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AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658
#43601 Posted: 10:27:09 24/09/2018
what a great feeling
Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43602 Posted: 19:56:37 24/09/2018
and thus begins my withdrawal back into myself so i can be left alone
Buchi Green Sparx Gems: 145
#43603 Posted: 22:30:44 24/09/2018
I must be really weak if I'm legitimately getting depressed over this... well, maybe not exactly depressed as such, but I'm definitely thinking way too much on this. Maybe I should try finding a way to bring this up sometime and sort this out? Yeah, but it's just so ridiculous, I shouldn't explain why I want to know at least. Ah well. Anyway, I have much more important things to worry about right now.
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Death is just a heartbeat away~
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4045
#43604 Posted: 23:34:42 24/09/2018
Time to get ready for workout hell
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The Slam Dunk™
Get Dunked On™
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4508
#43605 Posted: 23:47:22 24/09/2018
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M TOTALLY DOOMED
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My soul's been wandering through time, it's given me this strength of mine, How I am standing here today, is I'm no longer kept at bay
IsisStormDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6866
#43606 Posted: 00:37:43 25/09/2018
my rational brain: "things will be okay"
the anxiety cabin that is the rest of my brain: "DOOOOMED! WE'RE DOOMED!"
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Designed for military applications, it is simply called the Nightmare.
TheToyNerd Yellow Sparx Gems: 1866
#43607 Posted: 03:43:40 25/09/2018
I don’t deserve the friends I have. I suck at returning the favor and being a good socializer to people. I suck. I deserve to be alone
Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43608 Posted: 15:40:21 25/09/2018
we dont have class today
sorry, but youd know if you ever ****ing came to it
Buchi Green Sparx Gems: 145
#43609 Posted: 17:37:08 25/09/2018
Almost a day has passed and I'm still worrying about it. Why? Am I really this weak? I have so much better things to do...
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Death is just a heartbeat away~
Grizzle Green Sparx Gems: 373
#43610 Posted: 23:31:12 25/09/2018
I like you a lot, please don't stop talking to me...We were having such a good talk and I just hope I didn't do something wrong...I just hope you message me back today...
terrafin2299 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3100
#43611 Posted: 23:32:20 25/09/2018
i'm really enjoying the discord low key
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In College!
Pm me to talk on discord!
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1614
#43612 Posted: 01:33:02 27/09/2018
Oh, so when I call you out on your BS, now it's joking
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Skadiddly Dimpers
Skyhunter Emerald Sparx Gems: 4989
#43613 Posted: 12:32:22 27/09/2018
What? I'm not allowed to be in a bad mood and want to be left alone? I have to let you butt in and risk me getting pissed at you too, when I wasn't before? Why can't you just accept the fact that I work differently than you, and prefer to do things differently? All the times you've come screaming to me about everything that slightly inconveniences you, and me calmly and politely asking you to just leave me alone for a little bit one time is enough for you to block me? Fine. If you're not going to be mature about it, then **** you too.
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A man chooses. A slave obeys.
Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43614 Posted: 16:21:10 27/09/2018
why do i ever talk
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Thunderdragon14 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5339
#43615 Posted: 21:40:28 27/09/2018
yo i just found out all my issues are probably caused by hashimoto's hypothyroidism and im shook. like what if the hormone pillies make me normal and i dont have to get botox injections or anything anymore
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6382
#43616 Posted: 09:51:21 28/09/2018
Me: I might not be able to verbalise when I come home after these events because of -gives reasons-
Mother: That's fine
Me: -thinks- oh things might be getting better
Mother: as long as you come say hello and engage in small talk with me as soona s you get home from those events
Me: ah....
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 6096
#43617 Posted: 21:29:24 28/09/2018
I haven't been able to get you out of my mind lately. Well it is what it is. A bit too late for damage control now, right? Or has any damage been made at all? Yep, that seems about right.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4045
#43618 Posted: 23:23:19 28/09/2018
Hell and fire and PAIN
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The Slam Dunk™
Get Dunked On™
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 6305
#43619 Posted: 06:04:53 29/09/2018
basically me rn

