darkSpyro

Look dad I try not to peek at your screen, you should not even bother trying to doing that screen peek **** with me.

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nvm im just gonna go away

You realize because you haven't been flossing your gums are swollen. "But it bleeds" yeah gums do that if you do not floss enough! Along with Bracettes breaking off because you bite into ****.

jesus ****ing christ

me when i see your posts on here

I wish I would stop having dreams about my old friends on dS that are no longer active. It actually hurts when I wake up and realize I'll probably never talk to them again

Yes please volunteer me to work in the neighbor's yard for at least an hour in 100+ degree weather for only $5 without consulting me. Thank you so much :)


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Pull you're head out of your asshole for one second, please.

Of course you let me down. Why wouldn't you. I thought I'd been hurt before but this is worse, I don't know how I'll come back from this. I'm a pathetic mess. Thanks a lot.

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thought dump

if you read that you care and you're a dS user which means none of those are about you

Why should I even try to make jokes anymore? They are rude according to my Aunt, oh well.

this is about tumblr and not someone i personally know

and if you're thinking about asking, yes, me and my bf are fine

Right, the fact that I'm so dizzy I can't stand, and the fact that I fell like I'm about to throw up is my own fault? Okay then.

i feel SO much better about everything now good **** op

Oh my god I fell and bent my foot to the side and it hurt REALLY bad. I'm going to the hospital to get it checked out and I'm really nervous. This pain is absolutely awful.

I just don't know...

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Pokemon Go related rant feel free to ignore.

ow...

yigtyfrtgftyhkhujgyfrtdesdfygyuhkytf

skipping a grade has its drawbacks oops

Don't mind me....

why cant i do anything right..

I place my card in defense position, and end my turn...

So after a visit to the hospital last night, they said that my ankle was OK. The bad thing was that they said it would hurt EVEN MORE the next day. So I woke up today and realized that a very painful bruise is in my foot now, but it isn't actually visible. And God, does it hurt.

ex problemssssss

i set my boyfriend as my cousin on facebook

Ugh... Why do I feel lonely all the goddamn time?

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I whine too much about being lonely.

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I feel like crying and I don't know why... *sigh*

dang it where did you goooooooooo

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don't worry, it's all okay, don't worry

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This year has been so... so... for lack of a better term... tjrknyoweiryhbterthbjey

On one hand, I've actually been so productive and things have been going so great.

But on the other... Oh god am I terrified of this person. One false move and this person could unravel everything I've worked so hard for.

It feels like I'm being pulled in different directions.

ignore me

sorry if i sounded rude.

my voice is absolutely gone. I hate repeating myself and screaming out my answers just to get heard. it's the worst.

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Practice makes perfect, gaining more stamina by the day.

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I guess that many things are out of my control. It’s not like I am made for this world etc. I guess that it is very difficult to identify doing the right or the wrong thing especially when those arbitrary concepts don’t provide anything undisputed and meaning to the table. I don’t know. I guess that I am just tired, waiting for a fix and stopped caring about change and all that. I’ve slipped enough from that person I used to be and, controversially, liked. It seems that this never ends, damn it.

[Insert the cliché ending phrase]

Oh my gosh, I can't take this anymore. This problem is the one ongoing problem that will always be there, and I will NEVER be able to tell anyone what it is. I am really scared, and I'm so alone in this...

Nothing to see here, move along.

I am sick and tired of my stupid miserable useless pointless lonely pathetic life. I can't even be happy anymore. Am I not allowed to be? Every single time I put my mind to something, I try to accomplish something, I want to do something, have something, say something, BE SOMETHING I CAN"T DO IT. What is the point all I'm faced with is dissapointment. all i am is a disappointment all i do is let everybody down and ruin other plans along with my own i am just sick of being miserable all of the time why can't i just be happy why can't i be smart or talented or funny or popular or well educated or likable or anything that doesn't make me useless because when i ask myself what i have to look forward to what i have to live for i can't think of anything at all. I'm not going to do anything to hurt myself physically but emotionally i have already been ripped to shreds and am basically holding back tears at all times of the day. i can't do anything or talk to anyone or even have fun with out being remind of how stupid i am how untalented or useless i am i complain too much i talk too loud i don't know anything i haven't seen or done anything WHAT IS THE POINT. i wish i was someone else anyone else. I do not care at all who. just someone who actually enjoys their life. someone who serves a purpose please even the few friends i have look down on me and think I'm useless and annoying, i can tell even the stupid garbage i use to entertain myself in my pitiful lonely stupid life doesn't even work out for me anymore so what do i do. cant tell my mom because she is suffering through depression and i know it would crush her if she knew i was going through the same thing. i know she would blame herself and i don't wanna do that to her. anyone else in my family would just tell her. none of my friends would care or know what to do if they did. this is literally the only place i have to get my thoughts out because i have nobody to go to. i don't even like this forum much at all but my life is so boring its one of the few pathetic things i use to pass the time. i just don't know what to do. ia m a nervous miserable wreck the world hates me. why can't i hate it back. i have been able to find things to distract me from how sad i was but now I'm starting to run out of distractions

i thought you left????

go back away please

Oh gosh, I hope this isn't a paranoid phase of yours.

I've talked to you every day for the past 6 months and now I haven't heard from you in almost 4 days and I have this hope that you'll come back around to me and it's killing me. I'm not cut out for this.

Spending this evening and night with you all to medicate this horrid feeling. I guess that it was helping for a while but as I was getting back to home, I realized that no matter what, this feeling of guilt and indifference will not fade away. Seeing you all making those plans and all that just makes me realize that I may not very well be part of that in physical manner at some point. I just don’t have the inner sense, desire and motivation to do so. But in the end I know that when things have happened, it will all be alright for you. You'll get through it.

It is more than just being tired. I just don’t find the reason and personal interest/emotion/logic to do things that are usually done. I don’t know anymore; I’m sorry.

...I can't lose you.

Not like that.