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ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44351 Posted: 22:43:46 09/12/2019
yay feeling better today!!
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I AM ETERNAL!
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 5192
#44352 Posted: 01:09:04 11/12/2019
I'm beginning a story in which the bad guys are a very Nazi-like faction, and like any bad guys, I want to make them compelling.

In order to do that, I have to humanize them - or at least, understand how they could become humanized. The Nazis in real life were obviously evil, but someone had to think they were good, otherwise they would've never risen to power in the first place.

In order to understand that, I've spent my spare time researching Nazi propaganda and browsing alt-right forums and subreddits.

It's not fun at all. It's depressing and frustrating and enraging and subverting. Nothing I will ever write can match the horror I feel knowing that this crap actually exists, and people actually believe it.

If anyone has any cute animal pics or videos, my inbox is open.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44353 Posted: 04:30:13 11/12/2019
^ ^ ^ ^ ^
[User Posted Image]
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I AM ETERNAL!
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44354 Posted: 07:27:03 11/12/2019
Excuse me while I write a sappy love letter to the world.

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I just want to say that ... I love being alive. I love it. What an absolute miracle it is that we are here today. That the universe made itself to be the way it is. To support life. To have fungi, poppies, crows, cats, bearded dragons, humans, everything. And that we are all blessed enough to be able to experience it. That we have been given these human brains to be able to fully comprehend and appreciate everything that we have. We go through absolute ****. We have absuive families, crap dead end jobs, horrible strangers with no respect ... but to be able to simply experience the breeze on our face? The grass between our toes? The endless stars in the night sky? Doesn't that make it all worth it? That we were blessed enough to be alive and just be here, at all?
I know the world is **** and brutal, but I am so so happy to be given life. To be able to experience love and friendship and sex and cats. Nothing is beyond our reach if we just change our mindset.
I think I am finally happy and content. It only took 20 years, but dear god I appreciate every year that I've had on this earth, and anymore to come is truely a blessing.
Thank you universe. And thank you for giving life to anyone who bothered to read this.
Please value yourself. You were given life for a reason and I am so so happy that you were able to exist with us at this current time. <3
How wonderful it is to just ... be.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44355 Posted: 04:09:45 12/12/2019
i like videos about internet history... but some reddit/4chan rips are written in a tone that messes me up. its fascinating to experience the writings of angry teen boys, but also an experience that can hurt if taken too seriously. i love learning about others, but i need to be sure to do it in a way that preserves and promotes my sense of kindness and respect for others.

its just been on my mind recently i guess
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I AM ETERNAL!
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44356 Posted: 05:44:35 12/12/2019
I'm ready to put this semester behind and move on

Next semester and the next two years I will do great, I know I will. It'll make this semester look meaningless, and I'll be able to go the college I've wanted to go to.
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 06:58:44 12/12/2019 by willspyro
Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7678
#44357 Posted: 19:55:06 12/12/2019
Quote: ShylaShadow
The evil is defeated



We can't say that about Onision just yet.
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★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★~★
I've reached Diamond Sparx so I can leave now.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44358 Posted: 04:09:42 13/12/2019
whining again, but i am ok and safe

uhhhh dysphoria of all kinds gives be a bad image of my actual appearance.
wish i could afford all of the surgeries and stuff that'd help me fix that
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I AM ETERNAL!
Trix Master 100 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6356
#44359 Posted: 05:43:55 13/12/2019
... Ya know as soon as either me or mom dies, everyone else is ****ed. That's how helpless people have become.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
trix is a
icon from Empoh
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#44360 Posted: 20:16:29 13/12/2019
Quote: Drawdler
I'll say it loud and clear because it came up in another conversation.

Reach me directly if you have a problem with me. I'm guarunteed to see it on my guestbook.

Not directed at a specific user.

I'm not going to change to please people and my aim is not to change peoples' mind nor get along with everyone. I want to be aware of my flaws, that's my aim, at this point.

I don't expect this to get through to anyone who does have an issue with me. This ****ing website. My ****ing self for sticking around here. Ah well. Vices.



