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ReshiramForever Emerald Sparx Gems: 4699
#46301 Posted: 04:09:02 18/08/2021
get therapy
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self professed austGAYlian
StormDragon21 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4958
#46302 Posted: 15:03:35 18/08/2021
approval-only discord servers are soo frustratinggg

like what am I supposed to do while I wait for the mods to get on? Twiddle my thumbs? God forbid, go outside?
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46303 Posted: 18:35:40 18/08/2021
[User Posted Image]

YOU ****ING DONKEY
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 6590
#46304 Posted: 06:40:17 19/08/2021
have a dumb idea on tiktok fgoodbye
Drednaw Yellow Sparx Gems: 1004
#46305 Posted: 07:46:39 19/08/2021
people take things you're suppsoed to enjoy far too seriously
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46306 Posted: 16:27:48 19/08/2021
I pray you find out what ails me, it is steadily getting worse, be more proactive than usual, give me my medicine
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It wasn’t my fault
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I’m glad you’re gone
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Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46307 Posted: 17:12:31 19/08/2021
Clingy people stress me out hugely. I need my space and not being given it just makes me feel like there's a huge weight constantly on my shoulders.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46308 Posted: 19:32:23 20/08/2021
I'm so exhausted by obsessive patriotism in my home country. You can't criticize ANYTHING here or you're a terrible person.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Drednaw Yellow Sparx Gems: 1004
#46309 Posted: 00:25:10 21/08/2021
bro calm down it's just a video game, go outside and touch some grass
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46310 Posted: 07:25:56 21/08/2021
i miss you every few months,

i don’t like missing people
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46311 Posted: 07:36:45 21/08/2021
uh the one thats directed to isnt on this site btw
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 6590
#46312 Posted: 17:06:27 22/08/2021
Starting discussions here kinda suck because they usually end with people saying I'm ignorant/don't know what I'm saying/trying to start drama. legit the last person I tried to anger on purpose was a pedo so.....

I've been reading this psychology book recently and there's a really interesting topic in it about confidence. people who are more confident about their opinions are more likely to be not as knowledge as they think. this is because they are not confident enough to rethink or evaluate their opinion so it never evolves. Having doubts about your thoughts is better than believing what's said is gospel. these people are also more likely to get more verbal or heated when being challenged in a discussion

This is also why I hate it when people default to "you think you know everything".
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 17:14:22 22/08/2021 by somePerson
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46313 Posted: 17:22:25 22/08/2021
When you pour your heart and soul into a picture and some screenshot a rando took off of their favourite anime gets infinitely more attention in one day than the picture you drew ever will in a lifetime. Not demotivating at all. Makes me feel great.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 8596
#46314 Posted: 17:33:34 22/08/2021
Quote: somePerson
Starting discussions here kinda suck because they usually end with people saying I'm ignorant/don't know what I'm saying/trying to start drama. legit the last person I tried to anger on purpose was a pedo so.....

I've been reading this psychology book recently and there's a really interesting topic in it about confidence. people who are more confident about their opinions are more likely to be not as knowledge as they think. this is because they are not confident enough to rethink or evaluate their opinion so it never evolves. Having doubts about your thoughts is better than believing what's said is gospel. these people are also more likely to get more verbal or heated when being challenged in a discussion

This is also why I hate it when people default to "you think you know everything".



PT rules aside, I think part of it might be due to them misinterpreting tone since at times it can be easy to interpret your bluntness as being rude or brushing off the other side, which may make people more likely to jump to conclusions or get heated.
Which doesn't excuse it sure, people should communicate and ask clarifying questions, but just a thing I noticed.
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Twinkies and 2hus
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46315 Posted: 14:43:57 25/08/2021
Holy crap, stop harping on about politics every time I visit you. This is why I hate being near you. This is why one of these days you're never going to see me again. Would you even CARE? Considering the way you act, I'm convinced you wouldn't, and if that's the case then you shouldn't be upset when I finally drop you forever because the way you borderline attack people over political opinions - or their lack of interest in the matter entirely - is inappropriate.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46316 Posted: 16:53:56 26/08/2021
Apparently I live here now.

