. In fact, a lot of people still occasionally ask about where you went!
We were all immature back then, and I'm not gonna deny I didn't write some stupid **** either. Glad to know you're still alive and doing stuff though.

hey, i remember you!

Welcome back!

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Hey man, you don't need to apologize. I don't have any ill will towards you at all, and I doubt most who remember you do either. In fact, a lot of people still occasionally ask about where you went!
We were all immature back then, and I'm not gonna deny I didn't write some stupid **** either. Glad to know you're still alive and doing stuff though.

That's good.
I just also need everyone to know that I'm NOT coming back here, as well. I just wanted to get this crap off my chest.

Everyone acts foolish on this site in their youth. But good on you for wanting to set things straight, I suppose. <.>;

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Everyone acts foolish on this site in their youth. But good on you for wanting to set things straight, I suppose. <.>;

I just didn't want to up and disappear like that. It didn't feel.. right to me. If that makes sense.

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Everyone acts foolish on this site in their youth. But good on you for wanting to set things straight, I suppose. <.>;

I just didn't want to up and disappear like that. It didn't feel.. right to me. If that makes sense.

It makes sense. It just puts you in a small minority on this site. *shrug*

As others have pointed out, we've all done foolish stuff in the past. What's good about it is we learn from it and better ourselves.
Good to see you're well, Spyra.

hey i remember you!!
i used to be greenlantern511 and then through a bunch of circumstances now im on my... third account...
also im a girl now so theres that

its hard to believe we're the same age tho :o its weird how much we've kinda grown up, huh?
i remember so much about you, but i really remember being at odds with you. i accept your apology, but id also like to give an apology of my own to you. im sorry for acting like such an immature dickhead, we were younger and less experienced, but that isnt an excuse. im really sorry for anything ive done to you. if i did do anything, i TRULY did not mean it. and i absolutely accept your apology <3

and hey, psychology is gonna get you pretty far in the job market!! i wish you well for your future endeavors, and i hope whatever path you choose treats you right!! i hope everything gets better soon!!

P.S.
im sorry for putting dynamite on that one minecraft thing ages ago, that was totally my fault and not an error, sorry for making you mad

Yo Joe. No harm no foul.

Thank you, everyone. Your comments mean a lot to me. :^)

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Thank you, everyone. Your comments mean a lot to me. :^)

no problem!! i just hope you get out of this bad situation and into a better future!!

DEFINITELY fingers crossed for a classic spyro remaster. Ugh, the dream. :'^((

HOLY **** ITS SPYRA


I remember you, I doubt you remember me though.

I'm really sorry that you have to put up with the issue of a breakup. I had to deal with it a lot myself for quite a while until my dad stepped up and put an end to it once and for all by getting rid of my so-called, sad, pathetic excuse for a mother for good. I definitely know how you feel, even though I'm no longer in that situation.

That aside, it's good to see you again.

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HOLY **** ITS SPYRA


I remember you, I doubt you remember me though.

Oh, I remember you. Don't worry.
I'd rather not be called "Spyra" now, though. Brings back **** memories from 6th grade and under. lmao
But - that's besides the point. :^)

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I'm really sorry that you have to put up with the issue of a breakup. I had to deal with it a lot myself for quite a while until my dad stepped up and put an end to it once and for all by getting rid of my so-called, sad, pathetic excuse for a mother for good. I definitely know how you feel, even though I'm no longer in that situation.

That aside, it's good to see you again.

Yeah, neither of my parents are that.. great, per se. They never saw eye to eye on anything, and I never got the proper raising that I needed, and it always lead to me making stupid mistakes. I ended up having to teach myself most of the time.

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welcome back! (even though you said you aren't staying) good to see you again!
glad to hear you're still hanging in there. you're a strong person and you can pull through your struggles

It's been very, very hard, but it's reaped rewards for me, mostly. Thank you, by the way. :^)

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HOLY **** ITS SPYRA


I remember you, I doubt you remember me though.

Oh, I remember you. Don't worry.
I'd rather not be called "Spyra" now, though. Brings back **** memories from 6th grade and under. lmao
But - that's besides the point. :^)

Quote: Iblistech

I'm really sorry that you have to put up with the issue of a breakup. I had to deal with it a lot myself for quite a while until my dad stepped up and put an end to it once and for all by getting rid of my so-called, sad, pathetic excuse for a mother for good. I definitely know how you feel, even though I'm no longer in that situation.

That aside, it's good to see you again.

Yeah, neither of my parents are that.. great, per se. They never saw eye to eye on anything, and I never got the proper raising that I needed, and it always lead to me making stupid mistakes. I ended up having to teach myself most of the time.

As far mine go, my dad was the one who raised me and had to do everything himself, while she did very little to nothing at all. Before he got rid of her for good, she yelled in my face and said that my sister and I were the worst thing to ever happen to her, that we should have never been born, which is absolutely disgraceful and downright disgusting. She did all kinds of terrible things to me, like throw me into the deep end of a swimming pool just because I wouldn't get in the water, and completely humiliated me in front of my sister, brother-in-law and some of their friends by bringing up my autism and used it as a crutch and an excuse to make me look bad. I never forgave her for it. I will NEVER forgive her for it, as well as all of her other heinous crimes against me and my sister. Speaking of my sister, she's never forgiven that disgrace of a mother either, and she never will, just like me.

