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DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6606
#45451 Posted: 02:40:17 14/10/2020
i’m so tired of politics. Everytime I try to keep up to date with whats going on, I just feel sick to my stomach and my faith in people drops. I can’t just ignore it either, I refuse to live my life ignorant and allow people to do whatever the hell they want because they have power, but that just brings on the normal struggle of if I matter or not. In this system I don’t. I can vote and vote and vote and raise awareness but nothing will change. I’m voting for either Hell or The Inferno, any other choice, while maybe giving my “moral peace of mind” is essentually worthless. Evil, corrupt people will always exist and often they will never be confronted about what they have done, never to pay for what they’ve done to the people. Will this all change when the older generation dies? Or will we just become the older generation that the newer gen is trying to take down. It’s just astonding that people like this exist, who can be either so poisoned by organized religion, so full of hate, or just plain evil.
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Gay 4 GARcher
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#45452 Posted: 08:12:21 14/10/2020
your moms a hoe
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fyra Platinum Sparx Gems: 6425
#45453 Posted: 13:49:59 14/10/2020
SMT 3 Nocturne did not aged that well on some gameplay aspects(recruiting being RNG and learning skills possibility to fail)
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Life may be harsh in such a dark year, happy new year we said an eternity ago it seem now, but it's far from over, we will survive.
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45454 Posted: 18:43:11 14/10/2020
I need to really start sleeping better.

I love anxiety
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 19:59:20 14/10/2020 by willspyro
derpyhooves Platinum Sparx Gems: 5698
#45455 Posted: 21:58:31 14/10/2020
Okay so what the **** is going on?
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45456 Posted: 01:03:01 15/10/2020
what's the opposite of vibing? because that's how i feel rn. i did not sleep well last night. that plus my slowly mounting anxiety has made for an exhausting day struggling to do the bare minimum.
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#45457 Posted: 01:43:18 15/10/2020
hey whoever out there hoped and prayed for me to get covid, your mom’s a hoe
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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8190
#45458 Posted: 03:09:23 15/10/2020
Well at least someone in the 'adults' table understands I basically made my job internet required. Stfu Dad, you literally cannot read for your life.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
sans Gold Sparx Gems: 2251
#45459 Posted: 03:30:41 15/10/2020
twirls me thumbs. waiting.
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smiliesmiliesmilie
spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8318
#45460 Posted: 09:01:08 15/10/2020
today wasn't the best but at least I have Spyro games to make me feel better.
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it's weird reading through some of my really old posts on this topic and not remembering at all what I was talking about in the post.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 10:27:56 15/10/2020 by spyro and sonic
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#45461 Posted: 14:09:19 15/10/2020
When that happens, when people put down things like that or shame people for enjoying the things they enjoy, it makes me hate myself when I enjoy the same things, just want to curl up and keep to myself and be by myself. No interactions whatsoever or anything/
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
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ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45462 Posted: 16:53:09 15/10/2020
i'm feeling a little better so far
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
fyra Platinum Sparx Gems: 6425
#45463 Posted: 20:31:12 15/10/2020
I’ve been officially waiting for books I ordered in my local mall book store since August...this year is a joke and the book I’m reading never had a sequel as the author is yet to write more books.
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Life may be harsh in such a dark year, happy new year we said an eternity ago it seem now, but it's far from over, we will survive.
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45464 Posted: 00:10:27 16/10/2020
Everything will be ok
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#45465 Posted: 01:19:28 16/10/2020
I am smitten <3 he makes me feel so special and he is so kind, and nice and I hope he stays interested in me. Is it okay for me to be so happy? I hope so
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45466 Posted: 19:56:07 16/10/2020
the only reason you don't believe me is that it's cheaper to pretend this doesn't exist
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
redwes Diamond Sparx Gems: 8578
#45467 Posted: 22:18:46 16/10/2020
Join the club.. ^
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<[ I’m Darin the gryphon! *screech* Want to know more or ask a question?]
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45468 Posted: 02:07:49 17/10/2020
i need to stop reaching out to you. you don't deserve it. and yet...
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#45469 Posted: 03:32:18 17/10/2020
im really starting to think the reason i like idealistic happy stuff like lilo and stitch or kirby is because i know no matter how hard i try, ill never have that

im really not cut out for having family or more than a few friends. i think im okay with that now
im stuck as an eternal outcast, and that’s okay
im sure ill be happy eventually