Sometimes I sit around and think about things that went wrong in my past and feel bitter about them and I really hate that I wallow in those past failures. Today I was thinking about the time like 6 years ago where someone found out I was talking about how fast of a typist I am and decided to impulsively set me up to try and find a job in data entry. Its true I do type super fast, but I only type fast if I'm writing complete sentences like stories or comments or whatever. If I had to write lists of like addresses or phone numbers or something, my short term memory craps out and I forget what I just read two seconds ago over and over. So, suffice to say data entry and I don't get along. I performed poorly, wasn't given the job - which was fine, I never wanted it - and the person who recommended me got angry at me for "lying about how fast I type." I didn't lie bro, you put me on the spot in a form of typing I'm terrible at! I'm still angry at that person and I don't even remember who they are. I was thinking about it out of nowhere today and sheesh I wish I had just told them no when I had the chance and not embarrassed myself.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 16:56:52 26/08/2021 by Shadow-Cipher
ThunderEgg Gold Sparx Gems: 2183
#46317 Posted: 00:00:54 28/08/2021
tfw you're so mentally ill it gives you a cold...
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46318 Posted: 01:30:30 28/08/2021
Literally me ↑
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
ThunderEgg Gold Sparx Gems: 2183
#46319 Posted: 02:51:31 28/08/2021
Quote: Shadow-Cipher
Literally me ↑



look, i appreciate the effort, but i'm not doing great. there's not much i can do to fix it, either.

i've been having a very hard time and responding "literally me" is a little insensitive, even if you meant well.

i'm sorry this also happens to you. it sucks.
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46320 Posted: 13:51:39 28/08/2021
Welp, time to self loathe because I once again failed to understand how to be a bloody human being. This is why I shouldn't talk to people. I always screw up because I'm too stupid to understand basic human conversation. I'm sorry I even opened my stupid mouth. I should just learn to shut up. Nobody wants to hear me.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46321 Posted: 08:46:08 31/08/2021
ready or nooooooooooot
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Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46322 Posted: 08:56:36 31/08/2021
i really miss having someone to ****
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46323 Posted: 09:20:42 31/08/2021
Also youre wrong im much more immature now, much much more
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46324 Posted: 17:10:50 01/09/2021
i’m shivering. miss you stranger

and i can’t help but feel guilt for speaking about what they did, none of you should really know. I should find people to speak with about it, but you aren’t it. That’s the real reason I disappeared, I’m really petty. Sorry I am who I am.
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46325 Posted: 17:31:27 01/09/2021
i still try to look better because then people like me more. Even myself. I dont know if im actually happy besides certain things or just entertained

Your imagery falls on blind eyes
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Immy Green Sparx Gems: 404
#46326 Posted: 05:00:50 04/09/2021
Quote: Drawdler
i still try to look better because then people like me more. Even myself. I dont know if im actually happy besides certain things or just entertained

Your imagery falls on blind eyes



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[User Posted Image]
ThunderEgg Gold Sparx Gems: 2183
#46327 Posted: 02:02:22 05/09/2021
godddddd interacting with new people is horrible and yet necessary

also a bummer that the research is very dear to me and very very draining
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
spyro and sonic Platinum Sparx Gems: 6644
#46328 Posted: 10:26:00 05/09/2021
y'know, it would be real great if time could stop passing so ****ing fast. just, slow down for a while.
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CobaltTheWolf#2846
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Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6167
#46329 Posted: 04:36:16 06/09/2021
I guess this is what it means to take action.
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46330 Posted: 06:12:20 06/09/2021
I whine a lot but I am happy right now. The bad nights remind me where I am now.

I had the right to whine before and **** WAS worse. It’s only through complaining and being able to grieve, and so much I did on my own since nobody was there to help me or willing to be the one to pull through or also acknowledge problems or mistakes, I’ve stepped into a better position. People always told me I was a whiner or bull****ter but sticking with what I believe has made me so much happier. It’s a shame nobody is that close to me and I find it so much easier and am so much happier being selfish but likewise I can be more proud of and appreciate myself. I kept searching for things to pour my energy into and I have some now.

I’ve said it to myself so many times but the only person I can actually promise or even believe is there for me is myself. Realise that and it’s when you take it very seriously that you should be the best you can for yourself, with all the trouble that comes with but you come to empathise with yourself and be happier even when you fall short. I wish that I had stuck with this 100% years ago but I continuously tried to be friends or be nice to people who hated me or are still treating me like a complete impaired moron. Not to please them but because I believed that would make me a better person or that I could be really proud of that effort and happier with that since I hated myself. I suppose the worth of that is in the air but I wasted far too much time on it (and too little on some people who actually mattered, **** me lol).

It’s funny that the things people told me off for the most or hated about me the most seem to have made me happier. It’s almost like people in my life gave me awful advice and kept trying to force ideals and assumptions that didn’t actually fit me. And ignored me saying as much. If I actually listened to what advice people gave me over the years I would be an absolute doormat and I would have been even more harassed and chewed out and spit up and ****. Enough people were awful enough to me. pfhu

And if I **** myself over with hubris it’s better than what everyone else did to me and it’s something to learn from. I would rather be making stupid mistakes than lie to myself or not live at all. So many people just want me to fit their ideal or be more complacent or settle because that’s “safer” or because they think I’m a complete idiot. I’m more reasonable than my family fighting over so much bull**** but they tell me that lol. People here who were in such petty drama and knew or stood up for bullies kept talking **** about me. If I had tried to please you all, well you know what I had in the past and I ended up being hated anyway. For a long time I knew that not everyone would like me but I tried to reach out and understand and you know what? It didn’t work, so in the most balls-out way everyone can just love or hate me. I don’t try to be an asshole but I’m done with that hanging on to continuously try and reach an understanding bull**** when it’s so clear it doesn’t work so often (it actually seems to end with more trouble because people don’t want to face their own problems and admit or talk about ****).

