I'm writing this with the assumption that either he is watching this thread, or zero is going to pass the message onto him anyway. Hi Loco, let's talk for a second. I don't intend to harm.
Quote: zer0dchQuote: locoI was being recklessly impulsive. I'm sorry, but you know that sometimes we just forget about how we're supposed to behave. I'm just like that Spyro fella: always wanting to be the funny party animal, even if we have more important things to do ("Looks like I have some things to do.").
Seriously, I know I messed up, but I can control myself. It's one of the reasons I became less active in the website, anyway. I'll reduce my intensity to words like "frick" and "hell," but only mention them once every ten posts (most likely).
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But that was before I checked your newest topic, zer0dch. Look, I'm not offended, but that whole thing with that "Fanfic..." The guy who put it up copied my whole "Loco Story" topic and put it on Fanfiction. ****, man. I look at myself and just think about how crazy I SHOULDN'T be. You know what other obsession I had? That of a little boy who kept calling this apartment building a "boo-boo" hospital (he puts emphasis on "hospital" by adding the fact that it's for people with "boo-boos"). (goo.gl/NpXhhN <-- this thing.) I kept calling him "gay," since he wouldn't stop calling that building that. Plus, this was when I was in the 7th Grade and he was in the 1st. I would forget that he's not at the point that he would start learning how to multiply stuff, and thus make myself look like a jerk.
I guess I just like "fun jerk" as a personality. I know, to authority, that I should behave myself and act properly, with all respect due to all the rules authority has, but sometimes I just forget about that. We are imperfect beings, just like every other living organism on this 3rd planet of a planetary system. Seriously, even though I know a trillion squared is a septillion (10 to the 24th), I just happen to throw out the rules of society, just so I can have fun.
PS: This Spyro Forum topic makes me really reconsider my attributes, and makes me think that maybe I should just have you be a messenger and ditch the rejoin idea. Lance it is, then.
The ability to control yourself doesn't begin and end with the ability to not curse that much. Control comes in many different varieties and it also includes interests in video games featuring purple mythical creatures. We've seen so many posts related to you wanting Spyro back and got glimpses of how much it can affect your life (or even people around you) tells me that while you may have the ability to control how much you swear, you don't have control over the one thing you need control of; your interest in Spyro. Opting to let it affect you this way further damages you and would've kept you in hot water with us even if you weren't banned from the site.
I'm curious as to why you find being a "fun jerk" a positive trait or something you should embrace fully. Bullying a child that young for having an imagination and calling his home a boo boo hospital may sound silly to us, but you can't sit here and pretend that you have never had an imagination like that at his age. Some of us have vivid imaginations still (obviously more developed than boo boo hospitals). I'm glad you now realize that you were being a jerk but then you turn around and claim that you like being a "fun jerk", with no implication suggesting a desire to change that.
But hey, if you really need a little push, I'll play your game...
Let's think about Spyro. Classic Spyro. What is he? Adventurous, brave, bold, cocky, good hearted, a bit of a prankster. Has he ever been a "fun jerk"? Sure some of his behaviors could be considered being a jerk................by the villains who are jerks to everyone to begin with. Being a "fun jerk" is not one of Spyro's traits, as he isn't some sort of fun anti-hero. He's a straight up protagonist with 90s cool written all over him (like Sonic; is he a "fun jerk"?). If you are really going to try and compare yourself to Spyro, maybe you should reconsider some of your actions and some personality traits that you seem proud of, and fix yourself. There's being a mischievous rascal and there's being a jackass. People tend to prefer one over the other.
Throwing out the rules of society is not the brightest idea. You can question authority if you have valid reason to (we do it often here), but it's still no excuse to do whatever you want. On here it got you banned from the website. In real life it can land you a hefty fine or a prison sentence. Think long and hard about which rules you're abandoning, what consequences can occur, and if that fun is really worth those consequences.
And I fail to see how knowing some admittedly impressive math has anything to do with authority or your decision to say "**** rules".
It seems as though you have more personal demons than we originally thought and you are unable to cope with them on your own. We tried what we could to help you out with the Spyro obsession and offered multiple times to help you reach out to the forum and make friends but this seems beyond that now. Maybe you need professional help? It could for the benefit of yourself and people around you. As someone who has had professional help, it really can be a good thing and set you on the right path if you aren't improving on your own.
I hope everything turns out well. You can be a good person if your set your mind to it.