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Trix Master 100 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5942
#44751 Posted: 01:12:57 03/07/2019
My guy, idk if you are just that stubborn or you straight up only listen to the worse youtube has to offer. Either way I am concerned

observing
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Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44752 Posted: 04:53:01 03/07/2019
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
literally why bother with responding then
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44753 Posted: 05:10:11 03/07/2019
I really hope you don't die
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx [online] Gems: 5916
#44754 Posted: 08:17:32 04/07/2019
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Me @ everything right now.


*heavy sigh*
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 08:25:15 04/07/2019 by Sesshomaru75
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7094
#44755 Posted: 10:15:02 04/07/2019
it really doesnt feel like you care when i cried out for help about my mental health and i have not hidden myself getting clearly worse but you just act like nothing is happening. it really does make me feel like you won't miss me when i make the final decision.


edgy hours
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx [online] Gems: 5916
#44756 Posted: 18:13:15 04/07/2019
Honestly, the anxiety this has caused me has not been worth it at all. I'm legit on the brink of having a mental breakdown because of it, no less.

My opinion on the subject in of itself hasn't changed, but that doesn't really matter to me. More than anything I want to apologize, but the problem is that I honestly don't know how to do so. ;;


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ShylaShadow Blue Sparx Gems: 623
#44757 Posted: 05:25:04 05/07/2019
I wish Art Fight was actually working. The site running so slow is ruining my motivation
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Last Spyro fan here...surrounded by LoS fans...cry in a corner
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7094
#44758 Posted: 01:51:36 06/07/2019
Am I allowed to be this happy?
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
TacoMakerSkys Emerald Sparx Gems: 4731
#44759 Posted: 08:10:31 06/07/2019
I'm glad to be losing people I cared about, and finally beginning to open up to others more. I'm finally comfortable with being vulnerable and objectively opposed to losing those in my life. These people are providing knowledge for me to use in future situations so I can avoid the past from repeating itself.
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lmao just close your eyes
malefor64 Green Sparx Gems: 314
#44760 Posted: 14:06:44 06/07/2019
Not talking to anyone and feeling exiled is starting to take its toll
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Feel free to pm me to talk!
ShylaShadow Blue Sparx Gems: 623
#44761 Posted: 03:24:32 07/07/2019
I feel so tired. I just want to sleep, but I need to do things like draw
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Last Spyro fan here...surrounded by LoS fans...cry in a corner
HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3323
#44762 Posted: 18:46:45 07/07/2019
cameron boyce has died and it feels like a personal punch to the gut. i grew up watching this guy on tv. hes MY age. its so wrong
84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx [online] Gems: 4996
#44763 Posted: 00:27:45 08/07/2019
Guess I should start planning out how I’m gonna end my life

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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44764 Posted: 05:57:19 09/07/2019
ive put so much stock into pop culture and sex jokes as a substitute for having a personality and its really gonna bite me in the ass isnt it
im really just an empty shell arent i


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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
Carmelita Fox Diamond Sparx Gems: 9733
#44765 Posted: 19:44:57 11/07/2019
**** dude don't play with my head like this
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44766 Posted: 03:50:36 12/07/2019
Sometimes I contemplate on leaving but I don't see what good it brings.


Just a thought.
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44767 Posted: 19:34:45 12/07/2019
i didnt spend enough time with her
i didnt go out with her when she still could, i didnt go over there enough, but then again neither of us did
and somehow, the thing that's worst of all?
i never got to watch the new halloween with her, like i promised so many times...

even though i knew her for what, three years? i enjoyed every minute with her
even though i have a lot of regrets, i have to try to be strong

theres people that need to mourn a lot more than i do, and i need to be there for them, however i can


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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44768 Posted: 07:34:47 14/07/2019
I don't know why but at some point I feel like there will be a time when I have a life. It will sad because I might not be able to talk to people from here for awhile. If that's what it takes to be successful in life and be able to help some people from here in the long run I will take that chance. I just need to stay locked in and be humble.
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willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44769 Posted: 08:33:17 14/07/2019
**** I became a mess after posting this
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 6408
#44770 Posted: 12:29:35 14/07/2019
why am i not brve enough to hurt myself

why am i here

why does it hurt to be here, im sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry should've never been, ever been ever why can't i stop making that mistake... why why why i'm suuch a mistake never evet i jus