I still don’t know why these people like me but I’m happy.

Also, you know that saying to shoot for the stars and you’d end up somewhere good even if you fell short? I guess I did that. It took me so long to end up somewhere good but what I was doing worked despite nearly everyone telling me that I was wrong about everything. It sucks again that I even step away from some amicable people but my priority is to love myself over making connections. FWIW it seems that rubs off onto other people more anyway and they enjoy my company more for it.

I suppose I’m a hypocrite too because I really don’t know why these people liked me but I was always better than I got credit for, and I’m really never getting what I deserve from others so I fish for it myself. These things people kept telling me to do take actual effort, including from other people but it just got tossed on me so… whatever.

Ah yeah early 20s are lame because you dont have many resources but youre officially too old to **** around

would be cool if this helps someone who is also stuck with self-loathing like I used to be…these are just volatile thoughts. peace.
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somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 6590
#46331 Posted: 20:37:02 07/09/2021
i dislike it when people talk trash about others and hide behind "its just criticism" or "I'm just discussing about them"
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46332 Posted: 15:12:15 09/09/2021
I am mad jealous of my friends ability to pose humans. I swear my humans are always standing in one of three poses when I draw them and its so frustrating because all my art just looks like I traced my own picture of the last time I drew a human and then moved the arms to one of the other two positions I put them in. I'm convinced other people automatically see it too and that's why nobody likes my art. Like, even my friends who claim they like my art, I'm convinced they too can see my lack of posing knowledge and are just too nice to tell me how terrible it is.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 6590
#46333 Posted: 07:41:40 10/09/2021
kinda want to stream again but at the same time its kinda tiring. plus I think I need like 5 more subs for the next twitch paycheck
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46334 Posted: 18:21:06 11/09/2021
You entered my thoughts not a moment too soon. We’re both looking for the same thing. I have things to ask you but I wonder if you even know yourself that well. I overindulge in our smacking. I want to speak with you personally more often but I’m too dumb and it’s fun. I know you don’t think much of yourself but you’re so pure. Really. This just sounds gay as **** but we always act gay as **** so I guess it’s in-character.

I still do the thing where I want to help and learn with people but you earned it. That’s when I do it.

It’s interesting to see someone who didn’t want romance… end up considering that kind of thing. It’s really interesting because they don’t really have an idea of how to do anything so I have to explain dirty talk to them without laughing unreasonably hard…

I undersold how it… put my life on track I guess. But the words are lost. So remember how I dropped out and I knew how I wouldn’t be the same person if I hadn’t? Well if I didn’t join that community I wouldn’t be the same as I am now. But that was actually fun, not some big pain or hassle, go figure that something I wanted to do made me happy!

You’re so young and I hope you’re alive. No homo we all love you dude. Someone asks about you every day.

So is it stupid to hope again that things last? It’s stupid to just assume that things are different, this is the one for no reason. It would be stupid staying sad that they hadn’t worked before, it’s obvious but sort of interesting to ponder where lines of stupidity are since on paper they would be so arbitrary. If things are different perhaps it’s just my outlook and position and perhaps that’s enough. That’s degrading to others, I don’t think that’s all… I’m just thinking. Find stupid answers, eliminate them, find good answer later.

You are a beautiful collective.

guilty

Some anon said I was their best Internet friend and it bugs me that I don’t know who it is. I’m flattered that somebody thinks that of me (unless somebody is trolling, which is still funny) though.

Happy tension came back to me. Narumitsu and bull****

prose over… drawing over… sleep needs fixing, rev2 is never over
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Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46335 Posted: 18:34:13 11/09/2021
Oh yeah, it’s also really interesting to see someone actually get so into and pursue something I love too. No “hey thats cool but not my thing” or waiting for months and **** these people are actually with me and seem to acTively care about me and thats what I ****in wanted
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46336 Posted: 18:44:26 11/09/2021
Thinking that I’m less dumb for owning that is also kind of arbitrary and isn’t thinking things are dumb ALSO ARBITRARY LOL LOL LOL

Gamer
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46337 Posted: 12:22:36 12/09/2021
I had to look for those photos but actually seeing them again makes me extremely sad and it’s that time of night where nobody is here again.

