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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41551 Posted: 09:26:12 02/03/2018
I'm an overreacting little ***** who needs to just stop talking and probably is better off dying.


ignore me.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10179
#41552 Posted: 15:52:40 02/03/2018
This is a strong one. Well nothing that I cannot overcome and fight against. It'll be alright, it'll be alright.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
Darby Platinum Sparx Gems: 5738
#41553 Posted: 16:09:35 02/03/2018 | Topic Creator
There's been a shooting at a college 2 hours from me that my friends attend and two people have been killed so far. So that's not nerve-wracking or anything
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 16:09:56 02/03/2018 by Darby
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#41554 Posted: 16:27:41 02/03/2018
Ever feel like you've gotten over something too easily? Something really bad happened, but you just sorta get over it in a day? I feel like I should care a lot more, but I'm just so relaxed about it, like it didn't even matter, when nothing could be further than the truth.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116
#41555 Posted: 16:41:36 02/03/2018
Quote: Darby
There's been a shooting at a college 2 hours from me that my friends attend and two people have been killed so far. So that's not nerve-wracking or anything



that's horrifying!
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#41556 Posted: 21:39:51 02/03/2018
More than anything, I just want to feel like I matter to someone. I’m pretty worthless, so if I was at least useful to someone, I’d at least feel like I have a purpose. Even if it’s just to make someone else happy.
It’s selfish of me when I think about it; I devote so much time and energy to helping others, and I have helped them a lot, but I still feel useless, like maybe I’m not doing enough.
**** it. I’m not happy, and maybe I never will be at this point. Oh well.

I’m one sad sack of ****, wew.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7027
#41557 Posted: 17:19:08 03/03/2018
Sometimes people just look for reasons to be upset.
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#41558 Posted: 17:41:02 03/03/2018
I’m glad you’re able to confide in me again, but... Why’re you telling me all this? I’m sorry but you always sound like a broken record when the topic shifts to this sort of thing. I especially dislike you telling me this on account of how badly you burned me a while back. Why should I listen to this when you screwed me over like that? Why do I need to listen to someone who took advantage of my vulnerability?
This a load of bull****. Shut up.
But I’d never tell you that, because I have no backbone.
Walk all over this doormat just a little more, why don’t ya?
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41559 Posted: 00:17:04 04/03/2018
that was too far
please never ****ing do that again


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Bolt Hunter Gems: 6135
#41560 Posted: 06:14:25 04/03/2018
Am I doing everything right?
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No one is willing to help me or offer advice besides my mum, and she says I'm doing everything fine.. but she's one person, who doesn't have to work because she married a man who is able to solely provide for the family. Most people don't have that opportunity.
That nagging feeling in my head never goes away. Deep down I know everything I'm doing is wrong and will get me completely nowhere.
I know I'm going to have a bleak future. They don't need to lie to me, they all know it too.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#41561 Posted: 17:28:18 04/03/2018
I don’t feel comfy enough to say it to you directly but, I’m grateful that you actually want to talk to me, and that you wanted to check to see if I was alright. People aren’t considerate like that to me anymore. Thank you, so much.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8226
#41562 Posted: 19:10:06 04/03/2018
I can't believe it's been two years today.


I miss you, buddy.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41563 Posted: 01:48:13 05/03/2018
****ing goddamn do I feel lonely as **** 24/7. I shouldn't because I have friends, but I rarely talk to them outside of school (I've been so busy with work anyway I haven't made time for hanging out anyway). I hate that I'm so perpetually lonely all the ****ing time. I should be more social. I should try harder to meet new people, but I'm a **** head who would rather whine about this problem than fix it himself, so I guess I should just go off and die, then. What a loser I am sometimes...
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 01:48:45 05/03/2018 by TheToyNerd
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8087
#41564 Posted: 02:27:35 05/03/2018
omfg i dont even remember the last time i was this happy
i got to hang with my new boyfriend today and we cuddled for like 4 hours straight!!!!!! HES SOOO NICE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe a few months ago i was in such a bad relationship. where was this dude all my life??????? im so happy im crying smilie
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41565 Posted: 07:18:50 05/03/2018
The fact you're still here frightens me.
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41566 Posted: 16:17:22 05/03/2018
>roll for initiative
>2
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Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10179
#41567 Posted: 18:11:01 05/03/2018
Damn it, I'm going to fail this. I just have the gut feeling about that even though I've done the work, learned some and all that. Kind of annoying to have two minds about things. the other part is down-to-earth and plays rationally based on facts and reality and the other just let's all the "negative" things to take control. Well at least I have a solid alternative plan to fix the issue.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 18:15:51 05/03/2018 by Project_Unnamed
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8226
#41568 Posted: 23:28:55 05/03/2018
Good talk, still don't want you here, but good talk.


IRL stuff.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#41569 Posted: 23:44:43 05/03/2018
tbh youre all losers who have an ego because they dont talk to others and socialize
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7569
#41570 Posted: 00:27:03 06/03/2018
i wish my granpda were still alive...


he would have loved the ratchet and clank movie, and the N. Sane trilogy.

i miss him.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5528
#41571 Posted: 00:46:00 06/03/2018
**** oceans and **** flight expenses
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41572 Posted: 03:41:08 06/03/2018
i didnt need that comment tonight
now im more worried about this whole coming out thing than ever


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Dark Bro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4514
#41573 Posted: 05:04:11 06/03/2018
Rest easy, brother. Your soul is finally at peace. I just wish I had a chance to say goodbye...
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"The circumstances of one's birth are irrelevant. It is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are."
Mewtwo - Pokemon:The First Movie
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41574 Posted: 07:02:48 06/03/2018
it’s only now that i realize all the opportunities i had that easily couldve messed up my life
im glad my friends and family helped push me the other way <3
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Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116
#41575 Posted: 13:05:56 06/03/2018
starting my special day off ****ty, goooood

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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7569
#41576 Posted: 18:17:12 06/03/2018
haha

that’s my life

the background character that always gets yelled at, blamed for things and gets shoved aside the minute something better comes along.

i wish people would just communicate when they want me to leave or when they want me to leave them alone.



i love getting yelled at first thing in the morning
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looks like ive got some things to do...
emeraldzoroark Platinum Sparx Gems: 5375
#41577 Posted: 21:39:47 06/03/2018
I should stop making a big deal of my issues. Everyone goes through this. I’m not special. I don’t deserve to be distracted by these thoughts.


