darkSpyro

I have no idea what I'm doing with my life anymore. A few months ago I was notified that I have been kicked out of my university program and since then when I'm not working or watching anime I'm off getting drunk and smoking pot. For the last two months that's all I've done after work most nights. I've put myself so far into debt it's not even funny. I probably owe well over $10,000 and I'm stuck at a dead-end fast food job. I barely get by, live paycheck to paycheck and smoke almost a pack of cigarettes a day. I am easily the most pathetic person on this site. I have no plans for the future other than living at my parents until I get the boot and then I'll probably be living in my car. It really sucks and I have no one to blame but myself for slacking off. Don't make the same mistakes I did, that's for sure.

Ah well, c'est la vie.

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

Quote: Spyroboy

I have no idea what I'm doing with my life anymore. A few months ago I was notified that I have been kicked out of my university program and since then when I'm not working or watching anime I'm off getting drunk and smoking pot. For the last two months that's all I've done after work most nights. I've put myself so far into debt it's not even funny. I probably owe well over $10,000 and I'm stuck at a dead-end fast food job. I barely get by, live paycheck to paycheck and smoke almost a pack of cigarettes a day. I am easily the most pathetic person on this site. I have no plans for the future other than living at my parents until I get the boot and then I'll probably be living in my car. It really sucks and I have no one to blame but myself for slacking off. Don't make the same mistakes I did, that's for sure.

Ah well, c'est la vie.

Spyroboy.

I've known you for years. You're a fantastic person and you can overcome this. Please, PM me. Or get on skype.

I'm there for you every step of the way, man.

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

Quote: CAV

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

This.

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

Quote: CAV

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

This pretty much, but I have something to add.

All of this will be useless if you don't believe that you can change this. Believing in your own capabilities is what is going to change the world. You don't need fame or fortune, but you need to believe in yourself. I hope you get through this.

Spyroboooooy.. I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk ;w; <3

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Quote: CAV

First things first you need to stop with the cigarettes. Alcohol and pot aren't exactly the most healthy or cheapest things, but cigarettes are pathetically draining on a person's finances and is the most harmful to your health. Once you cut down on them you'll probably save yourself hundreds a month, as well as vastly improve your health.

After that then we can tackle the booze and weed. Alcohol doesn't come cheap either and smoking weed lowers productivity. Not to mention if you show up for a job interview when escaping fast food intoxicated or having smoked anything in the recent past, your ass is out. In moderation this stuff probably isn't too terrible, but it's clearly draining on you and it's sounding like you're becoming dependent on it to get by.

If you went straight to university from high school, go to a community college. Considerably cheaper, they have loans and grants, and you may be able to get an idea of what you want to do with your life. Not to mention you may be able to find a job on campus that, while not necessarily paying well, could be a good alternative to the current fast food job you have.

You're not completely without hope. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

This.

This this.

Well it's been over a month now and I've stopped completely.

Well it's been over a month now and I've stopped completely.