[User Posted Image]
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looks like ive got some things to do
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4508
#43620 Posted: 06:06:42 29/09/2018
What even was today?
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My soul's been wandering through time, it's given me this strength of mine, How I am standing here today, is I'm no longer kept at bay
willspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4045
#43621 Posted: 07:28:34 29/09/2018
In about 12 hours I won't feel my legs from running
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The Slam Dunk™
Get Dunked On™
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 6096
#43622 Posted: 20:42:04 29/09/2018
Maybe it is the chemicals in my brain going berserk because I am tired but if I could choose otherwisely the response a handful of years ago, I wouldn't do it. It was a regular response to a message and its included question which did lead to chain reaction that I enjoyed very much. Thank you for it since it was you who initiated it all. But in the end it was a one-way-one-lane street that only you did travel while I forgot about what matters. My apologiea...
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
TheFlyingSeal Platinum Sparx Gems: 5375
#43623 Posted: 21:20:30 29/09/2018


Here's a video showing what the inside of my brain looks like this weekend if tiny people ran it like that one episode in spongebob
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This chamber has no windows and no doors, which offers you this chilling challenge: to find a way out! Of course, there’s always my way.
Beemo Gold Sparx Gems: 2077
#43624 Posted: 01:18:51 30/09/2018
Why do I have to be such an awkward idiot sometimes?
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Hakuna matata.
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4508
#43625 Posted: 04:58:45 01/10/2018
It's just constant reminders...
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My soul's been wandering through time, it's given me this strength of mine, How I am standing here today, is I'm no longer kept at bay
Bolt Emerald Sparx Gems: 4644
#43626 Posted: 05:36:49 01/10/2018
i want to see her again ;;
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it's no use crying over lost kittens or spilt milk
I draw stuff.
IsisStormDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6866
#43627 Posted: 09:37:37 01/10/2018
i frakked up so bad, how am i going to fix this?
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Designed for military applications, it is simply called the Nightmare.
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1614
#43628 Posted: 14:47:02 01/10/2018
Oh, that's nice
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Skadiddly Dimpers
Riolu-Blue-247 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6382
#43629 Posted: 21:59:41 01/10/2018
Maybe one day I won't feel anxious and bad the day after having a good conversation with a friend. I feel like I've messed up somewhere, i talked too much about bad things or i just talked too much. oof
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4508
#43630 Posted: 02:54:02 02/10/2018
I should probably say something, but that wouldn't change anything would it?
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My soul's been wandering through time, it's given me this strength of mine, How I am standing here today, is I'm no longer kept at bay
FedUpWolf Green Sparx Gems: 248
#43631 Posted: 08:13:43 02/10/2018
I really want to put my arms around him and snuggle into his chest.
Grizzle Green Sparx Gems: 373
#43632 Posted: 19:16:55 02/10/2018
stop it it's so obnoxious
kardonis Emerald Sparx Gems: 4508
#43633 Posted: 00:34:57 03/10/2018
I want to scream
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My soul's been wandering through time, it's given me this strength of mine, How I am standing here today, is I'm no longer kept at bay
weebbby Emerald Sparx Gems: 3986
#43634 Posted: 04:35:47 03/10/2018
Yeah... I’m being a complete hypocrite... and probably even starting to be passive aggressive at this point... But you’re completely rejecting any points I make, bringing up the same topics day after day, you’re blowing every single thing out of proportion, and snapping when I just try to make simple comparisons. You focus on the minute details, that, while important, don’t completely influence things the way you tend to think. But you’re so set in those focuses that nothing you say these days makes sense, you’re downgrading everything to simple base forms where things don’t even connect anymore, yet stringing them together with the tightest knots you can. You refuse to even acknowledge that none of this is exclusively the way you feel, you’re making excuses to the point that it sounds stupid and illogical to argue against it. All of this? It’s exactly what I do, and exactly what you’ve helped me through before. But I’m failing at helping, to the point I feel like I’m consistently doing more harm than good for you. I don’t want you to feel like I’m abandoning you, but I know you’re just the slightest bit better off with me not interacting quite as heavily for a few days... I don’t want to abandon you, but it’s something that talking through with me obviously isn’t helping you...

Not toward you if you think it is
Bolt Emerald Sparx Gems: 4644
#43635 Posted: 05:28:29 04/10/2018
Okay okay I'm feeling a little better about myself right now. I've left an impression on everyone at work, apparently, and everyone there likes me!! Oh I'm so glad!
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it's no use crying over lost kittens or spilt milk
I draw stuff.
HeyitsHotDog Emerald Sparx Gems: 4343
#43636 Posted: 02:37:56 05/10/2018
Should have started 3 years ago.....


