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TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41751 Posted: 23:30:36 03/04/2018
I don’t... wanna talk to you right now...

Why did I have such a violent reaction there? I haven’t been doing anything wrong or anything, I just got so pissed off that I heard something other nothing while trying to take time out and draw. Ugh...
Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 9954
#41752 Posted: 01:57:21 04/04/2018
A long talk would be nice, taking an aggressive route really won't solve anything it seems.
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Twinkies and 2hus
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41753 Posted: 03:10:49 04/04/2018
i need to curl up and just... die. not like anyone would notice I was gone. It would be better, obviously. I'm such a waste of space and resources. The world would definitely be better without me in it. So why am I so weak that I can't remove myself? Why can't I just do it?


it never mattered in the first place
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
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ClassicSpyroLUV Yellow Sparx Gems: 1193
#41754 Posted: 03:40:34 04/04/2018
Quote: Sesshomaru75
Just to add one thing before I stop, I find the fact that he came back just to do this on this day specifically kind of ironic, considering all of this is actually how he feels, which in itself is kind of a joke. (Even if he's being serious)

Also, Samius, if you want, I could tell you via PM what he did to cause himself to hold a grudge against us.


Can I get a PM? Sorry if I'm out of line for asking but I'm kind of a sucker for drama. If you don't want to tell me just say so, or do nothing whichever.
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8179
#41755 Posted: 03:53:44 04/04/2018
I apologize if it seems like I have a ego today. I never really am a egotistical person. Or at least I feel like I am not. Idk. Maybe I do have an ego and may be need to back off and chill for like 24 hours and give you some breathing space. Whilst I rethink my life (especially since I basically slept until 3pm).

Like I know I may have ****ed up in the earlier convo, because **** I got some info wrong/mixed up and you have made good points. So I'll just ****ing shut up rn.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#41756 Posted: 04:38:13 04/04/2018
Quote: Sesshomaru75
God damn, I forgot how good that was.


I want to do that again.



Someone just had sex
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41757 Posted: 04:39:11 04/04/2018
Quote: Metallo
Quote: Sesshomaru75
God damn, I forgot how good that was.


I want to do that again.



Someone just had sex



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Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41758 Posted: 19:48:19 04/04/2018
what a downright boring day...
a girl could kill for some excitement around here
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41759 Posted: 21:57:36 04/04/2018
deep breath. its ok to just be alive.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6239
#41760 Posted: 22:07:44 04/04/2018
The best jokes are the ones where you can't tell if it's a joke.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7569
#41761 Posted: 01:02:46 05/04/2018
this has been the worst two weeks of my life.....


i just hope this loan goes through fast.....


im sorry that i failed. im an idiot



beep boop
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41762 Posted: 04:32:13 05/04/2018
the rest of today was nice ;w;
Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7301
#41763 Posted: 12:12:40 05/04/2018
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I wouldn't mind starting to talk to people here on dS again like I used to back in the day, but I have no idea who to start talking to and how I'd start up a conversation. ^^;
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41764 Posted: 17:17:18 05/04/2018
well thats how life goes i guess
yesterday was great, today is uh
really not good


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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41765 Posted: 17:34:04 05/04/2018
I can't believe someone can be so dense.
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3328
#41766 Posted: 20:37:01 05/04/2018
not about anyone here

why do hypocrites exist
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8399
#41767 Posted: 22:27:19 05/04/2018
unfruitful people spewing out stuff they know nothing about
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658
#41768 Posted: 04:20:45 06/04/2018
Why do I have such a difficult time holding a conversation with other males?
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5528
#41769 Posted: 05:37:55 06/04/2018
I can't ****ing believe a person's mental state can possibly be this bad; that someone could legitimately want death this ****ing much. I'm appalled that my trying to help you makes you feel betrayed. You're saying that the nice friendly thing to do would be to let you die because that's what you want to do. No. I can't ****ing do that. I'm not standing around anymore hoping it gets better, because it won't. I'm taking action. I don't care if you hate me for this, or if it nonsensically hurts that I'm trying to ****ing save the life of the person I love. Actions need to be taken to help you. It's an absolute necessity. I'm not letting you kill yourself no matter how badly you want to. I don't think you realize how much your life being in actual danger affects other people. If you're not going to make even the slightest effort to help your mental state, then I'm going to have to do what I can from half a planet away. I don't want to make it about me but **** it's also the most stressful thing in the world to have someone's actual life on your hands. I wish you had even just one other person to live for.


