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Beemo Gold Sparx Gems: 2166
#101 Posted: 18:33:56 07/10/2016
Quote: Drawdler
TMI :

I can never go on porn sites/search for porn because it feels wrong to me. I don't feel guilty for looking at art or photos people willingly put up but it makes me feel immature and I'd have to keep it secret from my family which would just feel wrong. Plus it's not something I could talk about so if I found good stuff I couldn't really talk about it which would be really awkward to me. Oh god I'm holding back my laughing and failing so hard writing this down and I can tell my mom is silently trying to figure out what I'm thinking of.

I can sort of relate to this.
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SoulFly Emerald Sparx Gems: 3518
#102 Posted: 18:45:19 07/10/2016
Quote: Drawdler
TMI :

I can never go on porn sites/search for porn because it feels wrong to me. I don't feel guilty for looking at art or photos people willingly put up but it makes me feel immature and I'd have to keep it secret from my family which would just feel wrong. Plus it's not something I could talk about so if I found good stuff I couldn't really talk about it which would be really awkward to me. Oh god I'm holding back my laughing and failing so hard writing this down and I can tell my mom is silently trying to figure out what I'm thinking of.


Relating to the topic I spend most of my time browsing drawn porn and usually use it for good refrence, I have 3 friends to discuss it and you'd be surprised how many are willing to talk about it once prompted.
Mostly on the internet to be honest, but the 3 I know I also know IRL.
Also porn is pretty good anatomy-training.
Judge me I dun't care
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Bifrost Platinum Sparx Gems: 5984
#103 Posted: 19:53:07 07/10/2016
I did live drawing and saw body parts I wish I could unsee, I'm not allowed to judge

Dunno, despite my age I don't really have any wish to look up NSFW stuff despite having read saucy literature when I was waaaay younger. Whenver I doubt if I'm ace I just remember I think about porn being discussed nearby with "I don't really care, I'd rather watch animations or cats".
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"Dark Sun, you shone like a threat, waiting to strike"
Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#104 Posted: 21:27:39 07/10/2016
Well, animation and cats can be part of porn.


You didn't saw this.
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Bifrost Platinum Sparx Gems: 5984
#105 Posted: 22:10:54 07/10/2016
You know what I meant :I
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I do art!
"Dark Sun, you shone like a threat, waiting to strike"
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2209
#106 Posted: 22:55:11 07/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
Well, animation and cats can be part of porn.


You didn't saw this.



really??
could you give an example?

... asking for a friend.
Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#107 Posted: 23:07:35 07/10/2016
Quote: Badwolfmichael
Quote: Crash10
Well, animation and cats can be part of porn.


You didn't saw this.



really??
could you give an example?

... asking for a friend.


Hentai and furry porn in general. That's it, basically.

Quote: Bifrost
You know what I meant :I


Strange how this simple comment made me feel so awkward.
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Edited 1 time - Last edited at 23:10:14 07/10/2016 by Crash10
84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx Gems: 4322
#108 Posted: 00:33:23 08/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
Quote: Badwolfmichael
Quote: Crash10
Well, animation and cats can be part of porn.


You didn't saw this.



really??
could you give an example?

... asking for a friend.


Hentai and furry porn in general. That's it, basically.


Or Neko
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Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#109 Posted: 00:48:00 08/10/2016
Unrelated to the subject above...

Confession 1: I started to like the Shrek movies a lot more after I discovered the memes. Even The Third and Forever After.

Confession 2: Sometimes I feel childish because of my tastes, like animation and certain games, and this is a problem for me to socialize. Like, everyone on school is excited for Stranger Things or Narcos, while I'm excited for... Skylanders: Academy.

Confession 3: I have a bizarre fear that people on the forums will start to hate me (more than they already do) if I try to be resonable or defend a Skylanders hater.
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PwnageFTW Yellow Sparx Gems: 1560
#110 Posted: 00:50:02 08/10/2016
I have a fetish for toilet water
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Quote: Carmelita Fox
YOU’RE ALL DUMB SHEEP!!!!
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2209
#111 Posted: 01:32:07 08/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
Unrelated to the subject above...