Thinking about how long it's been, damn.....I've never felt anything like that before. Shame, anger, and sadness all mixed into one. It feels horrid.
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When ever you get scared or nervous about something, you gotta do your best to keep on smiling and Go Beyond Plus Ultra!
Sesshomaru75 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5125
#43637 Posted: 01:35:30 06/10/2018
Yeah, at this point I think it's safe to say that I only tolerate you and nothing more.
You're like an emotionless robot to me half of the time, and your overall behavior and attitude about things makes you generally unlikable in my eyes outside of perhaps your humor most of the time.

Other than that, perhaps you were right about how I feel about you, because I'm reminded time and time again why I don't enjoy being around you or talking to you other than the occasional funny joke you make.
I'm sure you don't like my behavior or attitude either, and I can live with and accept that because I know a lot of other people feel the same about me, myself included.

But even then I have a tolerance level for things, and you too frequently surpass it for me to really want to call you my friend or anything of the sort.
It feels bad to say this, but that's just how I feel. I guess at least the fact that I feel bad saying this shows that I have at least some empathy towards you left in me, but it isn't enough otherwise.


I'm starting to like people less and less, and it hurts.
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Well slap my ass and call me Richard, you seem to be mentally handicapped
Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43638 Posted: 03:29:10 06/10/2018
no matter how hard i try, it feels like im still getting worse

is this stupid meatsack of a body capable of positive emotions because im really starting to think it isnt
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 6305
#43639 Posted: 05:33:47 06/10/2018
idk fam. not really sure if i wanna keep my job here.

trying to leave work is..like...the most stressful time of the day because i have to worry about asshat leaving and you getting mad at me.

i have enough on my plate atm, i dont need you being like this when im triyng to leave

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i cant imagine being this petty
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looks like ive got some things to do
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Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43640 Posted: 06:13:58 06/10/2018
[User Posted Image]
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terrafin2299 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3100
#43641 Posted: 17:45:50 06/10/2018
i'll just shut up. not like anyone wants me there anyway
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In College!
Pm me to talk on discord!
TheToyNerd Yellow Sparx Gems: 1866
#43642 Posted: 01:06:22 07/10/2018
Loser loser loser loser loser loser loser!

God I am such a ****ing loser!!!!!!!
DragonCamo Emerald Sparx Gems: 4869
#43643 Posted: 03:38:33 07/10/2018
Please stop asking me :))) I don't want her ****ing number and I don't need her help, i'd rather die :)))
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Ask me about Archer Emiya
Buchi Green Sparx Gems: 145
#43644 Posted: 11:02:58 07/10/2018
I wonder if this was a good idea after all...
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Death is just a heartbeat away~
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 5680
#43645 Posted: 17:59:22 07/10/2018
I get sooo giddy and happy when people call me that, I really enjoy it. AAAAHHHH Happy thoughts! Even if it's just in that chat place and group!~ <3
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Quote: Vespi
EVERYONE
EVEN XOUNYA
IS IN SMASH
confirmed
Project_Unnamed Platinum Sparx Gems: 6096
#43646 Posted: 18:06:25 07/10/2018
Dear lord, I am an idiot. Acknowledging one's own intellectual limitations and horrid state of wisdom does not help when concepts you try to learn are actually out of your nature-given abilities. Well, let's hope that the lottery ticket gives me the jackpot someday or else I'm in for a miserable and not-even-mediocre professional and personal life.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
TheToyNerd Yellow Sparx Gems: 1866
#43647 Posted: 21:02:28 07/10/2018
The worst part about trying to get better with controlling your emotions is knowing the damage that was caused by a previous lack of control.

I’ve probably turned off so many friends forever and now whenever I see them, I just got super guilty and can’t bring myself to apologize and start over. I’ve been given so many chances with other people to get my **** together and just squandered it in the heat of a moment.
Buchi Green Sparx Gems: 145
#43648 Posted: 21:07:04 07/10/2018
Guess I was wrong. I... I need to stop this. I thought I needed to talk to others to help myself, but it doesn't work. I need to keep my problems to myself and only myself. Anything else just makes things worse, and that's not good.
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Death is just a heartbeat away~
Vespi Blue Sparx Gems: 538
#43649 Posted: 17:12:58 08/10/2018
well, that went well
now i have some strategies to cope now, and im feeling good about today!! i can do it!!
parisruelz12 Hunter Gems: 6305
#43650 Posted: 18:48:38 08/10/2018
honestly you are kind of annoying
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looks like ive got some things to do
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