I remember you, I'm not sure if you remember me, I used to be the site's idiot, who finally got himself arrested and all that fun stuff

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Quote: parisruelz12

HOLY **** ITS SPYRA


I remember you, I doubt you remember me though.

Oh, I remember you. Don't worry.
I'd rather not be called "Spyra" now, though. Brings back **** memories from 6th grade and under. lmao
But - that's besides the point. :^)

Quote: Iblistech

I'm really sorry that you have to put up with the issue of a breakup. I had to deal with it a lot myself for quite a while until my dad stepped up and put an end to it once and for all by getting rid of my so-called, sad, pathetic excuse for a mother for good. I definitely know how you feel, even though I'm no longer in that situation.

That aside, it's good to see you again.

Yeah, neither of my parents are that.. great, per se. They never saw eye to eye on anything, and I never got the proper raising that I needed, and it always lead to me making stupid mistakes. I ended up having to teach myself most of the time.

As far mine go, my dad was the one who raised me and had to do everything himself, while she did very little to nothing at all. Before he got rid of her for good, she yelled in my face and said that my sister and I were the worst thing to ever happen to her, that we should have never been born, which is absolutely disgraceful and downright disgusting. She did all kinds of terrible things to me, like throw me into the deep end of a swimming pool just because I wouldn't get in the water, and completely humiliated me in front of my sister, brother-in-law and some of their friends by bringing up my autism and used it as a crutch and an excuse to make me look bad. I never forgave her for it. I will NEVER forgive her for it, as well as all of her other heinous crimes against me and my sister. Speaking of my sister, she's never forgiven that disgrace of a mother either, and she never will, just like me.

Holy **** I'm sorry you had to go through all that. :^(( I hope things are better for you, now, though?

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I remember you, I'm not sure if you remember me, I used to be the site's idiot, who finally got himself arrested and all that fun stuff

Oh, I remember you. Hopefully you're doing better now, though.

Hey, I totally remember you It's good to hear that things seem to be looking up for ya, and I wish you the very best!

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I remember you, I'm not sure if you remember me, I used to be the site's idiot, who finally got himself arrested and all that fun stuff

wb :^)

I remember you! Being young and new and full of childish wonder back then, I don't really have any bad memories of you. It's incredible that you took the time to step back and make a post like this. I'm sure nobody here feels any ill will towards you, especially with how you've matured and with all you've learned. I didn't realize all that stuff was going on in your personal life. I hope you find the strength to move past it and focus on your passions. Good luck in your future endeavors!

Sorry Arisa ;w; i didnt know.

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wb :^)

o hey wolfo :^))

Quote: Samius

Hey, I remember you. It sure has been a while.

I'm glad to know that you're going forward! No need to apologize for anything either IMO. It's been so long that I don't even remember the stuff that you said/did, even though I think I had some arguments with you from time to time.

Thank you, and I think we did, but I guess they were too petty to be remembered. The past is in the past. :^)

Quote: ShadowMewX

I remember you! Being young and new and full of childish wonder back then, I don't really have any bad memories of you. It's incredible that you took the time to step back and make a post like this. I'm sure nobody here feels any ill will towards you, especially with how you've matured and with all you've learned. I didn't realize all that stuff was going on in your personal life. I hope you find the strength to move past it and focus on your passions. Good luck in your future endeavors!

Thank you!

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I think I vaguely remember you? Does GamingMaster_76 sound familiar? No worries about anything you did anyway, everyone on this website was stupid in 2010. (That was also the first year after dark girl left.)

Yep, I remember. I barely remember dark girl, though.

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Sorry Arisa ;w; i didnt know.

It's fine!

Hey! It's me, spyro fan 8! I remember we had a lot of fun hanging out on whirled a few times :) I came back last year, but in recent weeks I have been busy with working a lot of hours, plus the Zelda game came out, so that's where all my few hours of free time a week went. I know you said you aren't here to stay, but if you ever want to chat, hit me up. I'll reply eventually ^.^; good to hear from you again, though!

I remember thinking u were pretty cool?? you liked demi lovato a lot and that's nearly the extent of what I remember about you. Maybe we talked a lot at some point? i dunno.
I'm sorry if I ever did anything to wrong you, I really can't recall anything though.

I haven't really been on this website a lot in the past few years, either, to be honest.

Ha I thought you were older.

To be honest, I don't remember any of it. It's been years.
If I said anything to you that may of offended you, I apologize.

It's all in the past. I'm glad to hear you've moved on and are able to look back and reflect on your previous mistakes. Everyone has done something stupid on the internet (and in life) they wish they could take back, but there's nothing else you can do but own it and move forward.

Good luck in college and in art! I wish you all the best.

Hey, it's cool. We were all pretty annoying back in the day. Glad to see you're doing good!

HELLO! I'm so glad to see you back even if only for a few posts. We never really spoke but I remember you and remember thinking you were really cool good luck in life, I hope the **** situation sorts out soon <3

Yo, cool to see you again, Spyra.
Hope all goes well, and may you never Spyral into debt.