Confession 2: Sometimes I feel childish because of my tastes, like animation and certain games, and this is a problem for me to socialize. Like, everyone on school is excited for Stranger Things or Narcos, while I'm excited for... Skylanders: Academy.

Confession 3: I have a bizarre fear that people on the forums will start to hate me (more than they already do) if I try to be resonable or defend a Skylanders hater.



Sorry if you've felt insulted by me before but just know that no one here hates you, I'm p sure most people here would just want what's best for you, try to get rid of the irrational fears, I know it's easier said than done but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
weebbby Emerald Sparx Gems: 3995
#112 Posted: 01:47:42 08/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
Confession 2: Sometimes I feel childish because of my tastes, like animation and certain games, and this is a problem for me to socialize. Like, everyone on school is excited for Stranger Things or Narcos, while I'm excited for... Skylanders: Academy


This.
Drawdler Gold Sparx Gems: 2294
#113 Posted: 09:26:11 09/10/2016
^Good comment chain

Damn Drawdler, back at it again with the TMI

Sometimes I find long hairs inbetween my ass cheeks and I only just realised it was because they fall off my head and down there when I shower. Derp.


Really more of a shower thought/random thought but whatever.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 09:27:46 09/10/2016 by Drawdler
SoulFly Emerald Sparx Gems: 3518
#114 Posted: 11:09:33 09/10/2016
Quote: StriderSwag
Quote: SoulFly
Quote: Bryman04



Reading all this like:

[User Posted Image]


[User Posted Image]
More like this :^)



[User Posted Image]
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I ain't done nothing.
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Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#115 Posted: 20:29:41 09/10/2016
My confession is that I'm very sensitive to higher-level violence. I don't know, seeing blood and those things aren't really good to me. I watched some gameplay videos of Outcast and some scenes of the Corpse Party anime and I actually felt sick.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#116 Posted: 04:18:55 10/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
My confession is that I'm very sensitive to higher-level violence. I don't know, seeing blood and those things aren't really good to me. I watched some gameplay videos of Outcast and some scenes of the Corpse Party anime and I actually felt sick.


im like the exact opposite, intense gore doesnt phase me in the slightest
im basically desensitized because my friend used to run a gore blog and basically made me follow out of friendship so every once and a while my tumblr dash would have a surprise disembowelment

strangely though, there are two types i cant deal with whatsoever: eye gore and anything out of the later mortal kombat games
eye gore freaks me out and actually makes me vomit and i have no idea why, probably because i guess to me, looking into someone's eyes is a symbol of trust??? idk
with mk tho, its just too over the top
like yeah i can handle really gross horror movie stuff, but for some reason SPECIFICALLY mk takes it far too over the top
though i do like cassie cage(?)'s fatality with the exploding testicles or ovaries, its just so immature that it feeds my stupid sophomoric sense of humor
willster8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2383
#117 Posted: 04:36:48 10/10/2016
It kind of depends for me. I'm typically pretty okay with it, it's only every once in a while that it disgusts me some.

As for mortal kombat, I have a friend who was obsessed for MKX for months before release so him and I watched fatalities every day. I just find the mk stuff funny because of how over the top crazy it is.
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#118 Posted: 06:52:24 10/10/2016
on a different note, im sick and tired of blizzard's ****ty competitive mode for overwatch

first off, the matchmaking sucks
when its me, a random person, and some other group of 4, we shouldn't be forced to play with a full group of six
this has happened to me the last three times ive played competitive overwatch and im sick of it

secondly, if blizzard is gonna make the golden guns part of each hero's "collection", could they at LEAST make it so that it counts as an extra? every time i see 59/60 on my d.va screen my heart hurts because i know itll take me 50 years to get those stupid guns
but once i do, then it doesnt even carry over to pc once i ditch the playstation one for that!!
if theyre gonna have stuff thats hard as **** to get, they could at LEAST make it so that your level and unlocks carry over to your console or pc stuff

i just want to get my stupid golden guns that keep staring me in the face so i can quit playing with the toxic jerks and actually have some fun because compared to quick or brawl or custom, competitive is not fun at ALL

lastly, ****ING. NERF. ZARYA.
shes impossible to counter, and it's ridiculous!! even at low power she has such high DPS, not to mention shes basically unkillable if you let her go for a second because then her stupid shields go back up
she melts literally anything because shes so overpowered and because of her billions of layers of shields, NOTHING CAN ****ING HIT HER
i say that blizzard should either nerf her damage or nerf her shield regen, because a group of 4 can BARELY take her down
she needs to be way more balanced
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Drawdler Gold Sparx Gems: 2294
#119 Posted: 21:17:36 10/10/2016
(Yes, I can't sleep. This might belong in PT instead but the main point of the confession is, I'm pretty sure I'm more stressed than I realised or have been acting, and I just can't be arsed moving this post.)