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


another breakdown/anxiety attack
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I'm not a Goddess, rather an inner creativity having become a reality. Not your reality, but rather my own, a made-up sanity.
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 7085
#44771 Posted: 18:29:31 16/07/2019
where do all the rainbows go? to somewhere i dont know. where ever it is i want to go.
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looks like ive got some things to do...in hd
Lunar Green Sparx Gems: 221
#44772 Posted: 03:44:58 17/07/2019
there is something about this thread that i just, really appreciate yknow. it's a place to just shout into the void, release anything that's been pent up for a little bit too long. but it's not too secluded either. people still sometimes browse through these parts to silently but surely reassure everyone. sometimes they'll even step in to make sure things work out. it's just....nice.

honestly, it can be said about the whole site. it's why i think people come back. it's just a place where you can go when things are just a bit too much. it never really changes too much and the community (while it definitely has it's toxic aspects) is the kind where you can just sorta fit in and find your place no matter who you are. a lot of people around these parts are going through some pretty serious **** a lot of the time, a lot could be considered weird or rejects or the like, others just have problems and insecurities they don't wanna deal with 24/7. so sometimes its nice to lean back on this topic, this site, this community to just reassure that things aren't always as hard, because they weren't before. or hell, maybe they even were before, but we got through it then so why can't we get through it now..

why do you think this topic has almost 1000 pages, that the majority of the users on this site are yellow sparx and up, that quite a few users are still primarily using an outdated relic program like skype for offsite communication, that in the age of reddit and discord chats most people here would choose to use an aging forum from the mid-2000s, or that the off-topic boards have more activity than the majority of the games boards ever will. it's the community, it's that reassurance, it's that feeling that this place is, for better or for worse, a home.

it's just...nice.
Thunderdragon14 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5963
#44773 Posted: 04:33:39 17/07/2019
i just wanna show everyone my cat and then disappear again lollll
over a year ago my childhood cat passed away in probably the worst way possible and i dont think ive ever felt more devastated in my life. a few weeks ago i finally felt ready to get a cat so i left and showed up with a cat from a shelter without asking anybody lol. her name was noodle and she was a sweetheart. but we took her to the vet for a checkup and they gave her a vaccine that she had a reaction to. so a couple days later i found her passed away and it felt like losing malinko all over again. the shelter was really nice about it and they let me get another cat for free. this little fluffy bunny cat looked at me and i picked her up and she wouldnt let me go. so i took home vanna. i never thought getting another kitty would make me so happy. she is a little monster and a brat but i love her so much so i wanna show off vanna. she loves snuggles and sleeping on ur chest and shoving her nose in your face. she also doesnt have a tail so she literally looks like a bunny with a cat head hahaha
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always adopt
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go back to whining about your fish
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malefor64 Green Sparx Gems: 314
#44774 Posted: 21:08:13 17/07/2019
I would’ve much preferred people coming out and telling me they didn’t like me then lying behind a facade of we tried talking to you and everyone cares. Most people never actually talked to me, or gave up when I didn’t immediately give them the answer they liked. But you win. You all win.
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Feel free to pm me to talk!
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44775 Posted: 06:03:57 18/07/2019
this month is unspeakably hard
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
ShylaShadow Blue Sparx Gems: 623
#44776 Posted: 01:22:06 19/07/2019
I'm really glad I found this nice, small Spyro server. Everyone is so nice (minus like 2 people but the good outweigh the bad) and it's just really positive and lovely.
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Last Spyro fan here...surrounded by LoS fans...cry in a corner
BroGuy Blue Sparx Gems: 620
#44777 Posted: 08:51:02 19/07/2019
Quote: ShylaShadow
I'm really glad I found this nice, small Spyro server. Everyone is so nice (minus like 2 people but the good outweigh the bad) and it's just really positive and lovely.



Gib url.com
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No U
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44778 Posted: 13:52:35 19/07/2019
im really sick of hearing you talk about japan because its really clear you care far more about the people youve known for 6 months than the ones youve known for your entire life but go off i guess

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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
TheFlyingSeal Platinum Sparx Gems: 6120
#44779 Posted: 15:08:35 19/07/2019
I'm getting really tired of being surrounded by people who think about themselves rather than how other people feel.
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There's a light that shines, and it's power is mine. Though our body is weak and breakable, the spirit is indomitable!
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44780 Posted: 20:50:57 19/07/2019
this month took everything from me and the people i care about
but i cant take vengeance on time
all i can do is grieve
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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
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willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44781 Posted: 08:10:38 20/07/2019
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This week
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 7085
#44782 Posted: 19:40:18 20/07/2019
i like to role play, i just wish i wasnt so critical of role-plays.

like i used to love to role play on magistream but their rp section is either undertale or dragons. smilie while i love dragons, role playing as them gets a little stale.
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looks like ive got some things to do...in hd
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx [online] Gems: 5916
#44783 Posted: 19:45:55 20/07/2019
You're such a ****ing cheapskate, ffs.


