darkSpyro

WELL PLAYED >:""(

i feel bad about missing work like this but i feel like **** and i guess it all just works out in the end actually..

my mom is at the store, my dad wont be home..

plus i think the cold is going away so getting some rest today will rly help me out..

Dun dun dun...

I like the fact that the tw computers that are not being used for anything and are buried in a huge ****ing mess are "work computers" and that I'm not allowed to use them. Mine isn't a work computer, you know why? Because it doesn't ****ing work.

To be honest you're a ****ing dumbass when it comes to freedom of speech.

I can't do it. Just why in the hell can't do it?

Why do I act like I hate cats? I had a bright past with those animals before the whole incedent when I was like... five. I can't stop thinking about when I was four, all I can remember about that moment was "Look at the kitty, daddy!" and that's it. That's all I remember from that day. I barely remember what that stray cat looked like, it was years ago, I'm surprised I even remember saying that.

I hate when people ask how I am or how I have been, they never want a genuine answer. So I force a smile and shrug. I hate being asked anything that makes me think about myself. Its horrid, thinking about myself. I dont see anything good when I look in the mirror, I dont think anything good when I think of myself. I cant. And I dont know how much longer I can stand existing like this.

back to the future is sooo goooood oh my god <3

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back to the future is sooo goooood oh my god <3

OMG are you my Dad?

lets drag everyone up to grandma's


few hours before i have to go to work


great idea.

you know what? i think ur all stupid for doing this.

i think you should have just waited till i went to work, but whatever

what do i know about anything "i'm still young" -____-

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FML

Quote: Drawdler

Thinking of posting stories from my past, people I knew, stuff like that. Already wrote a bit but not sure it's worth doing more. How interested would people be?

i would be..

Quote: Drawdler

Thinking of posting stories from my past, people I knew, stuff like that. Already wrote a bit but not sure it's worth doing more. How interested would people be?

I would enjoy it, I remember Mettallo doing something similar as well, it was captivating.

Later on, maybe in a few years I will do my own.

Oh, okay. Yeah that was it!

But anyways, I do look forward to what you are going to do.

The number 777 is supposed to be lucky....why is it not....

^ I don't think your story should be in Personal Thoughts, it should be moved elsewhere.

This thread isn't a journal, it's Personal Thoughts. I don't want to sound mean about this but your story is far more then a personal thought. Memories yea, personal thoughts, no. Make a topic so others can comment in it. Thanks.

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I'll just delete it. I don't really wanna go that far.

... God dammit. This actually makes me pretty sad. I spent so long writing that and just ended up removing it from here anyway and nobody comments on my art when I actually make a topic for it. This makes me feel kinda sad about my work.
Lately I feel more and more like just sticking with friends because I'm starting to get more stressed the last few days and sometimes I only feel like I get feedback or appreciation of my art from that. But I don't wanna become a hermit.

I think I should just take a break from people for a couple of days, I think my stress is coming from feeling overstimulated.

If it makes ya feel any better, I read it and thought it was great

Quote: Drawdler

I'll just delete it. I don't really wanna go that far.

... God dammit. This actually makes me pretty sad. I spent so long writing that and just ended up removing it from here anyway and nobody comments on my art when I actually make a topic for it. This makes me feel kinda sad about my work.
Lately I feel more and more like just sticking with friends because I'm starting to get more stressed the last few days and sometimes I only feel like I get feedback or appreciation of my art from that. But I don't wanna become a hermit.

Don't feel too bad about it, famalam. My thread in that section only had 1 user reply to it. Most people don't look at that section. If they do, it appears that they mainly respond to topics with "taking requests" in the title. :T

For a guy in a position of so much power, you're pretty lazy.

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Nice to know that they're all good this season.

Thank you mother for reinforcing the idea that I am a worthless excuse for a human being.

I feel alone and pathetic and I don't really know what to do about it anymore. Is this just how it'll always be? Will I just be outside looking in on everyone else being happy feeling like a little **** for not experiencing the same?

I feel like a whiner. People don't really care so why talk **** about it?

I appreciate that you pound on my door to just insult me, then walk away, and now you're blasting your music through the house while I'm trying to do my school. Thanks, it's appreciated that you're making everything 10 times harder than it needs to be :'))))))))))

I hate that I basically have to watch this presidential debate because the medical school I'm interviewing with tomorrow could decide to ask me about it. >.>

worry worry worry

Ouch. I tried not to dwell on it but I can't help but feel you maced me with that comment.
With every similar remark you drop, you make me even less inclined to be there when you need me because it feels more like I'm doing this to keep you in line rather than to share some downtime which is what we both wanted (I think?). I know I'm one person and consequently incapable of filling other roles but some things are just best kept to yourself... I'm good with pick me ups, just not chronically I've come to notice.
This may come off as me baring teeth but I assure you I will still try my best not to make distance between us because I'm just that caring and tolerant. You're pretty cool otherwise too.

That surge of stress caused my ailed leg to start aching again oh goody.

YES, THANK YOU FOR PLAYING YOUR GODDAMN MUSIC SO LOUN IT"S VIBRATING THE DAMN HOUSE, AND SO EARY IN THE MORNING WHILE I'M TRYING TO ****ING SLEEP.


Nah, I didn't want to sleep, or be able to concentrate on my schoolwork, it's much appreciated you've been doing this for two days.

My school picture looks horrible....

mod finally spotted my comments on qcs profile lmfao dying

reading PT posts from 2011-2012 be like

tfw u dont **** up but u make someone feel slightly uncomfortable but because of that you hate yourself for the rest of the night and would legitimately rather die than ever play that game again

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this hole is only getting deeper lmao

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Why don't I have the power to just take myself to the bed and go to sleep? I literally feel like I can't do it. I really need more sleep than I've been getting but... I know I'll just be up for another few hours anyway, might as well spend it doing something. And stupid pains keeping me up rn.

I ****ing hate the phrase, "It's just my opinion". JUST BECAUSE IT'S YOUR OPINION DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T CHALLENGE IT!!! IT'S CALLED HAVING A ****ING DISCUSSION ABOUT YOU INVALID

How to Make Someone Forget Their Manners With One Easy Step

http://www.livescience.com/532...bpr=30478646760
well now is the perfect time for me to be a contrarian

WEEEELLLLL Someone on Vinebooru drew my idea before I could upload my drawing. *shredding of paper*

I have massive anxiety over something stupid, and I know that my anxiety is making it worse. I wish I could talk to someone about it but I havent got anyone I can trust, I cant talk to my family and its too personal for friends... Im scared

My mom and dad are getting divorced....they were really happy too....or at least seemed to be...It's all because she is away from home a lot, and I am starting to come with her, I hope we'll be okay....

i get sooo much satisfaction from my avatar/signature

Wow! That was the best night sleep in ages. Too bad the dream I had further cements what a lonely **** I am!