Okay, you wanna know something that's really been getting me down, but I couldn't put it into words and didn't realise how much it sucked until now? Sometimes I feel terrible about myself for wanting more.

I have great friends, like, "even when I imagined I having friends as a kid, I never imagined they'd be as special as you"-great friends. I have tons of time to work on my art and I genuinely am kinda proud of it (at least to the point I'm not disliking most of the pieces I make) and definitely have made progress. I live in a home in a good area with a family that may piss me off in some way every day, but somehow has managed to stick together and isn't really as bad as it used to be. Most obviously, I get so much stuff simply through asking, honestly making me very spoiled in a sense. (Although I'm not going to object to it due to all the other **** that happens and because I'm slowly starting to try earning things myself, and if I hadn't been spoiled with games when I was younger I would probably feel like I had nothing to live for back then, so it "balances" my life in a morbid sense... Not that life is really balanced.)

But whenever timezones get in the way I steadily start feeling down, yet I feel I really need to give myself a LOT more space when talking with multiple friends at once sometimes. I still nitpick my art and still need to study art more but I'm scared I'll collapse under the work or just teach myself incorrectly. Whenever some annoying daily family thing happens again I steadily get more pissed and sometimes reminded of how much I used to focus on hating this place. And there's still more I wish my parents could buy for me yet I wanna have my own money and be able to save my own money and just get it myself because I hate relying on them but everything I want to buy currently isn't affordable to me. I want more, I want more, I want more, because I'm often scared that whenever I want something that feeling will be fleeting, so I want to go until I'm wholly satisfied to the point I go and find new stuff, and I'm scared about thinking this way.

Now that I finally realised all of this, I don't think it's going to leave my mind, but I don't know how to talk about it.

And god, I feel... Empty about it now.

And for the record, this isn't [undefined thing] I mentioned in a recent PT, that's something I don't really understand, I'm really not willing to talk about with anyone (just putting it out there would make me incredibly stressed) and I should really just see a professional about (I hate seeing professionals for mental health, but I feel like it's really my only option for more clarity on [undefined thing]).

Also, I seriously still want physical comfort, which is becoming pretty stressful as well because it makes me feel lonelier and I just feel like I'll never get it (yes, I've asked my family for hugs, and their hugs suck, and I appreciate internet hugs, but they simply aren't what I crave).

TL ; DR I think I've been more stressed/depressed/currently very confused about my feelings... than I realised recently because I just couldn't put my finger on something that's stressing me. Also considering seeing a professional for my mental health again and because there's something I really don't want to talk about to anyone and feel I have no other option for, which I hate because seeing professionals always made me more stressed than they helped, and feeling worse about lack of physical comfort.

Also, if I just suddenly become way rarer in the next few days, this is why.
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480
#120 Posted: 11:42:26 13/10/2016
I tend to write my thoughts down and them delete them.
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116
#121 Posted: 18:00:58 13/10/2016
Quote: BlackWing116
I tend to write my thoughts down and them delete them.


I tend to do that to when I am typing on this site.
Beemo Gold Sparx Gems: 2166
#122 Posted: 02:03:43 15/10/2016
Quote: BlackWing116
I tend to write my thoughts down and them delete them.



I do that sometimes.
I have also cut my wrists and hands on occasion. I hope I never do that again.
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Drawdler Gold Sparx Gems: 2294
#123 Posted: 15:17:57 15/10/2016
Sometimes I'm too lazy to open music on my phone, so I find the YouTube link and put it on a post preview in a separate tab, so I can play it in the background during web browsing.
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4602
#124 Posted: 15:30:34 15/10/2016
I may or may not have just spent almost 100$ on pieces of cardboard.