Angry, upset, confused, scared, sad, worried, don't know what to feel. Had to vent somewhere.
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
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AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658
#41770 Posted: 05:51:40 06/04/2018
Does anyone else have happy dreams and then you wake up feeling sad? I have those dreams way too often..
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41771 Posted: 08:23:36 06/04/2018
I love calls like this.
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3328
#41772 Posted: 01:39:09 07/04/2018
why is the universe doing this, im a nice guy, im funny, im kind, im a great friend...So why is the universe or god or whoever the **** is in charge of my garbage life doing this to me
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7081
#41773 Posted: 04:04:47 07/04/2018
I feel just a little guilty for this, but it's oddly a bit funny and even a bit refreshing to send an email charging the girl who apparently called exec "passive" for not showing up to stuff because she didn't feel like it.


Ahh college organization drama.
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#41774 Posted: 04:30:24 07/04/2018
Another night alone. Another night hating my life. And another night hoping it all ends
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41775 Posted: 04:57:08 07/04/2018
man that video game sure did piss me off! > : (
i know what ill do! ill rip it apart on the internet like an adult! /s


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84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5528
#41776 Posted: 06:08:01 07/04/2018
Guess I really ****ed things up between us, didn't I?

I was only trying to do what I could to help you. I'm sure just about any person thinking logically about this would have done the same; tried to get more help in your life. Or maybe not. Maybe I'm just a ****ing idiot as always and my decision made no sense. Perhaps I am the one who is fallible due to my stupidity. I know I ended up hurting you but I wish you could see I had only just intentions. I only wanted to help you get back to being able to enjoy life, to not want to die all the time.

I suppose our relationship is probably over, huh? We haven't had a chance to discuss it since you're avoiding me now but I can't imagine you would want to continue. Nine months of going strong and then it abruptly ends because I tried to help; because I cared about you and worried for you. I didn't see anything wrong. I still don't see any flaws in my logic yet you hate me for it now. I'm an idiot. **** me. I wish I could die. By trying to help I'm clearly only damaging you. I'm surprised you didn't cut ties with me a long time ago. I'm a worthless human and a waste of oxygen. I would say I'm sorry but I know you wouldn't care.


I can't get to sleep tonight
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41777 Posted: 06:59:20 07/04/2018
^I feel bad for you man : (
Cynder_Rox Gold Sparx Gems: 2322
#41778 Posted: 07:00:10 07/04/2018
wish I could fall asleep :( feeling anxious
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41779 Posted: 08:57:06 07/04/2018
**** I'm feeling anxious now.
Chompy-King257 Gold Sparx Gems: 2956
#41780 Posted: 12:45:28 07/04/2018
Of course today had to start like this, huh? God forbid I wake up to a nice, normal morning for once.
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad"
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41781 Posted: 15:07:37 07/04/2018
oof am i really this territorial?
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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8512
#41782 Posted: 18:36:34 07/04/2018
I was going to write this long winded PT about how I've felt this week, but honestly, I'm just gonna put it into a song form.

How I've felt since January -

The zest of life has vanish. Only the skeleton remains, unexpectedly vile...I used to be better, I used to be better, I used to be better.

How I've been feeling all this week -

I drank champagne with kings and queens, the politicians praised my name. But those are someone else's dreams: the pitfalls of the man I became. For years and years, I chased their cheers, a crazy speed of always needing more, but when I stop and see you here I remember who all this was for
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41783 Posted: 23:38:51 07/04/2018
Do NOT contact me again. Try it one more time and I’ll get a restraining order on your ass.


ugh
not anyone on here, obviously
Dark Thumper Ripto Gems: 384
#41784 Posted: 00:25:03 08/04/2018
it really is getting easier for me to do, i think it will happen soon.
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8201
#41785 Posted: 01:48:07 08/04/2018
We do love you, I promise you.


I'm at a loss of words too. I don't know how to approach that.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#41786 Posted: 02:06:51 08/04/2018
Damn, I'm handsome
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41787 Posted: 04:49:07 08/04/2018
I feel sad and I don't like it. ):

I don't know why but I sometimes feel like everyone will turn on me in the future. I'm starting to feel more anxious as the day goes on and I hope it's temporarily. I feel like I deserve this because I think I've been a dick sometimes to people and I should stop.

I can still see the future being bright. Lets hope these thoughts don't get in the way.