If you aren’t willing to change, why in the world do you need to be aware of your flaws?
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7488
#44361 Posted: 02:08:06 14/12/2019
i apologisr to everyone that they had to see an unsightly side of me. I will endeavour to not show this again.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 10:41:08 14/12/2019 by Riolu-Blue-247
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 6792
#44362 Posted: 03:56:41 15/12/2019
in a few days it will be the day of my birth, truth be told i wish the day didsn't exist and wasn't boirn,l i haste myself and it hurts so much, cryng by myself is best because i dn't want to be a burden to any ome


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I'm just praying for the rain to stop, and the sun to shine. If need be, I'll be the sacrifice.
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#44363 Posted: 05:26:01 15/12/2019
tfw you’ve had a huge crush on a girl for over half a year, thought she was the most perfect girl ever, and then you find out she smokes weed and that’s enough to completely make you lose interest

I know my mindset on this is unreasonable but I can’t help how substance usage makes me feel


Oopsie bad night for me

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I’m really ****ing worried about your well being. I hope I can talk to you about this tomorrow.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 11:29:05 15/12/2019 by 84skylanderdude
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 7330
#44364 Posted: 00:14:48 16/12/2019
Will I end up the same way? Angry and bitter with the best friend know as THE bottle. Perhaps it is time to re evaluate things or whatnot.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#44365 Posted: 06:57:06 16/12/2019
Whats gonna be left in the world if you're not in it?
What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6378
#44366 Posted: 03:51:08 17/12/2019
Don't know why I try to begin with...
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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44367 Posted: 07:22:03 17/12/2019
Everything will be just fine
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44368 Posted: 23:40:11 17/12/2019
One more exam
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#44369 Posted: 16:10:03 18/12/2019
Doing a giveaway on another website and ppl either aren’t reading the rules or they’re not looking at the creature list.


why tho
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looks like ive got some things to do...
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5385
#44370 Posted: 00:52:53 19/12/2019
Ah... I guess I am still interested in you. Finding out you’re dating someone new made my heart sink as much as it did the last time this happened.

I know I wouldn’t be able to make you happy though. I hope he can. I always knew it would end up like this anyway. You’re too lovely to not get in a relationship with someone else.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 5553
#44371 Posted: 21:07:55 19/12/2019
I am not bothered by this.
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"Well, the gate swung open and a fig newton entered."
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44372 Posted: 10:14:36 21/12/2019
Eternally grateful for everyone.
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44373 Posted: 21:43:27 21/12/2019
Quote: willspyro
Eternally grateful for everyone.



We love you Will, we are all so grateful to have you here with us too <3
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44374 Posted: 21:47:40 21/12/2019
[User Posted Image]

Yes

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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7512
#44375 Posted: 01:36:25 22/12/2019
Tell me that you can forgive
Bring me peace that I may live

Show me now
How to find my home
All I am
Surrender

Oh sweet rest
Find me at my home
Stay with me
Forever
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looks like ive got some things to do...
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44376 Posted: 19:28:46 25/12/2019
i will give you another chance today because its christmas

i hope i wont regret it again. please dont screw me over again. i hope you know that it is your behavior that drove me off. if you can change for the better, i think we can make up. i want to be able to make up. but im scared because when you had power over me, you used it to make my life especially difficult.

but its christmas. i can try for one day.

____

that went surprisingly well. thank the stars above. im not sure if this will be a trend, but i am grateful this worked.
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I AM ETERNAL!
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:25:45 26/12/2019 by ThunderEgg
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 5984
#44377 Posted: 22:55:57 25/12/2019
I still am refuse to forgive you, but why

....,
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Gay 4 GARcher
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44378 Posted: 03:59:57 26/12/2019
Damn the oven said **** you to me by burning my middle finger
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6378
#44379 Posted: 05:23:11 26/12/2019
I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas, but you're gone. ;;
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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
spyro and sonic Platinum Sparx Gems: 5599
#44380 Posted: 10:15:50 26/12/2019
well today kinda sucked
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take a look inside your heart
what once seemed impossible
today is not
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44381 Posted: 07:59:22 27/12/2019
christmas is crap and i hate family, thanks for ruining the week, never want to do this again : ' )
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Jaggedstar Platinum Sparx Gems: 5402
#44382 Posted: 19:18:07 27/12/2019
Quote: Bolt
christmas is crap and i hate family, thanks for ruining the week, never want to do this again : ' )



same bro :') much love <3
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hell yeah
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1780
#44383 Posted: 04:07:00 28/12/2019
titties
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
Lunar Blue Sparx Gems: 547
#44384 Posted: 16:53:57 28/12/2019
oh mannnnnn i havent used this topic in a while but i really need it rn. the end of the year has pushed a ton of thoughts onto me at once and i just need to throw it out there to feel right. i dont believe in finstas and i like yall so $$$