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ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45470 Posted: 20:57:50 17/10/2020
thankfully, that didn't take as long as i was expecting it to
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Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10163
#45471 Posted: 01:52:01 18/10/2020
I am an idiot... It took me a while to realize and understand that but I really am an idiot in every aspect of being a functional human being. I just hope that there will be a day when I get to be a person of regular intellectual level...
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45472 Posted: 17:29:49 18/10/2020
i'm only going golfing with you to help you feel better

i hope it helps, but i don't really like golf :/
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8318
#45473 Posted: 10:20:11 20/10/2020
in hindsight I kinda regret disappearing from this site for weeks/months at a time so often in the past. makes me feel like I missed out on a lot over the years even though I probably didn't.
ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45474 Posted: 22:09:50 20/10/2020
Quote: ThunderEgg
i'm only going golfing with you to help you feel better

i hope it helps, but i don't really like golf :/



it should not have taken me two whole days to feel normal after that.
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#45475 Posted: 04:46:50 21/10/2020
why do i keep trying
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spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8318
#45476 Posted: 10:49:34 21/10/2020
I'm always surprised at how tired I get after getting just one(1) hour less sleep then normal.
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#45477 Posted: 00:56:28 22/10/2020
I really wanted them to like me, but I'm scared they don't. I really liked them. Shoot.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
kite Blue Sparx Gems: 987
#45478 Posted: 05:49:55 22/10/2020
Tooth Hurty
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case closed
sans Gold Sparx Gems: 2251
#45479 Posted: 07:14:26 22/10/2020
n on no nono am i nocturnal again? dang
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smiliesmiliesmilie
fyra Platinum Sparx Gems: 6425
#45480 Posted: 15:45:10 22/10/2020
I weirdly feel jealous of Crash fans right now, also want to leave the Earth as I no longer want to hear or deal with the restrictions, rules and constrains that come with the pandemic, if it was possible I would gladly find a Death Note and write covid in it to get rid of it.
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Life may be harsh in such a dark year, happy new year we said an eternity ago it seem now, but it's far from over, we will survive.
derpyhooves Platinum Sparx Gems: 5698
#45481 Posted: 22:26:56 22/10/2020
I swear to god, my life's just a broken record....
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45482 Posted: 00:19:41 23/10/2020
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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#45483 Posted: 07:41:01 24/10/2020
everyone always says “just keep going, it gets better!” but it doesn’t, does it? every time i think i have my happily ever after, the world proves that it’s not done with me yet. every day i have a breakdown. not even sleep fixes it, it’s nothing but horribly awful nightmares. am i really that broken? am i really that far beyond repair? if so, why do i keep being such a coward and why dont i just end it all already?
i know the answer to that last one but... who does a girl have to blow to get some good luck? or at least a decent sleep without all the nightmares or night terrors...

i cant help but feel like im at a crossroads. on one hand, i really truly feel like i was put on this abysmal planet to do SOME good in SOME way, and i just havent figured it out yet. on the other, i can’t help but feel like all life is ever going to do is keep beating me into submission without relenting. all this **** going on in my life would at least be manageable if i was, yknow, sane in any way, shape, or form.

i think i just need to take some time and keep trying to figure myself out. apparently 5 years of not having a solid gender, sexuality, life goal, or even a ****ing personality requires a bit more focus than previously anticipated. rage and vengeance can only fuel you for so long before it starts to consume yourself, i see that now. i just... need to repair myself


haha what if i had a functioning brain instead of getting 6 mental disorders
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sans Gold Sparx Gems: 2251
#45484 Posted: 22:25:12 24/10/2020
i really wish things i planned went right
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smiliesmiliesmilie
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45485 Posted: 01:13:22 25/10/2020
Why are earaches a thing
derpyhooves Platinum Sparx Gems: 5698
#45486 Posted: 03:31:12 26/10/2020
babby
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45487 Posted: 05:49:07 26/10/2020
How do you expect to not fall if you don't want us to help you.

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I have 7 more weeks to stay locked in.
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ThunderEgg Emerald Sparx Gems: 3900
#45488 Posted: 01:38:24 27/10/2020
i don't understand why this is so difficult

i think you're hiding something. maliciously or not, it's something you tend to do.
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I AM ETERNAL! https://i.imgur.com/8H3ij0j.png (banner by skylandersfan60)
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6606
#45489 Posted: 03:24:58 27/10/2020
I really ****ing hate America and politics
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Gay 4 GARcher
sans Gold Sparx Gems: 2251
#45490 Posted: 03:36:38 27/10/2020
i wanted to say it but i wasn't sure if i'd get in trouble for it but uh yeah. **** america.
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smiliesmiliesmilie
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#45491 Posted: 04:26:04 27/10/2020
I agree
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