I really want to get to know some people more after thinking about it and talk to them 1 on 1 through pm or voice chat.
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kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#41788 Posted: 04:56:34 08/04/2018
I can't be mad at you, but I'm still disappointed that had to happen. Would have really liked to continue talking tonight.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3847
#41789 Posted: 08:52:56 08/04/2018
I really do think I hate you. I'm not trying to be edgy or anything, I think you're just such a ****ty person, there's nothing else I can feel towards you. I just wake up and you're on the phone wanting to talk to me. You apparently called my mom first and then yelled at her because she wouldn't let you talk to me. You hide behind being reasonable,, and telling it like it is, but you don't. All you do is claim you're reasonable, and lash out when anyone questions you. I told you I had just gotten up and wasn't ready to talk, but all you did was yell at me and threaten me. I'm so ****ing glad you're in a different country at the moment. Now that you're started drinking again, you're probably going to be addicted again. Those few times where you were drunk were the worst memories of my life. It takes your normal assholery and self-centered-ness and makes it ten times worse. I can't even be sure you won't hit me if you're drinking again, but you don't even care. You claim you do, but if you did you would act differently. You might actually accept that other people are right sometimes, and especially about you. But instead you don't care. You will not do any self-reflection, and see that maybe other people are right. Instead you just shout at people until they give up and tell you you're right. You have treated me like a child all the time, acting as if you're teaching me something when I already know it. You act like you're a genius, but people only treat you like you know what you're doing because if they don't you'll get in a screaming match with them.

You call me first thing in the morning to tell me I'm wrong, that I'm delusional and don't understand anything, but you do. Telling me people will beat me to death, as if I don't already know that. You say the most ignorant **** I've ever heard, and then claim you're still supportive. You said what is quite literally the stupidest goddamn thing I've heard in my entire ****ing life. "You can either be a tall strong white guy and have the power to do what you want and help other people, or you can do something to help yourself." I didn't respond because honestly, I just couldn't even process the sheer amount of stupidity you managed to put into one sentence, but I know if I had, you would have called me selfish for wanting to have a better life. I'm not going to be some hero, or some warrior, saving people's lives. I'd never be able to. You talk about violence, yet then you tell me I should go around saving lives, as if that's not dangerous? To fight for other people's rights, but not my own, solely because you don't like it? And yet you still repeat that you're supportive. You could only be less supportive if you tried to beat me to death yourself, and I'm honestly scared you'll try, just to prove a point.

So instead my options are: fear for my life that you'll attack me when you get here, and know that you'll at least try and make life hell and harass me all the time, or: conform to your every belief for at least 2 more years until I can move out, if I don't end up killing myself by then. What wonderful options you've presented me with.

Apparently you threatened my mom that you'll cut off all financal support too. What a wonderful person you are



**** yourself
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Dead
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41790 Posted: 01:07:19 09/04/2018
boy i havent had a good “cry and stare at the ceiling” in a long time

god i hate myself
whered all my positivity from spring break go?


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wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7081
#41791 Posted: 01:40:33 09/04/2018
Well this hurts like hell. Can this pain just go away so I can live a happy-ish life again? Pleaaaase?


yay headaches and nausea
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41792 Posted: 03:10:30 09/04/2018
This was singlehandedly the worst series of decisions I’ve ever made in my life and I hope to god that I can get a second chance on this assignment. And I wonder why I beat myself up all the time...
wanderist Platinum Sparx Gems: 7081
#41793 Posted: 05:01:41 09/04/2018
Could this damn school for once not make their registration process so stupid I feel my blood pressure spiking? I am a rising junior, I meet all prerequisites. Why can I not sign up for 300 level courses. Meanwhile these are required courses that are only offered once a year and will fill up.


There are times I don't like my school
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#41794 Posted: 05:02:15 09/04/2018
Damn, I wish we could meet

That'd be awesome
CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6239
#41795 Posted: 06:22:40 09/04/2018
This could either end really well or really badly.
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41796 Posted: 10:49:08 09/04/2018
Thank you sooo much... I can’t believe that actually worked, but I’m glad for it.

I am never procrastinating that hard again, that’s for sure. God, I’m an idiot sometimes
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41797 Posted: 12:06:25 09/04/2018
I'm starting to be able to talk to more people, and talk to people one on one. I'm starting to actually do the growing up I needed to do, hopefully this progress continues and stay. I don't want to get worse again.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
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