I also may or may not have screwed over what I said I'd get for a friend...
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Jaggedstar Emerald Sparx Gems: 4263
#125 Posted: 16:45:09 15/10/2016
I can't sleep with any lights on or any noise at all. It sucks now because my roommate often falls asleep with her lamp on and the girls in the room next to me are loud until at least 2am >.>
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Spellslamzer75 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1333
#126 Posted: 17:28:56 15/10/2016
I think I just realized part of the reason I don't really like games that use real-life locations.

I often play around with RPG Maker when I'm feeling creative, so I know what it feels like trying to design a unique world with its own lore, history, and other stuff like that, which is part of why I can appreciate games with unique worlds more than games that use real-life locations.
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StormDragon21 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3211
#127 Posted: 13:12:15 17/10/2016
Puppets scare me.
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Drawdler Gold Sparx Gems: 2294
#128 Posted: 21:44:58 17/10/2016
I just wanna say my friends are best friends and from the bottom of my heart I love you and (you know this but) I'm really upset with my family and if it weren't for hanging out I would probably feel totally miserable. Thanks for sticking through my terrible JoJokes. Also sorry that I'm too lazy to say this to all of you individually.

Drawdler withdraws coollly, yes, with an extra l.
Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#129 Posted: 21:55:01 17/10/2016
I don't like parties. Too much noise, music that I don't like, lots of people drinking and/or smoking, people trying to get some partners for a fast and easy opportunity to have some sex, and so on. Not my kind of thing.
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Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2209
#130 Posted: 23:16:30 17/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
I don't like parties. Too much noise, music that I don't like, lots of people drinking and/or smoking, people trying to get some partners for a fast and easy opportunity to have some sex, and so on. Not my kind of thing.



Depends on the party ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Carmelita Fox Diamond Sparx Gems: 9053
#131 Posted: 23:28:15 17/10/2016
All of the parties I've been to have just been me and my nerd friends hanging out and playing games.
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SoulFly Emerald Sparx Gems: 3518
#132 Posted: 23:36:41 17/10/2016
Quote: Carmelita Fox
All of the parties I've been to have just been me and my nerd friends hanging out and playing games.


Those are fun.
But generally hard on the wallet. Pizza isn't free.
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Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#133 Posted: 23:50:23 17/10/2016
Quote: Badwolfmichael
Quote: Crash10
I don't like parties. Too much noise, music that I don't like, lots of people drinking and/or smoking, people trying to get some partners for a fast and easy opportunity to have some sex, and so on. Not my kind of thing.



Depends on the party ¯\_(ツ)_/¯


Yup. I'm talking about the those dancing ones.
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84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx Gems: 4322
#134 Posted: 23:51:56 17/10/2016
I get super annoyed when people find things talking about things that are sexual or body-related to be gross. Like, there's no point, and there shouldn't be anything gross about it.
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Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#135 Posted: 23:55:06 17/10/2016
Quote: 84skylanderdude
I get super annoyed when people find things talking about things that are sexual or body-related to be gross. Like, there's no point, and there shouldn't be anything gross about it.


I just find it awkward if it's sexual.
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84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx Gems: 4322
#136 Posted: 23:57:20 17/10/2016
Quote: Crash10
Quote: 84skylanderdude
I get super annoyed when people find things talking about things that are sexual or body-related to be gross. Like, there's no point, and there shouldn't be anything gross about it.


I just find it awkward if it's sexual.


See, that's the thing. I don't see how or why it would be thought of as awkward. There's literally no reason for it to be.

Guess that's another part of the human mind I'll never come to understand.
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Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5234
#137 Posted: 00:00:09 18/10/2016
It's because stuff like that is considered private, which is why most people don't always feel entirely comfortable talking about such things.
There is a legitimate reason behind it, it's just one that you yourself don't understand.
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Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#138 Posted: 00:11:39 18/10/2016
Pretty much. It's something I consider private. So...
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Beemo Gold Sparx Gems: 2166
#139 Posted: 02:40:10 18/10/2016
I hate both Trump and Hillary. smilie
(no political arguments pls)
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CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 5636
#140 Posted: 06:06:21 18/10/2016 | Topic Creator
It's been suggested I join a dating app/service and I'm considering it but I'm pretty apprehensive for various reasons.
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Thank you for eight years of hospitality. Until next time.
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362
#141 Posted: 09:46:02 18/10/2016
Quote: 84skylanderdude
Quote: Crash10
Quote: 84skylanderdude
I get super annoyed when people find things talking about things that are sexual or body-related to be gross. Like, there's no point, and there shouldn't be anything gross about it.