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man i havent been in a relationship in almost exactly a year and i actually love that so much. i went through so many ****ty relationships in 2018 and it left me in a really wierd place once the last one ended on january first. ive certainly tried to get into things to varying degrees of almost success but the fact that they never ended up working out left me to my own devices for a long while. add that to all of my new found freetime with school over and i just kinda learned to appreciate myself and good friends and family and experiences. i thought last years halloween was going to be the best in my life so far and for months i wanted to recapture that feeling of last fall, it was so good it got me depressed thinking about how i couldnt have that feeling again as long as i didnt have what i had back then. but as i learned more about myself and relationships and especially the people i went after i realized i can be so much more than i was back then. i worked at hhn over the fall season to give myself a buffer year from the event. the memory of last years fall season was so intense i needed it. it was the best decision i ever made, because i realize now in retrospect how honestly terrible last season was. my hhn cast was the most fun family i ever became a part of, for two months i did nothing but stay up until 4am playing smash bros or just dance,joking around, watching dumb videos and movies, vibing to music, and doing our show as best as we could. it was such a positive atmosphere and everyone was so alike and loving and fun and it went to show that i hadn't even begun to realize what a good relationship is, friend, family, romantic, literally anything. im so much happier than i was a year ago in everyway and i can't go back. 2019 was insane and great for me.

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I still wish you never did those things. I still want to be like you, the you i knew, not the monster who let his desires take over his castle. it sucks knowing the only one i could trust to give me the knowledge and experience i need is a man i can never talk to again.

"i know i can never go back to homeworld, but, it's hard not to have some feelings for where you came from.."

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i had a dream my best friend died last night. i dont think i honestly would have considered her a best friend before this, we've grown a little more distant over the years, but yeah. she really is a big light in my life. talking to her just makes me happier. but just, the thought of her being gone......forever. idek man, idk what id do. im gonna move away sooner or later, and honestly i just know that saying goodbye to her is gonna be the hardest part. idk where im getting at with this. im just glad she's okay and doing well in life.
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hahha elite yolo yEEET boys ezzzzz dub

2020 will be a new year.
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Hey guys sorry i havent been posting....been real busy
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 16:55:02 28/12/2019 by Lunar
Bolt Hunter Gems: 5873
#44385 Posted: 19:53:25 28/12/2019
Quote: Jaggedstar
Quote: Bolt
christmas is crap and i hate family, thanks for ruining the week, never want to do this again : ' )



same bro :') much love <3



god jagged im sorry you're going though it too ajskskd;aljllaa
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
ThunderEgg Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#44386 Posted: 20:43:29 28/12/2019
ugh my sib had a surgery yesterday and theres some sort of complication. doesnt look life threatening but im still worried.

mad that its either go to work, or get fired for visiting her
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I AM ETERNAL!
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6378
#44387 Posted: 22:36:06 28/12/2019
I suppose that it's time for me to cut toxic people out of my life as well. It hurts, but it must be done.


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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 22:36:39 28/12/2019 by Sesshomaru75
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44388 Posted: 22:51:16 28/12/2019
I need to go to bed earlier

Today is clearly not my day, anxiety is at an all time high ****
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 00:22:18 29/12/2019 by willspyro
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 5192
#44389 Posted: 06:48:25 29/12/2019
I wish we could be together again
Jaggedstar Platinum Sparx Gems: 5402
#44390 Posted: 13:23:00 29/12/2019
Quote: Bolt
Quote: Jaggedstar
Quote: Bolt
christmas is crap and i hate family, thanks for ruining the week, never want to do this again : ' )



same bro :') much love <3



god jagged im sorry you're going though it too ajskskd;aljllaa


it's all g my d i'm just so glad it's finally over!! i'm sorry you go through it :'( here's to next year being better. celebrate the winter solstice with me. most of my family don't even believe in jesus so i don't know why we conform to this stupid tradition but ok

(no offence intended if u are religious)
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hell yeah
Ezio Hunter Gems: 5924
#44391 Posted: 19:32:04 29/12/2019
moving on from someone who has been around for 5 years is so weird. i am very confused on some of it.
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"The cowboy has always been a dying breed
But he takes his dying slowly, perched upon his steed."
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44392 Posted: 20:20:37 29/12/2019
Stop being a ***** please
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44393 Posted: 06:08:39 30/12/2019
Now I know who to trust : )
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6378
#44394 Posted: 06:47:50 30/12/2019
My stomach hurts from how stressed out I am right now. ;;
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A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage.
willspyro Platinum Sparx Gems: 5313
#44395 Posted: 12:51:54 30/12/2019
Ok, THIS IS THE LAST ****ING TIME I'M DOING THIS, I WILL GO TO BED AT A REASONABLE TIME TOMORROW NIGHT
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すみません、白人が最悪かと心配でした
Jaggedstar Platinum Sparx Gems: 5402
#44396 Posted: 18:05:56 30/12/2019
i've had ENOUGH
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hell yeah
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