I don't want to talk to anyone today.
Carmelita Fox Diamond Sparx Gems: 9733
#44784 Posted: 03:47:41 21/07/2019
tfw you're having a good day with ur family and friends but then u remember u have to go back to ur ****ty meaningless job tomorrow
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DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 5614
#44785 Posted: 03:12:43 23/07/2019
I couldn't even cry or say everything I wanted to say at her grave because I was too embarrassed to have a friend waiting in the car who could see me. That's ****ty huh ahaha.....


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Gay 4 GARcher
Jaggedstar Emerald Sparx Gems: 4950
#44786 Posted: 07:40:51 23/07/2019
i dont want to go to work
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hell yeah
TheFlyingSeal Platinum Sparx Gems: 6120
#44787 Posted: 17:48:17 23/07/2019


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There's a light that shines, and it's power is mine. Though our body is weak and breakable, the spirit is indomitable!
FedUpWolf Yellow Sparx Gems: 1023
#44788 Posted: 14:28:52 25/07/2019
Please don't tell me to move on. It's not that I'm wallowing in it and I'm not trying to get better, it is just that recovering from trauma takes lots of work and it is a very long process. I have made lots of progress already, and I am trying everyday.
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 5282
#44789 Posted: 20:04:48 26/07/2019
What is this, exactly?
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44790 Posted: 23:19:37 26/07/2019
Just beat death like a boss
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 5614
#44791 Posted: 02:50:34 27/07/2019
How DARE you hold money over his head in order to see me. I don't want to see you. I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to breathe the same air you do. I don't want to see you I don't want to see you I don't want to see you I don't want to see you I don't want to see you just go away you already left me once why don't you just leave forever


Parents man
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Gay 4 GARcher
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 656
#44792 Posted: 03:06:54 27/07/2019
I feel ya Camo

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fiiiine ill go along and change my icon for spook month but i maintain: I AM ETERNAL!
84skylanderdude Emerald Sparx [online] Gems: 4996
#44793 Posted: 06:48:07 27/07/2019
I don’t want to be alive anymore. I give up.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
ShylaShadow Blue Sparx Gems: 623
#44794 Posted: 11:23:54 27/07/2019
That spider was cursed
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Last Spyro fan here...surrounded by LoS fans...cry in a corner
Trix Master 100 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5942
#44795 Posted: 00:19:42 29/07/2019
So I hand you, the fix it felix of this house, a small honeywell fan and you cannot be assed to see what might be wrong with it? When I left to dog sit for a week... NOT ONLY THAT BUT MOM GOT ME ANOTHER TINY FAN AND YOU STORED THAT IN YOUR SHED LIKE THE APE MAN THAT YOU WASTE OF FLESH ARE? AND YOU EXPECT ART FROM ME?! **** YOU! THAT'S NOT HOW **** WORKS!
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willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4812
#44796 Posted: 02:52:28 29/07/2019
It's time to start coming in with a new mindset, new ballgame.
Grizzle Blue Sparx Gems: 992
#44797 Posted: 02:22:14 30/07/2019
I feel completely and utterly alone.
ShylaShadow Blue Sparx Gems: 623
#44798 Posted: 03:55:41 30/07/2019
You know, you leaving right after you read the triggers list really says a lot about you. It says that you're unwilling to change what you talk about for others to feel safe. When I advertised the server, I specifically said "we take triggers seriously here" and you wanted in. We even have a channel where you can talk about those things, it's just some users have it muted for their safety. You aren't completely forbidden from talking about the things on the list. But you chose to leave so, bye!


Anyway I'm moving on from that.

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I get to go swimming tomorrow!!!! I haven't swam in years! And then my sister is taking me to the big mall a few cities away on Wednesday! I'm excited but also nervous because I'm not used to waking up before 4 pm
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Last Spyro fan here...surrounded by LoS fans...cry in a corner
Vespi Yellow Sparx Gems: 1300
#44799 Posted: 20:29:13 30/07/2019
i havent felt this bad about myself in years

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I am Groot. (*I Guardians of the Galaxy 23:48*)
ThunderEgg Blue Sparx Gems: 656
#44800 Posted: 20:47:05 31/07/2019
oh heck heck i hate emailing people
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fiiiine ill go along and change my icon for spook month but i maintain: I AM ETERNAL!
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