I just find it awkward if it's sexual.


See, that's the thing. I don't see how or why it would be thought of as awkward. There's literally no reason for it to be.

Guess that's another part of the human mind I'll never come to understand.

this is something that i also find odd, both are just a natural and necessary things, its strange that some people are afraid of sexuality especially.
tho this is more of an issue with american culture, over here talk about sexuality is a bit less taboo while with americans i feel like i have to be very careful with the subject smilie.
to address the other subject of the post, periods for example are like horrifying to (male) americans while eurobros/aussies tend to be a lot less lenient with the subject in my experience.

no disserinos to america but its just something ive noticed

Quote: CAV
It's been suggested I join a dating app/service and I'm considering it but I'm pretty apprehensive for various reasons.

u should join tinder
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Drawdler Gold Sparx Gems: 2294
#142 Posted: 11:53:30 18/10/2016
I am addicted to ☆SEINWAVE☆2000☆
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4602
#143 Posted: 13:30:01 18/10/2016
The more that's leaked, the more I realize I despise pokemon sun/moon. Will I still get it? Maybe. Are they doing a million things wrong that I absolutely can't stand? Yes. Yes they are. But there's still a small part of me, deep down, that's saying "maybe it won't be so bad when you play it" and I really want to believe it, but...

Oh, and if this flops we still have one chance for pokemon to redeem itself. Say it with me now, GEN 4 remakes.
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CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 5636
#144 Posted: 14:17:45 18/10/2016 | Topic Creator
Quote: arceustheprime


Pass.
I hear Happn is better for going further and only showing you people with similar interests that you passed within 250 meters of through the day.

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On that note I also feel like the fact I'd need to join a service or app makes me feel pathetic. Like I shouldn't need one to meet people.
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Thank you for eight years of hospitality. Until next time.
Samius Hunter Gems: 7495
#145 Posted: 20:19:45 18/10/2016
Quote: CAV
Quote: arceustheprime


Pass.
I hear Happn is better for going further and only showing you people with similar interests that you passed within 250 meters of through the day.

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On that note I also feel like the fact I'd need to join a service or app makes me feel pathetic. Like I shouldn't need one to meet people.


It's not like a handicap aid or anything, loads of people use these apps. Just consider it one more way to meet people.
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84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx Gems: 4322
#146 Posted: 20:28:56 18/10/2016
I internally laugh whenever someone talks about homework because I've managed to get it all done during school so far this year. Done none at home at all yet
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Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2209
#147 Posted: 22:49:02 18/10/2016
Quote: 84skylanderdude
Quote: Crash10
Quote: 84skylanderdude
I get super annoyed when people find things talking about things that are sexual or body-related to be gross. Like, there's no point, and there shouldn't be anything gross about it.


I just find it awkward if it's sexual.


See, that's the thing. I don't see how or why it would be thought of as awkward. There's literally no reason for it to be.

Guess that's another part of the human mind I'll never come to understand.



depends on who you're talking to .
TheToyNerd Yellow Sparx Gems: 1960
#148 Posted: 01:08:14 19/10/2016
I have a crush on a girl who sits next to me in Social Studies class. We've talked occasionally, but I still barely know anything about her personality wise... Should I ask for her number?
Crash10 Gold Sparx Gems: 2460
#149 Posted: 01:08:47 19/10/2016
I met almost all of the non-video game songs that I like by video games.
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Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2209
#150 Posted: 01:43:06 19/10/2016
Quote: TheToyNerd
I have a crush on a girl who sits next to me in Social Studies class. We've talked occasionally, but I still barely know anything about her personality wise... Should I ask for her number?



Of course. If you don't know her very well, then asking for her number is one step closer.
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