My last post in Personal Thoughts until I inevitably lose willpower.
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Soon.
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8226
#41578 Posted: 23:56:00 06/03/2018
*Sigh*
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 23:57:25 06/03/2018 by HeyitsHotDog
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41579 Posted: 02:14:42 07/03/2018
I'm reminded again I should never open my mouth to say anything.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8087
#41580 Posted: 02:37:00 07/03/2018
i love!! ur cuddles!!!!!
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41581 Posted: 02:41:04 07/03/2018
Boy, I sure love being super lonely all night, every night. Ech... brain. Please stop this

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Stupid... I hate feeling so jealous of stupid **** like this. My arm is so sore. Better that than my head, I guess. I'm such a goddamn loser, man... Why does anyone even ****ing talk to me. I'm a boring ass ****ing idiot.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:18:50 07/03/2018 by TheToyNerd
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#41582 Posted: 03:08:58 07/03/2018
End of the week please get here soon.
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8226
#41583 Posted: 03:19:33 07/03/2018
You will ****ing not treat him that way. You are here out of the kindness of our hearts and if you continue to do this you WILL NOT be here long.


Spoiler'd for off color language.

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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:23:35 07/03/2018 by HeyitsHotDog
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#41584 Posted: 03:46:50 07/03/2018
What do you see in him, honestly? Because the more I see, the more I realize he's a piece of garbage. A few months ago I'd be saying it out of jealousy, but now you just deserve better than him, you really do.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#41585 Posted: 04:17:06 08/03/2018
Why did I say that?
VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6563
#41586 Posted: 06:42:05 08/03/2018
What has happened to me in this place? I would like to go back to the old one when I was in green, blue, yellow & some of gold sparx, where I was more communicator in the forum & profiles of those who spoke to me, now I only see the comments of others, I do not answer at the right time when someone talks to me & when I want to speak I get scared for believing that I will say something uncomfortable, strange or WTF.
I want my old me from this place; where I spoke without problems, I felt secure with myself & happy to be here.
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109
#41587 Posted: 18:36:14 08/03/2018
sometimes i feel like the world would be better off without me.
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8226
#41588 Posted: 18:49:03 08/03/2018
You're gonna make this feel like a loooong month.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#41589 Posted: 19:20:26 08/03/2018
I feel like I'm just repressing this, maybe I should talk to someone, but there's really nobody I can talk to. Not about this.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41590 Posted: 21:08:19 08/03/2018
im finally ****ing free for a week
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7569
#41591 Posted: 00:33:56 09/03/2018
"Rune Factory 5 was greenlit"

ME:
[User Posted Image]
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Ezajium Blue Sparx Gems: 684
#41592 Posted: 03:03:39 09/03/2018
I lied when I said that thinking about it was helping for once. Well, I didn't lie to you, I lied to myself
It's just these past couple days have been so special
But they're also eliciting the same feelings I try to avoid
Because they're making me feel just as second-rate as my real life
But at the same time
I love the people of both worlds so much
And I can't break any of those bonds
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Just relax, and the stream of time will take you wherever you need to go. Just gently drift along with the flow and you'll be there before you know it.
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#41593 Posted: 04:42:04 09/03/2018
As ridiculous as it sounds, more and more I'm realising the depression that Sayori showed in ddlc is scarily similar to mine. And it seems I'm heading for the same ending point.


it's just another day
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#41594 Posted: 16:34:38 09/03/2018
the **** did you do
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DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#41595 Posted: 23:23:24 10/03/2018
I kind of wonder if it’s that good of an idea to keep my family in the dark about the things I went through... They only know about what they’ve witnessed, our collective experiences.
But who knows what they’d have to say if they knew the full story of my life from 2015-2017? Everything. About the people I met. The people who completely screwed me up. Ones that gave me trust issues, ruined my ability to genuinely connect to and open up to others.
What if they knew everything?
My fear is they’d not trust me for keeping such major secrets from them. Or they’d get angry at me for not defending myself in situations that I could’ve easily protected myself from, or just not walking away.
For that reason I feel way better simply keeping these things to myself. I don’t think it counts as “trauma” anyways. Maybe it’s not as important as I think it is?

I wish I wasn’t so conflicted.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#41596 Posted: 23:27:13 10/03/2018
I'm just a big mistake...
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8459
#41597 Posted: 00:15:19 11/03/2018
a bunch of people forgetting you can not only play video games but you can have a life as well.
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10179
#41598 Posted: 00:35:34 11/03/2018
Quote: somePerson
a bunch of people forgetting you can not only play video games but you can have a life as well.



What is this sorcery you're talking about? I do neither and I have no life!
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
ShadowMewX Diamond Sparx Gems: 8081
#41599 Posted: 02:04:50 11/03/2018
Morning glow is almost here.
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Let's bust bunsen burners and bounce!
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