I need to talk to you again,

And I need to get out of here but they never… they sabotage me.

Waste the night on imagining feelings…

I hope you can piss your day away on games again too… savor it.

****, I wonder who hates themself the way I did but would just end up better, I’m ****ed over…

Real tragedy of circumstance and the decisions of assholes

I’m not crazy but why do I even care if anyone knows? It’s a bad night if I’m asking that.
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46338 Posted: 12:57:24 12/09/2021
meredith, why can’t i find you again
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
ThunderEgg Gold Sparx Gems: 2183
#46339 Posted: 00:40:53 13/09/2021
wow i love feeling sick /s
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somePerson Platinum Sparx Gems: 6590
#46340 Posted: 08:43:15 13/09/2021
self awareness and self deprecating jokes aren't always 1 to 1. I feel like a good amount people who make self deprecating jokes pretend to not be insecure about their flaws because they never try to help or fix those flaws. most of the time self deprecating makes yourself feel worse
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46341 Posted: 12:48:35 13/09/2021
I feel like an absolute moron incapable of getting anything done. I have no idea how to be an adult because everyone treated me like a stupid little kid, especially because of my autism, and now I've been an adult for like 7 years and I feel about as capable as I did when I was 16 years sitting in high school crying because I can't handle the way people treat me. I feel like I'm never going to learn how to exist in society and care for my own life because now whenever I need help people tell me I should've learned that in high school. Yeah, I probably should've. I didn't. Why can't people just answer the questions and help me figure out how this whole adult thing works?
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
spyro and sonic Platinum Sparx Gems: 6644
#46342 Posted: 11:02:21 14/09/2021
that was fun, I should do that more often. also today wasn't nearly as bad of a day as it could have been so that was nice.
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CobaltTheWolf#2846
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Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46343 Posted: 13:16:41 14/09/2021
It felt so good to play that game, make a lot of really solid progress, and not have someone get bent out of shape about my progress. Its so tiring have people compare their progress in a game to my progress in a game since it makes me feel like I'm not allowed to be better at a game than my friends or I'm not allowed to make too much progress. But no, this time I gathered my wits, did something I've been wanting to do for ages, and I got it done and it felt absolutely amazing and I was so happy to come back and show off all the cool things I built and looted while I was off doing that thing.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46344 Posted: 19:40:48 14/09/2021
Repeatedly pestering me about when I'm gonna play a game, watch an anime, etc is an awesome way to assure I will never want to do the thing you're trying to convince me to do.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
StormDragon21 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4958
#46345 Posted: 11:49:27 15/09/2021
Ah. Okay. So the manga makes sense. The anime is just a bunch of pandering fanservice.

...look, now I’m embarrassed.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX
Drawdler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3552
#46346 Posted: 12:57:59 15/09/2021
He’s still in the hospital or worse and he was such a great guy man

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You mean more to me than you realise, but that’s standard. what’s more unusual is that i’m happy just feeling this way again. Not new but before I was able to pull more in myself… different. Dumbass me wants words when it’s better to show in actions and i think that you understand that more anyway

a/n just sound gey again

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don’t miss you

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having a taste of what i think i deserve is…amazing, it shouldn’t be this difficult to have gotten here but **** happy i feel mortal again
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New Horizons DA-0467-9828-3677
derpyhooves Emerald Sparx Gems: 4864
#46347 Posted: 19:55:04 15/09/2021
Genuinely not about anyone here.

I sincerely hope that you're not too blind to see that you don't have anything I gave you anymore. But I dunno why you would wanna keep it anyway, all things considered.
ThunderEgg Gold Sparx Gems: 2183
#46348 Posted: 23:02:43 17/09/2021
*turns into a house plant*
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Shadow-Cipher Yellow Sparx Gems: 1034
#46349 Posted: 02:04:01 19/09/2021
When you outperform someone in a genre of game you have a lot of experience in and they've barely played and they become so bitter that you're outperforming them even though you're not bragging about it at all and even trying to help them learn that they decide to just replace you with a game you don't play so you can't outperform them. I'm almost tempted to buy that game just so I can ruin their fun, but I hate the game so much that I don't wanna give it any money, and besides, they'll just move on to a new thing if I ruin this thing for them.
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What is life?
Just because Shedinja isn't my avatar anymore, doesn't mean Shedinja isn't still your Arceus.
Shedinja is always your Arceus.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 02:04:29 19/09/2021 by Shadow-Cipher
spyro and sonic Platinum Sparx Gems: 6644
#46350 Posted: 04:49:46 19/09/2021
another bad day in a bad week in a bad month in a bad year...
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CobaltTheWolf#2846
avatar art by: link
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